The doctor said: "I have been a doctor for so many years and I have never seen anything like this. It's okay. You can just shave it. After the shave is done, we will give you medicine."
So he stopped saying anything, raised his hand and started scraping.
The ones on her hands and legs are the most, and there are less on other places, but they still need to be shaved off.
She looked like she was killing a fish. Her face was expressionless from beginning to end, as if she didn't know the pain.
The teeth trembled when the doctors looked at them. After Gu Mo finished scraping, it took him a long time to react and apply medicine to Gu Mo.
The doctor couldn't help but ask: "Don't you... feel any pain?"
Gu Mo smiled and said, "Of course it hurts. Aren't I afraid that my face will be too ferocious to scare you?"
doctor,"……"
Since the doctors couldn't convince themselves to shave Gu Mo's fish scales from now on, it was Gu Mo's responsibility.
At first, there would be prison guards watching every time.
But every prison guard had a mental breakdown after watching it once and couldn't watch it a second time.
Even if a male prison guard was specially found.
Everyone they looked at felt pain and couldn't stand it. They wondered how Gu Mo, who had personally experienced the pain, endured this kind of heart-breaking pain again and again.
In the end, no one dared to watch. Gu Mo locked himself in the bathroom and shaved alone.
And every time after scraping the fish scales, the wounds from the last scraping barely healed, and new ones grew out, so she had to scrape them again...
After scraping, you have to soak it in salt water. Needless to say, the wound will hurt when it comes into contact with the salt water...
And this girl endured all these inhuman tortures. She never even thought about ending her life to escape such pain...
On this day, the prison guard sent something to Gu Mo.
"These are the books your mother sent you."
Gu Mo took it, looked at it, and said, "Thank you."
These are books about painting.
The original person has not studied painting systematically, but she is very talented in painting.
The art teacher who taught her once said that if she could sign up for an art class and study hard, she would definitely be able to draw better.
But it is a pity that the original person did not have the conditions, so he could only study on his own.
The art teacher also often guided her and gave her many painting books.
Gu Mo hoped that Gu's mother could bring all these books to her, so he told her during the last phone call.
Gu Mo said to the prison guard: "Thank you."
The prison guard smiled and shook his head, "Are you... okay lately?"
“Pretty good.”
The prison guard saw her smile and opened his mouth, but in the end he couldn't say a word.
After a long while, he said: "Read more books. If there is anything you want to read, just tell me and I will buy it for you. Don't lose touch with society."
Twenty years, the best years of her life, will be locked up in this dark place.
By the time she left, she was already out of tune with this society.
Out of selfish motives, the prison guard really hopes that this girl will live a better life after she is released from prison.
Gu Mo also felt the kindness and said, "I know."
Not long after, a new person entered the room next to Gu Mo.
Her number is 3489. Ever since she entered this place, she has been almost silent, slow and numb.
Everyone could see that she didn't seem to have much will to live.
One night, when all her bedmates were asleep, she tied a sheet to the bed rail and committed suicide, which was discovered by her bedfellows.
He was sent to the hospital for a few days, came back, and committed suicide again.
So he was sent to the hospital again. This time he stayed in the hospital for a long time and received counseling from a psychiatrist.
After she came back, the prison guards kept a careful eye on her for fear that she would commit suicide again.
Early the next morning, everyone went out for a run and exercise.
She happened to be standing in front of Gu Mo and fell while running.
Gu Mo bent down and pulled her aside, and then saw the scar on her thigh.
It must have been burned with oil, and the area was very large. I wonder how painful it was when it was burned.
Gu Mo had learned that she was sentenced because she could not bear the domestic violence and killed her husband premeditatedly.
In addition to this burn scar, she also has many cigarette scars.
Sometimes, you encounter unfair treatment, and often you take revenge and vent your anger, but you have to pay a higher price.
Therefore, many weak people can only endure when faced with these unfair treatments.
"If you feel uncomfortable, I will take you back."
3489 didn't even raise his eyes and continued to be numb.
Gu Mo touched her head and said nothing.
This action made 3489 move.
The girl in front of her was obviously younger than her, but the way she stroked her head was so gentle and tolerant.
She had never felt what it felt like to have such a warm palm touching her, and for a moment she was reluctant to move.
Gu Mo smiled, sat next to her, took out a small notebook and pencil, and started drawing in the small notebook.
When the prison guards saw that they were not causing trouble, they just sat quietly on the side and paid no attention to them.
After a while, Gu Mo stopped writing and handed the small book to 3489 to read.
3489 was stunned.
The small notebook drew a face covered by rose petals.
That face is hers, but it is a different her. Against the background of the rose, it has a sense of freshness.
She finally said something to Gu Mo.
"Your paintings are so beautiful."
"How do you like it?"
3489 nodded.
She didn't know why, it was just a simple pencil drawing, but when she looked at it, she felt as if the haze had been swept away, as if her mind suddenly broadened, and those things that had caused her pain were so unpleasant.
Worth mentioning.
It's that feeling that makes people suddenly see light and hope in the darkness.
Gu Mo tore this one off and handed it to 3489.
"Then give it to you."
3489 took it and bit his lower lip, "Thank you."
After that, 3489 never committed suicide again.
Although she still didn't like to smile, her whole body was full of life, which made the prison guard sigh a sigh of relief.
Gu Mo also became very good friends with 3489 and found out that her name was Xu Su.
Her sentence is shorter than Gu Mo's, and she should be released before Gu Mo.
Time passed like this year after year.
Gu Mo still shaved himself off fish scales frequently, and still soaked in the bathtub every day until his body turned white.
In addition, she has regular physical examinations every week.
The person who performed her physical examination was a professional team who had been observing and recording her physical data.
On the one hand, it is for the sake of her body, but on the other hand, it naturally has other purposes.
As the only mutant in the world, her physical condition naturally has extremely high reference value.
