Lin Feng in the kitchen was stunned and stood motionless for a long time without coming back to his senses.
She refused.
It was actually rejected.
this……
Doesn't she like me?
Or is there someone else in your heart?
Or does she really only have family affection for me and no love between man and woman?
Immediately, a strong sense of shame quickly spread in my heart.
Wasn't it that I was too abrupt and inconsiderate of her inner feelings just now?
What she did just now must have frightened her.
The relationship between me and her seemed to have become awkward and awkward.
She regards me as her biological brother and cares about me and takes care of me in every possible way.
But I actually bullied her like that.
Am I still human?
I am just an animal.
How can I stand up to her, my elder brother, and my parents?
What is the difference between me and the animals in the village who covet her body and beauty?
I really deserve to die.
I really should fight.
Lin Feng blamed himself extremely, and was also extremely ashamed and angry.
He raised his palm and slapped himself hard.
Feeling that sincerity was not enough, he walked into the main room, came to the door of the room, and said with great shame: "Sister Qing, I'm sorry, I shouldn't bully you like that. It's my fault. I lost my head for a moment, so I bullied you like that. I'm really sorry
Damn it, I really should fight."
There was no sound in the room.
Lin Feng guessed that Tang Qing was still angry, so he raised his palm again and slapped himself hard on the face.
One hit after another, causing burning pain on the face.
Soon, half of my face was swollen.
But he still didn't stop and continued to smoke.
As he smoked, he blamed himself and said: "Sister Qing, you are so kind to me, but I bully you. I am a beast, I am a scum, I am a scum, I am a beast..."
For a while, the sound of snapping could not be heard.
It still seemed extremely loud in this silent night.
Suddenly, the door was quickly opened and the lights inside were turned on.
Tang Qing's hair was disheveled and she stared at Lin Feng with her eyes wide open.
Seeing that half of Lin Feng's face was swollen and the corners of her mouth were bleeding, tears burst out from her beautiful eyes.
She grabbed Lin Feng's hand and said with great sadness: "Erwazi, you stupid boy, I didn't blame you, why did you torture yourself like this? You are so stupid, I didn't mean to blame you at all.
, don’t take it to your heart.”
She felt that the injury on Lin Feng's face was more uncomfortable than the injury on her own body.
"But, Sister Qing, although you don't blame me, I hate myself even more. You are so good and I am so bad. You actually want to bully you. I am worse than the animals in the village. I really
Not even as good as a beast. I really deserve to die, I really deserve to be beaten."
Tang Qing grabbed his right hand, and Lin Feng slapped himself with his left hand again and slapped himself hard.
Blood flowed from the corner of his mouth again.
He really hates himself.
I hate myself so much.
"Erwazi, please stop hitting me. Please, stop beating me. My sister feels very hurt. If you hit me again, my sister will be in unbearable pain."
Tang Qing grabbed Lin Feng's left hand and held him tightly in her arms, preventing him from using his hand to slap herself.
That delicate little face was pressed tightly against Lin Feng's chest, and tears kept flowing, soaking his clothes without even noticing.
Several times, Tang Qing almost blurted out that she was willing to accept him.
But her reason told her very clearly that she could never say it or agree to it.
She is the White Tiger Star, and she must never harm Lin Feng again.
She has already harmed three people and will never harm a fourth person again.
What's more, Lin Feng is so outstanding.
But she was already a spent flower, a white tiger star that everyone cursed, so what qualifications did she have to be worthy of such a strange man like Lin Feng.
Only outstanding girls like Zhou Jing and Wu Mei can be worthy of Lin Feng.
She would be content just to see him happy from a distance.
But seeing Lin Feng fucking himself so cruelly, my heart became even more painful and tormenting.
For the first time, she felt heartache.
This feeling, even if he was sold by that gambler father for five thousand yuan, even if he watched Lin Hua die in his arms, he had never experienced it before.
She raised her bright wrist, gently wiped away the blood from the corner of Lin Feng's mouth with her sleeve, exhaled like blue, and said softly: "Listen to my sister, don't abuse yourself anymore, and have a good rest. We will still be brothers and sisters, and live a good life."
.”
"Sister Qing, I listen to you. I understand."
Lin Feng also looked at Tang Qing steadily and nodded heavily.
Then, gently remove the hands wrapped around your waist.
Tang Qing also quickly let go, with tears in her eyes, and smiled slightly, "Have a good rest, we will go to the street to sell scorpions tomorrow."
At this moment, Lin Baoer woke up and cried loudly.
Without hesitation, she turned around and entered the house, then closed the door.
This time, she still didn't lock it.
Just like every other night, the door was not locked.
Because Lin Feng slept in the main room.
He turned off the light, got on the bed, opened his clothes, stuffed his vagina into Lin Baoer's mouth, and hummed softly while slapping her.
But the tears flowed happily like a stream.
Even she herself didn't know when the tears stopped.
Maybe the tears in the tear ducts have dried up.
As for Lin Feng, he lay on the bed silently with his eyes wide open, staring at the wooden beams in the darkness.
Everything is quiet.
This is because since the little black snake appeared, all the mice or bugs in the house have escaped.
No sleepiness at all.
My heart is as hard as iron.
But as soft as water.
My mind was in a state of confusion, I didn't know what to think, and I didn't know what to think about.
Not comfortable anyway.
Very depressing.
This made him feel better when he was stupid before.
That way, you can have three meals a day, have nothing to do, be happy and carefree.
Finally, he sat cross-legged on the bed and began to practice the Five Elements Qi Refining Technique, using the spiritual power of his Dantian to repair the swelling and pain on his face.
So and so.
It's getting daylight outside.
But Lin Feng still sat cross-legged on the bed, like an old monk in meditation, forgetting both things and myself.
Even if Tang Qing got up to make breakfast, she didn't even notice.
Tang Qing also returned to her normal state.
Just pretend that what happened last night was a dream.
After waking up from the dream, do whatever you need to do.
Lin Feng also got up and finished washing.
I found that Tang Qing was still smiling as usual.
Lin Feng also let go.
Help Lin Baoer put on clothes, wash her face, and then take her out for a walk.
The places I go to are also vegetable gardens, cornfields, or surrounding grasslands.
When he saw that the corn seedlings that he had poured plant growth essence on last night were growing as tall as a small forest, Lin Feng had no worries in his heart.
All this is expected.
Nothing surprising.
When he saw the corn plants that had been picked yesterday growing small corn cobs one after another, a smile broke out on Lin Feng's face.
"Finally, the plant growth essence has paid off for me."