Jin'er, what a nice name, her heart trembles every time she hears it.
This is a title that only belongs to him, and only he can call it that.
Lian Shi, tell me that you love me and that you have had feelings for me for the past thirty years.
You wouldn't be so heartless.
However……
"In thirty years, I have never loved you."
Liu Jin's body shook violently, and the strength that supported her collapsed.
She fell to the ground, devastated.
The more you desire something, the more you won't get it; the more confident you are about something, the more you will be disappointed in the end.
In the past thirty years, Liu Jin has never been able to get anything she wanted, and anything she was confident in would never belong to others.
But God is fair. A person cannot live a safe and smooth life. There will always be something unsatisfactory.
When you are satisfied with this thing, you will be lacking in that thing.
This is the law of nature and no one can escape it.
But she never imagined that what she wanted most would become someone else's.
And this thing was something she once owned.
But, she lost it.
If I look for it again, I can't find it.
When Liu Jin looked at Zhan Lian, she looked at the person who was getting further and further away from her. Tears blurred her vision, making this indifferent figure seem unreal.
In the clouds, fog, and rain.
Everything becomes distant.
Lian Shi...
Lian Shi...
Lian Shi...
Lin Qinru was talking to several people from academia, and the atmosphere was very good while talking and laughing.
However, when he saw Zhan Lian coming in, Lin Qinru's expression changed slightly, he smiled and said a few words to a few people, and went to Zhan Lian's place.
When he came to Zhan Lianshi's side, he glanced towards the balcony.
At this sight, Lin Qinru stopped.
Liu Jin sat on the ground, looking miserable and no longer the proud woman she once was.
Liu Jin like this would not want anyone to see her in embarrassment.
Lin Qinru turned his gaze and looked at the person in front of him. He was dressed in a black suit and had black hair. He had an aura that was different from ordinary people. He stood out in the banquet hall filled with mostly foreigners.
Some people want to step forward, but don't dare.
So much so that he seemed alone in such a large banquet hall.
However, no one will think he is lonely, only people will look up to him.
Some people are born to be looked up to.
It was the time of Zhan Lian.
Lin Qinru stepped forward, walked to a secluded corner with Zhan Lianshi, and sat down on the sofa.
"I didn't know why you came to this party before, but now I understand."
Zhan Lianshi was sitting on the sofa, holding red wine in one hand and a mobile phone in the other. His eyes were not looking elsewhere, he was looking at the screen.
The screen is bright, and there is a screensaver on it. The screen saver displays the date and time.
The rest is gone.
I don’t know if he is looking at the screensaver on his phone, or the date and time, or whether he is looking at everything.
He didn't make a sound or move his eyes. He seemed to have heard Lin Qinru's words, but he seemed not to have heard them.
When Lin Qinru saw Zhan Lian's appearance, he smiled, turned his eyes and looked ahead, "Are you being too ruthless?"
He didn't know Liu Jin would come, let alone what the two said after he left.
But he understood everything about the scene he just saw.
The reason why Zhan Lianshi came to this banquet was not for anything else but for Liu Jin.
It's not that the two of them want to renew their relationship, but that it's time to put an end to their relationship that has lasted so many years.
This is the purpose of Zhan Lianshi.
It was also Liu Jin’s despair.
Zhan Lian raised his eyes, looked ahead, took a sip of wine, "This is the best result."
If you don't love it, then retreat.
This is the best answer.
Lin Qinru paused.
He thought Zhan Lianshi wouldn't answer.
His expression moved slightly, the lines in his eyes spread, and many emotions filled up and then subsided.
A smile emerged.
"Yes, this is the best result."
To be ruthless is to be sentimental.
Only in this way can a person truly see clearly what is love and what is not love.
Then, start again.
Liu Jin, she needs to start over.
Lin Qinru's face spread with a smile, he picked up the wine glass and drank.
Suddenly, he stopped drinking.
He sat stiffly on the sofa, keeping the wine glass close to his lips, motionless.