Chapter 583 Whirling Dreamland - The Boundary between True and False
This question has always made Jiang Qinian feel a little strange.
Although there was no mirror in the ward, so he could not clearly see his current appearance, but according to what his eyes could see, there was no injury on his body except that he was a little thinner.
That's why he felt suspicious.
There was a car accident and he was thrown away.
If that's the case, then why aren't there any injuries on the body?
Even if he only suffered some superficial injuries and had been unconscious for a long time and all the wounds had healed, there should still be some scars.
But there were no traces left on his body, not to mention scars, not even some wrinkles.
According to Zhang Lianyu, she has been in a coma for a while, and when she wakes up occasionally she is crazy and often talks nonsense.
So he must have not eaten for a long time and has been relying on nutrient solution to maintain his vital signs.
If this is really the case, then he should be in a state of malnutrition now, and due to being bedridden for a long time, his muscles should have atrophied to a certain extent, and his skin should be somewhat loose.
But apart from being a little thin now, his skin condition couldn't be better.
The fair skin looked smooth and soft under the light, and even if it was good enough, you could squeeze out water. This did not look like the state of being in a coma for a long time.
And even though his head was tied with gauze, he didn't feel any pain after pressing it for a while, which showed that he didn't have any injuries at all.
Except for the occasional headache, there is nothing unusual.
In this case, Jiang Qinian really couldn't think of any symptoms he had that warranted surgery.
So it seems... what is the purpose of the surgery?
For some reason, when the woman mentioned the surgery, he felt a palpitation in his heart, as if if the surgery was carried out according to Zhang Lianyu's arrangements, something bad might happen.
"Operation... If I guessed correctly, this operation should be the first attack on me.
However, the time may be a bit tight.
Tomorrow...if tomorrow...will everything come in time?"
Just as Jiang Qinian was thinking, Zhang Lianyu and the man also opened the door and walked in. Jiang Qinian had to stop his thinking and looked at the two of them with a wary look.
Seeing his reaction, the man felt a little embarrassed. He had no choice but to stop when he wanted to step forward. Instead, he stood there with a hesitant look on his face. He wanted to step forward but didn't dare.
Seeing this, the woman also hugged the man from the side, and then the man smiled as if he had just woken up from a dream, then stood there and said to Jiang Qinian:
"Um...Xiaotong, I...my name is Gao Wenxing, and I am your father. Do you remember me?"
Hearing this, Jiang Qinian shook his head, his eyes still alert.
After all, everything that is about to happen is just his speculation. No one can guarantee whether Zhang Lianyu and Gao Wenxing will attack him before the operation begins, so he must be 200% alert.
Once the two of them make any move that is detrimental to him, he will definitely kill the other party as soon as possible, even if it leads to more serious consequences.
After all, the situation would not be much better if he was left to his own devices. Instead of resignedly waiting for danger to come to him, he preferred to hold the initiative in his own hands.
Fortunately, the man didn't do anything extra. After seeing that Jiang Qinian still didn't think of him, although he was a little disappointed, it seemed that he wanted to avoid being rejected by Jiang Qinian, so he did not come forward, but stood there to comfort him.
road:
"It's okay, it's okay. If you don't think about it, you won't think about it. It's not a big deal. As long as you are safe, your mother and I will be satisfied.
You have a good rest. You have surgery tomorrow. Keep your spirits up. If you want to chat,
Your mother and I will chat with you. If you want to be alone for a while, we will go out and not disturb you."
Having said that, Jiang Qinian thought carefully for a while and waited for a minute or two before answering:
"Well...I'm not very tired, but I have a question that I can't figure out..."
"question?"
Zhang Lianyu seemed a little surprised. After all, they had been asking Jiang Qinian since he just woke up. Jiang Qinian had always answered passively. Now that he finally took the initiative to find a topic, they were naturally a little happy.
This is a good sign.
But whether it's a good sign for Jiang Qinian...that's not necessarily the case...
After all, the joys and sorrows in this world are not the same.
Zhang Lianyu first showed a little joy, and then said to Jiang Qinian:
"It's okay Xiaotong, you can ask whatever you want. If your parents know anything, they will tell you!"
After hearing what Zhang Lianyu said, Jiang Qinian no longer hesitated. He rubbed his forehead and continued to ask:
"I... I checked my body just now when you two went out to talk, but I didn't feel there was anything uncomfortable about me.
