After a year of entanglement with Gu's mother and the simple and autocratic pua, the original person's mental state was close to collapse.
She could no longer hold on, so she finally gave up her studies and followed Gu's mother back to her hometown.
Gu's mother was so proud that when she returned home, she was still showing off to the people around her how successful she was in educating her daughter.
Look, aren't you obediently listening to her now?
The original body was like this, like a bird with broken wings. It could fly higher and farther, but it was forcibly dragged back and locked up.
She soon completed the process from blind date to marriage with that man, her later husband Li Qiang.
She no longer wants to recall how her parents negotiated with the Li family to double the bride price. At that time, she was neither a person nor a daughter, but just a commodity sold by her parents.
The Li family was satisfied with her product, so her parents raised the price in order to get more gift money for their nephew so that he could marry a good girl.
The Li family was very dissatisfied with the behavior of the original person's parents, but they still agreed, but this also destined the original person's status in the Li family.
After getting the money, Gu's father and mother didn't care about the original person at all. The Li family didn't hold a wedding and directly took the original person to get the certificate. They didn't express any opinions.
Later, I suffered humiliation at the Li family, domestic violence, and a joint beating by my husband, father-in-law and mother-in-law. I was beaten half to death. Even if they knew about it, they kept silent.
I was forced to give up my studies, get married and have children, and did not live a good life as my parents said.
The Li family spent so much money to marry her. As far as the Li family is concerned, she is the property of the Li family. If the Li family wants her to have children and obey them like a dog, what does it mean to beat her and scold her?
After she tried her best to fill her body with knowledge and talent and married into the Li family, the Li family only saw her womb.
None of these are the most painful. The real pain is that she is still struggling in her heart.
She couldn't numb her thoughts, she still wanted to break free from the prison and return to the path she wanted to take.
But now the people who are stopping her have become more numerous and stronger, but her cognition cannot match her social status. She can change too little. She can't even change her own situation. She is in physical and mental torture.
I was suffering day after day.
Until she was unable to give birth to a child, the Li family brought a several-month-old girl from relatives, saying that she had raised the girl herself and that the girl could bring her a son.
She was very resistant to this child at first, but later she developed feelings for him, and this child became a little warmth in her desperate life.
But with this warmth, after she became pregnant, the Li family believed that the role of the little girl had been fulfilled. They thought that the Li family now had to raise two children and was under a lot of pressure, so they wanted to send the little girl away.
What can the original person do if she doesn't want to? She has no idea where the child was sent in the end.
In the following days, life was as difficult as ever, but she managed to get through it.
After her biological parents got old, they became seriously ill and were about to die.
None of the five cousins came back to take a look. She was called over by her biological parents and waited on them in front of the hospital bed until they almost closed their eyes. The cousins finally came back.
Then her biological parents took out the savings they had collected over the years through frugality and scrounging, and distributed them to her five cousins.
She doesn't have a hair.
She numbly accepted her parents' favoritism, but her increasingly cold heart told her that she didn't care.
I don't care about the money, I just care that my parents never have her in their hearts.
When I was sick and needed to be taken care of, I thought of her, not because I suddenly realized that she was their biological daughter, but because I didn't want to trouble my cousins. After all, her cousins are now more promising than her, and they have a job.
You are so busy, how can you put aside what you are doing to serve them?
It's different with biological daughters. What's wrong with a housewife who knows nothing but taking care of the elderly and children, taking care of them?
And what about the five cousins? They took the money with peace of mind, without any guilt or guilt. They just took it and left, not even bothering to deal with the funeral affairs of their parents.
After her parents passed away, she continued to live an increasingly numb life in her husband's family. The son she gave birth to was the darling grandson of the Li family. The Li family did not allow their darling grandson to get close to her, so they taught her darling grandson to hate her, so she and her biological son
Not close to me either, half my life has been wasted, and I am still alone.
Later, one day, I suddenly couldn't bear it anymore. When I was being abused by my parents-in-law and husband, I took a kitchen knife and chopped Li's family members, and I was arrested and imprisoned.
Her husband told her in court that he could understand her behavior and hoped that the court would treat her leniently and not impose a prison sentence.
She knew that her husband didn't feel ashamed of her because he suddenly had a conscience, but because the family still needed her to be a cow and a horse.
But the original person refused to forgive, she would rather go to jail.
He sat there for many years until he died of illness in prison.
Her illness was caused by years of mental stress. When she died, she looked at the ray of sunshine coming in from the small window and recalled the time she was in the country with her grandparents many years ago.
Looking back carefully, that was actually the happiest time in her life, except for the two years she went to college.
The ambition she had set in her heart at that time was to get ahead in her studies in the future. She didn't need to be very good, as long as she could make a lot of money, treat her grandparents, buy a house, and let them enjoy their old age.
But in the end, she failed to complete her studies and failed to take care of her grandparents.
Grandpa and grandpa died of illness in her hometown. When they were found, their bodies were stinking. She was not able to see them for the last time, nor was she able to send them off on their last journey, leaving them alone in this world.
Later, when she went to college, she saw how many parents loved their children in the city, so she vowed to marry someone who had the same views as hers, work hard together, give their children a happy home, and take good care of their health.
To grow up happily, you must not let your children live the same life as you.
But in the end, her marriage was out of her control. One of her two children was sent away after being raised with all her love, and the other was full of hatred towards her.
She had so many longings for her life, but in the end they all turned into bubbles. She wanted to do everything well, but failed to do everything well.
This sad and powerless life...
It would be nice if I could have a chance to do it again.
No, it would be great if someone could live her life again instead of her. She doesn't have the courage to experience her own life again.
