This really makes Jiang Qinian confused. It has been so long, but why has the sun above his head not changed at all?
He clearly remembered the position of the sun at that time, so it was impossible to see it wrong.
And this also made Jiang Qinian feel increasingly puzzled.
"What's going on? Could it be that... time here stands still?"
At this moment, there was a gentle knock on the door.
Maybe it's because of amnesia, or maybe it's because he just woke up, but Jiang Qinian's current defensiveness can be said to be at a minimum.
Although the sudden knock on the door was gentle, it really startled him.
It took about ten seconds for him to react, and then he rubbed his forehead and said:
"Enter."
The door was unlocked, so the person outside just turned the door handle and the door was slowly pushed open.
Jiang Qinian turned around and looked at the middle-aged man with a warm face.
He was wearing a neat and clean white coat, with a smile on his face. The gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose reflected the sunlight, which made Jiang Qinian look a little dazzling.
That meticulously slicked-back hair, perhaps because of the oil on it, was a little shiny for a moment, and it looked a little greasy no matter how you looked at it.
The smile on the man's face became brighter after seeing Jiang Qinian, and then he saw him slowly walking forward, and then pushed up the glasses on the bridge of his nose.
"Hello Mr. Jiang, my surname is Chu. You can just call me Dr. Chu."
Hearing this, Jiang Qinian nodded.
"Hello Doctor Chu, are you the doctor who is here to provide us with psychological counseling?"
"Yes, Mr. Jiang, I feel very honored for this.
If it's convenient for you, please sit on the hospital bed. I think I should start my work.
Of course, if you feel a little uncomfortable, we can also talk about some relaxing topics first. It is my responsibility to make every patient feel comfortable, so you don’t have to mind."
"It's okay. There's nothing inconvenient for me. If possible, let's start now."
With that said, Jiang Qinian also waved his hands, and then sat on the hospital bed.
Probably seeing that he was a little nervous, Dr. Chu also softly comforted him after sitting on the chair.
"It's okay, Mr. Jiang, don't be too nervous, we are just chatting.
Relax, it's like meeting an old friend. You can tell me any ideas you have. I think we should have a pleasant chat.
I see that you are very friendly, so I think it would be a very good choice to chat with you. Maybe you are the person I can talk to most this afternoon."
Although Dr. Chu's way of speaking made people feel very comfortable, Jiang Qinian didn't believe a word of it, and even sneered at it.
This means that it is okay to deceive other people, but it is impossible to deceive him.
Jiang Qinian guessed that the other party didn't just say this to himself. Maybe the other party would say this in a formulaic way when he saw every patient.
However, he didn't say much. After all, this is a chat technique possessed by psychiatrists, and its purpose is nothing more than to allow patients to slowly open up their psychological defenses, so that they can openly communicate with doctors.
Only in this way can psychological counseling play its greatest role.
But what Dr. Chu didn't know was that Jiang Qinian would not only chat with him openly, but even try to get some information out of him.
I saw Jiang Qinian pretending to let down his guard, and then said to Doctor Chu:
"Thank you Dr. Chu. I feel much better now. If possible, we can start now."
"Okay Mr. Jiang, if you feel a little depressed, just take a deep breath. We are just chatting. Don't feel any psychological pressure."
With that said, Dr. Na Chu glanced around
, then stood up and walked to the window, and then opened the closed window.
"Mr. Jiang, sometimes breathing more fresh air can be very helpful in relieving stress. Your house is a bit dull, so remember to open more windows for ventilation.
Let the warm sunshine shine in and feel the comfort of the gentle breeze caressing your cheeks. Isn't this kind of plain happiness the most healing thing for us?
Sometimes the less inconspicuous things make us feel the beauty of life. I believe Mr. Jiang should understand this.
What do you think?"
At this time, Dr. Chu had returned to his seat, and Jiang Qinian nodded and responded:
"Yes, Dr. Chu, maybe I didn't notice this. Thank you for reminding me. I feel much better now."
"That's good."