So…so what exactly is my surgery?
This...don't think too much about it, I'm just a little scared, so I want to ask more questions, otherwise I'd always feel a little uneasy."
Jiang Qinian can be said to vividly interpret the emotion of fear and uneasiness. If it comes to surgery, many people, especially children, will be instinctively afraid.
After all, it is an incision on a certain part of the body. Even if you know that there is no pain due to the anesthesia, you will still feel some physical discomfort when you think about it.
Therefore, it is understandable that he behaves like this now. At least Zhang Lianyu and Gao Wenxing did not notice anything unusual.
Seeing Jiang Qinian so scared, Zhang Lianyu seemed to feel sorry for him and sighed imperceptibly.
"Xiaotong, don't be afraid first. Listen to your mother ask you, do you sometimes feel headaches?
Hmm…it’s like it’s about to burst?”
Hearing this, Jiang Qinian couldn't help but feel a little surprised.
Zhang Lianyu was right. He didn't expect that the other party would actually know about his headache. This phenomenon may be caused by memory confusion. Could this illusion be used to make a fuss about it?
But he didn't have a better solution right now, so after thinking about it, he could only nodded.
After seeing that he agreed, Zhang Lianyu and Gao Wenxing breathed a sigh of relief, and then Gao Wenxing opened his mouth to explain.
"It's like this, son. When you were in a car accident, you hit your head, and the doctor said it seemed like... some bruises or something."
"There is congestion in the cerebral blood vessels. If it is not removed, it may easily cause serious illness such as cerebral thrombosis!!"
At this moment, Zhang Lianyu added.
After she finished speaking, Gao Wenxing also pretended to be enlightened and slapped his forehead, and then continued:
"Ah, yes, yes, cerebral blood vessel congestion!!
This problem is quite serious. Children, please do not take it seriously. Dad knows that you are afraid, but you still have to have the surgery anyway. After all, this is for your future safety.
It doesn't matter, it's just a minor operation. You don't have to be afraid. Your parents will be with you when the time comes.
Do you think this is good? After you finish the operation, your father will buy you the game console you have always wanted. Haven't you always liked that?
Mom originally said that she would buy you one when you finish first in the class in the exam, but now we don’t listen to her! Dad has made the decision and will buy you one after the operation!"
After finishing speaking, Gao Wenxing patted his chest proudly, while Zhang Lianyu glanced at him with a smile, and then complained:
"Look at how awesome you are! Okay, okay, for the sake of my son, I agree this time.
I promise you to be a chauvinist once, and I won’t tear you down anymore!”
"Hehehe, thank you, wife, thank you, wife!"
Looking at the scene in front of him, Jiang Qinian couldn't help but be stunned for a while.
For some reason, a trace of tears flashed in the corner of his eyes, and the crystal teardrops slid down his face, and then a small flower bloomed on the hospital gown.
He didn't know why he was crying, but at this moment, an extremely terrifying thought suddenly came to his mind.
What if...if only this were true...
He also wants to have a warm little family. It doesn't matter if he lives a mediocre life, as long as he can feel the presence of his family anytime and anywhere...
Jiang Qinian knew that this idea was very absurd, but he just couldn't help thinking that maybe he really wanted the love of his family so much that he knew that it was all fake, but he still didn't want to wake up.
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Does true despair take away everything from a person?
It is true that it is a very desperate thing to take away everything a person has.
But the real abyss is not taking, but giving.
When you have lost everything and are used to being alone, the abyss is like a poisonous snake that sees its prey. The gorgeous lines make you unable to help but be intoxicated in it, and you can't help but take a second look.
You clearly know that it is false, and you also know the danger and despair hidden under the beauty, but you still can't help but linger and linger.
There are only two colors in the lonely world: black and white, so even colorful poisons make people yearn for them.
Jiang Qinian suddenly felt a pain in his head, which was so painful that he could hardly breathe. He gradually began to lose track of what was real and what was fake.
In fact, if you look at it from another perspective, is it really that important whether it is true or false?
What counts as true?
Living in this world with a hypocritical mask, greeting everyone you meet according to the set procedures, and mechanically repeating life day after day, is this really true?
For the first time in his life, Jiang Qinian felt that the boundary between truth and falsehood was so blurry that he couldn't even see his own face clearly...