Chapter 1429 I Amazed the World in Youth Pain Literature (17)
Lin Qixi seemed to have guessed the dark thoughts in her heart, and her expression became uncomfortable for a moment.
Yes, even after that kind of thing happened, Gu Mo did not become the same person as her as she thought and fell from there.
Her academic performance was actually better, and she continued to shine, as if no amount of setbacks in the world could knock her down.
Why?
Why is Gu Mo so optimistic?
"What's the use of being disappointed? You will be even more disappointed in the future. Not only am I working hard now, but I will continue to work hard in the future. I will work hard until I die, moving forward towards my dreams and goals, and working tirelessly.
, No matter what happens, I will always be me, the Gu Mo who will never give up excellence and shine. Those people can't change me, and you can't change me either."
After Gu Mo finished speaking, he picked up his schoolbag and left.
When she reached the door of the music room, she turned back, raised her right hand, and smiled at Lin Qixi.
"By the way, Lin Qixi, don't forget, you still owe me a finger."
Although it doesn't matter whether she has this finger or not, she will always get it back for the original person.
Lin Qixi suddenly felt a chill in her arms.
Later, my best friend asked Lin Qixi: "How is it? Is that Gu Mo willing to listen to you?"
Lin Qixi sighed and told her best friend the cruel words Gu Mo said at that time.
My best friend said: "Forget it if she doesn't appreciate it. She will know in the future that if she doesn't be friends with us now, she will never have friends in her life."
However, when Lin Qixi remembered what Gu Mo said at that time, her hands slowly tightened.
How can we forget it?
No matter how hard Gu Mo worked, she would never be able to catch up with Gu Mo's pace. In Lu Yunchuan's heart, she would never be able to compare to the dazzling Gu Mo.
What should she do to make Gu Mo no longer dazzling and to make Lu Yunchuan only see her in his heart?
Do you work hard yourself? But her innate conditions are not as good as Gu Mo's, so hard work is useless!
What Lin Qixi didn't know was that what she and Gu Mo were saying in the music room was also overheard by Gu Mo's head teacher.
After that, Gu Mo's class teacher was wary of Lin Qixi as if he were wary of something else. He was afraid that Lin Qixi would look for Gu Mo again and bring bad luck to his good child.
After learning that Lu Yunchuan and Lin Qixi were close, the head teacher also called Lu Yunchuan to talk.
He also said hello to Lin Qixi's class teacher and asked him to talk to Lin Qixi as well. It's your business if you want to degenerate. Don't lead a bad student, okay?
Lin Qixi's class teacher was also very angry. No one would be happy to meet a student like this who doesn't study hard and dresses up all day long and only knows how to cause trouble.
So I also called Lin Qixi over to give him a lecture, hoping that Lin Qixi would be calmer and stop provoking those good students all day long, and don't let him be called over by the class teachers all day long.
Lin Qixi, who had been scolded by her class teacher, began to feel faintly sad again.
She immediately called Lu Yunchuan.
Because she felt that she was about to die from pain, and she just wanted to see Lu Yunchuan one last time before she died.
The two made an appointment to meet at a lighthouse they often visit.
Lu Yunchuan thought of the class teacher's advice and originally wanted to tell Lin Qixi not to meet again in the future, but as soon as they met, Lin Qixi rushed towards her.
So I couldn't help but take the first shot.
After this session, I naturally couldn't say any heartless words, and started chatting instead.
Good students also have all kinds of suppressed worries. Lu Yunchuan seemed to treat Lin Qixi as a trash can and told Lin Qixi all the dissatisfaction in his life.
This has always been something Lin Qixi is proud of.
Lu Yunchuan didn't even tell Gu Mo these words, right? But he told her.
What does this mean? It means that she is already a unique existence in Lu Yunchuan's heart.
"Yunchuan, how much I want to be with you in an open and honest way. I want to hear you introduce to others that I am your girlfriend..."
Lu Yunchuan said nothing.
He couldn't make a promise to Lin Qixi, so he could only choose to remain silent.
Hurt by Lu Yunchuan's silence, Lin Qixi took out candy from her bag, put it in her mouth, and swallowed her tears.
Lu Yunchuan asked: "Why are you eating sweets again?"
Lin Qixi pretended to be strong, "Because life is too hard, I eat sweets every day. Only in this way can I feel less sad in my heart."
Lu Yunchuan was silent again. He accepted that Lin Qixi was a girl who liked to be sad, but he was unwilling to bear the responsibility related to Lin Qixi's sadness.
The more silent he became, the more insecure Lin Qixi felt, so she asked cautiously:
"Yunchuan, will you hurt me like those men before?"
Lu Yunchuan said: "I am different from the men before you. They hurt you because they failed you, but I don't want to hurt Gu Mo."
Lin Qixi asked: "Do you still love Gu Mo?"
"I don't love her anymore, but I can't break up with her."
Lu Yunchuan explained in a slow and heavy tone.
"What happened to her was when she relied on me the most. Considering the friendship we grew up with, I couldn't break up with her. I was afraid that when she was sad and desperate, she would not be able to think of anything drastic to do.
Come."
Lin Qixi raised her head and looked at Lu Yunchuan sadly.
"What about me? I won't be hurt. She just lost a layer of membrane, but I will lose my love because of it!"
Lu Yunchuan was silent again.
Lin Qixi cried silently, took out a cigarette from the cigarette case, lit it, and took a deep breath.
"Yunchuan, my love is actually so soft, without any threat, and cannot hurt Gu Mo at all, but you and Gu Mo hurt me so deeply..."
Forget it about Lu Yunchuan, he is the person she loves most and she can forgive him.
But what about Gu Mo?
Knowing her feelings for Lu Yunchuan, how could she be so shameless and continue to occupy Lu Yunchuan? How could she be so indifferent?
Faced with Lin Qixi's sad accusation, Lu Yunchuan said he was sorry.
Lin Qixi leaned in his arms and said softly: "Yunchuan, love always has a reason to betray the whole world. Let's betray the whole world together for our love, okay?"
Lu Yunchuan shook his head, "I love you, but I can't hurt Gu Mo. If you can't bear it, then let's not meet again."
Lu Yunchuan pushed Lin Qixi away and left with a calm expression.
Lin Qixi immediately panicked and hugged Lu Yunchuan tightly.
"Yunchuan, I know that my temper has driven away many people around me, but I can't change it, because I know that people who understand me can't leave. You said you understand me, and you won't leave, right?
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The subtext of this statement is that I know that I am a bad person, and I also know that being a bad person is not good, but I just can’t change it. People who love me are not afraid that I will die.
If you leave, it only means you don't love me anymore.
