Chapter 238 I will wait until the day you are willing to marry me
Yu Guo looked inside and said, "Sister, you are a good person and someone who is worthy of him. I am convinced if I lose to you. However, what I want to say is that there seems to be a lot of problems between you." Big sister, I will resign, don’t worry, goodbye."
She is a very frank little girl. Apart from Zheng Ziye, Shen Manman likes her very much.
She looked at Yu Guo's leaving figure and fell into deep thought. She thought again, was it wrong to be with Zheng Ziyezi in the first place?
They are not from the same world at all.
When Zheng Ziye woke up, Shen Manman was sitting beside him. Her eyes were far-reaching and spreading, looking at the window, but there was no focus in her eyes.
He suddenly took her hand. Shen Manman was startled and instinctively wanted to retract, but Zheng Ziye didn't let her succeed.
Shen Manman stopped struggling and looked as calm as if nothing had happened, "Are you awake?"
"Aman, are you still angry?"
"I don't know, Ziye, let's change the topic and stop talking about this matter for now, okay?"
"Okay, I'll listen to you."
It doesn't matter if she doesn't talk about it, everyone should calm down a little. As long as she doesn't mention the word breakup, he can agree to anything.
The two of them reached a tacit agreement that no one would mention anything about Yu Guo.
Shen Manman took good care of him, and they would chat with each other, and she would occasionally laugh.
Just after he was discharged from the hospital, Zheng Ziye got in the car and asked, "Aman, let's go register tomorrow. I don't want to delay it any longer."
Shen Manman was startled. Subconsciously, she was against registering with him. She felt that there were too many unstable factors between the two of them, so registering now was definitely not the best choice.
"Zi Ye, please wait a little longer. I think I'm still a little too anxious. Let's talk about it later, okay?"
Zheng Ziye's eyes were full of depth, exploration, and doubts finally calmed down.
"You still care about Yu Guo, don't you?"
She didn't answer, so he continued to ask, "Aman, you still don't believe me?"
"No, I don't believe you. In fact, before you woke up, Yu Guo came to see me. She told me what happened that night. She said nothing happened between you, and I believed it. But I I always feel that there is a ditch between you and me, a ditch that cannot be crossed no matter what."
Shen Manman was very nervous, panic flashing in her eyes, "Now that we have reached this point, let's talk about it. Many years ago, you all know what happened to me by a charming girl. …”
Zheng Ziye was no less shocked than anyone else, not because she was surprised, but because she knew he knew.
This incident was the most painful memory in her heart. Her pale face was bloodless and her hands were twisted together.
"Don't be surprised. I heard the conversation between you and Wang Sun in the office that day. In fact, I am very grateful to you. You can continue to be with me after learning about this kind of thing. If it were me, I might not be able to do it. But, what happened is what happened, Ziye, I...is not worthy of you."
"Who said that? Who said you are worthy?" Zheng Ziye was emotional. He held her hand and said, "Aman, I have never disliked you, never."
"Can you please listen to what I have to say first? Not only have I been insulted by bad people, but I was also pregnant with a child. I gave birth to the child in ten months, but I didn't expect that when I gave birth to him, I died in childbirth. Since then, my body has suffered greatly. The damage makes it extremely difficult to conceive. I think you must have found it."
She smiled bitterly and showed her scars to him.
"You see, I am so glamorous on the surface, but I am actually such a miserable person. I used to dream of being Mrs. Mo, and now I dream of being Mrs. Zheng. I know that no matter who it is, I am not worthy of it. Zi Ye, Let's just live like this. Marriage is nothing more than a piece of paper. It would be best if we can go to the end. If you regret it halfway, you don't have to go to so much trouble."
Shen Manman was speaking from her heart. It was okay not to separate, but she couldn't get married.
Zheng Ziye stared at her for a long time. Canglang's eyes were fixed, as if he had been struggling in his heart for a long time. He smiled lightly and said, "I will wait until the day you are willing to marry me."
To be honest, Zheng Ziye thought a lot in just one minute.
He even wanted to force her to go to the registration office, but if he did, what would be the difference between it and Mo Shaocheng?
"However, Aman, there is something I want to make clear to you. I have never disliked you because of your experience, and I have never thought of separating from you. On the contrary, I sympathize with you and feel sorry for you. Whether you believe it or not , this is a fact.”
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This time, Zheng Ziye stayed for half a month, and the two of them tacitly agreed not to talk about the past.
It seems like everything is back on track.
On the eve of Xu Wanqing's wedding, Shen Manman and Zheng Ziye returned to China. They were the bridesmaids and best man, so they naturally had to be there.
Also coming back is Jiang Xin, because there is a well-known jewelry design competition in China, and she participated as the gold medal designer of Langjia.
Huo Yu bought a villa, not in the suburbs, but a townhouse in the city. Although it was not as quiet as a single-family villa, this was Xu Wanqing's choice.
He took care of the house very warmly. When Shen Manman saw Xu Wanqing, her eyes were shining, and the happy smile on her face was as shy as a hibiscus.
She pulled Shen Manman upstairs and showed her her treasures, "Manman, these were given to me by Huo Yu. He said he would buy me many more in the future. However, I want to eat sweets, and he is If you don’t want to buy it for me, Manman, can you buy me some candy?”
"Huo Yu is right. Eating too much sugar will be bad for your teeth. Do you want to have a mouth full of cavities? Become an old woman without any teeth?"
With such a threat, Xu Wanqing immediately stopped shouting about eating sweets, "No, I will never eat sweets again. I don't want to become an old woman without teeth."
Her round eyes blinked, she was so scared.
Shen Manman suddenly felt that it was good to be like this now. She had been looking forward to marrying Huo Yu one day, and now she got her wish, but she didn't expect it to be in this way.
"Wanqing, can Huo Yu take you?"
When she mentioned Huo Yu, she would be particularly excited, and there would always be endless topics to talk about, "Well, he was very, very good to me. He fed me, bought me toys, bought me beautiful clothes, and also told me about Grimm." A fairy tale. Unlike my mother and brother, they didn’t even give me food to eat and even called me a little fool.”
Xu Wanqing felt aggrieved and burst into tears, as if she was about to cry.
Shen Manman was startled, "They didn't feed you? And they scolded you? Then why didn't you tell me when I went to see you?"
"My mother and brother didn't allow me to tell, and even my father couldn't tell me. They said that if I told others, they wouldn't let me eat for the rest of my life, so I didn't dare to tell anyone."