Doctor Chu nodded slightly, and then said to Jiang Qinian:
"Mr. Jiang, when you came in, I saw that you were staring out the window and your brows were tightly knitted together. Did you think of something unhappy?
To be honest, keeping some things in your heart can make people feel very uncomfortable, but if you want to seek comfort, it is difficult to find a suitable person to talk to.
As time goes by, these suppressed emotions accumulate more and more, and eventually become a mountain weighing on people's hearts.
Of course, I may not be an excellent psychiatrist, but I think as a friend, I should be a good listener.
You don't have to worry about your privacy being leaked. Protecting the privacy of my friends is an obligation for me.
No matter how much laughter I have when chatting with others, the time now belongs only to the two of us.
You might as well understand this room as a dream paradise with buried treasures. When I walk out of this door, I will lose all the memories here.
But when I appear again, those memories will be lost again."
I have to say that Dr. Chu's words have a unique charm. No matter who stays next to him, they will feel that indescribable sense of peace and intimacy.
Jiang Qinian is no exception, but he has been trying hard to suppress those thoughts.
People cannot look at each other.
Jiang Qinian did not dare to relax before he found out the details of the other party. He had to be vigilant at all times so that he could survive safely until the end.
He always has a feeling that once he really accepts this place, he will probably linger here forever and be unable to leave.
His subconscious kept telling him that he had more important things to do.
Thinking of this, Jiang Qinian deliberately pretended to be very troubled, making it look like he was hesitating about something.
Dr. Chu didn't mean to urge him, he just waited for him with a smile.
After waiting for a minute or two, he said to Dr. Chu with a painful expression:
"Chu... Doctor Chu, I miss my parents very much..."
There is nothing wrong with what this sentence says. No matter how old a person is, he will always be like a helpless chick in front of his parents. Once the chick leaves the arms and flies alone, the longing in his heart will be like a whistling sound.
The noise is getting stronger and stronger.
Jiang Qinian didn't know where his parents were. He didn't even know if his parents were still in this world.
But no matter what the situation is, what he said will not leave any loopholes. As for the specific situation, we can identify and guess it through Dr. Chu's reaction.
After he finished speaking, Dr. Chu also sighed sadly, then pondered for a moment, and then said to him in a soft voice:
"Mr. Jiang, every child will miss his parents. When they leave, I can understand the feeling of having their heart cut out.
Just like when my parents left me, I don't know how to describe what it feels like.
At that time, I just felt that there was darkness in front of me, and even the sky was about to collapse.
To be honest, I don’t know if souls exist after death, but I think there should be, but you can’t see them.”
As he spoke, Dr. Chu leaned down and patted Jiang Qinian on the shoulder.
"They are always here, but they are with us in a different way. They can be the breeze, they can be drizzle, they can be the first fallen leaves in autumn, or they can be the cold winter falling on your shoulders.
That snowflake.
From the moment they leave, you feel as if a piece of your heart has been torn out, but when you inadvertently feel your heart, you will find that the lost part has been filled with invisible things."
At this time, Dr. Chu stared into Jiang Qinian's eyes, and then whispered:
"Mr. Jiang, please feel it with your heart. The thing that makes up for the pain in your heart is their soul..."
It has to be said that Dr. Chu's words were indeed very contagious, so much so that Jiang Qinian, who had other thoughts on his mind, couldn't help but be moved.
However, he quickly got rid of this state, and although he pretended to be persuaded, he was actually thinking about other things in his heart.
Anyway, he got a very useful information from this, that is, his parents have passed away.
Although he had been prepared for it, when he realized this again, he still felt a little sad.
After his parents passed away, he also appeared in a mental hospital. The reason why he fell to this point is probably because he suffered some kind of accident.
It was this accident that cost his parents their lives, and he was sent to a mental hospital because of brain stimulation.
But another point is that maybe I am not the only one who has experienced this kind of change. Since Liu Yue also appears here, does it mean that he has also suffered the same thing?
For a moment, some fragmentary pictures flashed through Jiang Qinian's mind...
An old building with some age, a room full of wooden furniture, a headless female ghost, a strange cat with only one eye, and the big snake that covers the sky...