Chapter 1856 We are always changing because we are growing up
Lin Lian sat down.
She didn't break her hand away as she used to, so she let Han Zaixing hold it and looked at him: "How is it?"
This is the most sobering time that Han Zaixing has been here since she came here.
Han Zaixing didn't answer. He looked at Lin Liang for a long time, moved his fingers and then clenched them tightly: "I want to go out for a walk."
Spring is the beginning of everything, and no one will dislike Spring.
Especially the spring day on Demon Island is full of the aspirations of welcoming the summer.
It seems to prefer summer days.
Han Zaixing was about to go out, so Lin Lian could not take him out so easily. He asked the doctor to check him and confirmed that he could go out for a short time. Then Lin Lian pushed him downstairs.
Zhan Le and Han Hongsheng followed not far behind.
Fang Ming and Liu Yao are the same.
There is also a accompanying doctor and nurse.
Avoid any emergencies in Han Zaixing, which will be dangerous at that time.
The car drove to the beach, and Han Zaixing said he wanted to see the sea.
Even though it is very dangerous to see the sea with his current body, the doctor said that he could go and see it, and Zhan Le also wanted Han Zaixing to go there.
If, if there is a case.
She doesn't want to have regrets when she is in action.
This is everyone's unanimous idea.
Only Lin Lian, she disagreed at first, but in the end she agreed.
She believed he would be fine.
It will definitely be good.
"Remember, I asked you a question."
Lin Jian pushed Han Zaixing along the seaside road. The sea breeze blew, bringing half coolness and half warmth.
Spring is still here, summer is not far away.
Hearing Han Zaixing's words, she stopped, lowered her head and tied his scrambled scarf: "What do you mean?"
"What do you want?"
Lin Lian paused, then tied the scarf to the back and tied a loose knot: "Remember."
She held the wheelchair handle in her hand and pushed him forward again.
The road is very long, and next to it is the sea. It seems to be specially built to let people see the sea, but from a distance, the sea and the road seem to be accompanied.
They move forward together and end together.
"When you have earned enough money, go to many places you have never been to, see many things you have never seen before, and live freely." Lin Lian looked at the sea and road that stretched like a parallel line, his voice was stable and quiet.
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The scene of them being together at that time was floating in front of Han Zaixing. She immersed herself in work, busy day and night, and gradually, she seemed to have walked out of pain, but she was also scary to death.
So, on a rare holiday, he took her out toughly.
He said that letting her see nature will help her find inspiration.
She knew he was worried about her, and she didn't want him to worry, so she followed him out.
At that time, he drove for more than ten hours and took her to the beach.
Just like now, the endless sea.
She was surprised, but very happy.
He saw what she liked.
She likes the sea.
He said he knew she liked it.
She said, is the sea?
He nodded.
But she shook her head and said with a smile that she doesn't like the sea, she likes water, any flowing water.
She said that water is the softest thing in the world, but at the same time, it is the hardest thing.
Water can carry a boat, but it can also overturn the boat.
People cannot be weak forever, nor can they be strong forever.
Too weak will hurt yourself.
Too strong, hurting people.
Only then did he realize that the pain in her heart was still there.
She didn't come out.
Then, he joked: Let's go and have a good look at the world together.
She also laughed and replied jokingly: OK.
He knew that she was not telling the truth, and she never took her heart out. She regarded him as a friend, a friend who could trust, but not a friend who could entrust her lifelong life.
She was scared.
Han Zaixing raised his eyes and looked at the endless sea, blue, accompanied by the fragrance of flowers and white clouds, which were the purest colors.
He said: "At that time, I said we will be together."
"You agreed."
Lin Liang stopped.
She looked down at the person sitting in the wheelchair. It was already April, but he was still wearing heavy clothes, but even so, he didn't look fat at all. He looked from afar and became extremely thin.
He wore a woolen hat on his head, which was soft and comfortable, and the breath on his body returned to the past.
So gentle.
Everything seemed to be back to those two years, simple and pure.
"Now, do you still agree?"
He whispered softly, softening the sea breeze.
Lin Gui moved his eyelashes and pushed him forward: "You are right, have you changed?"
Change.
His expression calmed down.
Has he changed?
He hadn't thought about this problem.
At this moment, she suddenly asked, and he was stunned.
Without waiting for his answer, her soft voice fell into her ears: "I think I've changed."
"It should be said that people are changing."
"When I was a child, I didn't understand many things, I just wanted to cherish and please; when I grew up, I knew what grievances mean, but I was even more afraid of losing them, so I was even more careful; when I grew older, I knew what unfairness mean, but I also had to do it.
I also know that I don’t want to lose that home, so no matter how unfair there is, I can endure it.”
"But, I thought I could hold it all the time, but after I walked here, I realized that human patience also has a bottom line, but the patience that used to be has never touched the bottom line."
"For the sake of what you care about and to protect what you want to protect, you can't bear it, and you can't compromise anymore."
"I'm changing little by little, and I haven't noticed it myself."
Her calm words blew into her ears with the sea breeze and dissipated in a blink of an eye. It seemed that she was stumbled over like this, covered in scars, but she didn't feel anything.
"You haven't changed."
"You've just done what you should do."
"Yeah, that's it."
"At a different age, do what you should do and what you should do at that age."
"A process of being naive, reckless, immature, from not knowing to knowing, from not understanding to understanding," said Dr.
"And those two years, I made a decision I shouldn't have made and promised you."
"But time goes back, and I went back to the time when I was in the situation at that time, I would still make such a decision, and I couldn't change myself."
"Like I can't change all my past."
"For example, now, I should promise you that I should satisfy you whatever you say."
"But now, I am in this situation, and after so many years of ups and downs, my experience, my thoughts, and my age make me unable to make such a decision."
"I don't love you, and nothing can satisfy you without condition."
"I can't give what you want."
Before she knew it, she stopped.
The satisfaction in his eyes disappeared.
The wind blew, the waves rolled, and the fragrance of flowers lingered, and nothing changed.
Only the heart changes.
His lips opened, but the wind blew him suddenly felt cold.
His throat seemed to be frozen because of the coldness.
It took him a long time to make a voice: "Can't you... deceive me?"
Lin Lian looked at the blue sea. The sun came out. The light shone on the sea, as if she was covered with a layer of gold wool clothes, shining in front of her eyes.