Chapter 618: The Way of Wild Ghosts—Chapter Fin! (Part 1)
After finishing that chapter, Jiang Qinian nodded to himself, and then said:
"Been taught a lesson."
But Zhang Fin waved his hand indifferently after listening.
"I've said it before, I can't talk about being taught. It's just that I have a little more experience, plus I haven't said anything to anyone, so I felt a little itchy for a while.
What I said may or may not be right, but there is no absolute right or wrong in this world. The so-called right and wrong are just different positions.
If you think it is right, then you can listen to it. After all, there is no harm in it. If you feel that it is different from your ideas, then just treat it as a negative teaching material. It doesn’t matter.”
Hearing this, Jiang Qinian nodded.
"Okay, is there anything else you want to talk about?"
Zhang Fin shook his head.
"That's it. It's the same for doing things and chatting. Sometimes doing too much and talking too much is not a good thing. It can easily make people feel resentful or resentful.
But it feels good to chat with you. I didn’t communicate with many people at first, so I always felt lonely. Now after chatting with you for a while, I feel a lot more comfortable.
Okay, without further ado, that’s it.
You don't have to worry about the impact of the battle being too great and accidentally injuring others. The top floor has now become a void. To put it simply, we have reached the rest of the space, so there is no need to worry about accidental injuries.
We just need to deal with the things between us clearly, and don’t worry about the rest.”
"Well, that's best."
As he spoke, Jiang Qinian bent down and gave Zhang Fin a gentleman's salute.
Seeing this, Zhang Fin didn't hesitate and returned the favor.
In ordinary fighting, you will do whatever it takes to win. All kinds of shady or sinister methods will not be criticized by others, let alone whether the etiquette is thorough.
But now He Zhang Fin is not in a situation where he will win at all costs.
The relationship between the two is very strange. Although the two must decide whether to live or die, the two who survived the Great Nightmare attack on the city have an inexplicable feeling of sympathy for each other.
There is no doubt that Jiang Qinian's situation is very special, but Zhang Fin's situation is also very extraordinary.
Zhang Fin has been living in misfortune and suffering since he was born. The misfortune of his native family caused his childhood and youth to be in darkness. Even after getting married and having children, he still could not get rid of that influence.
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But people always long to be healed.
Some people who fall into the abyss may be willing to perish, or they may not see the light, so they just want to wait for death in the abyss.
But some people, even if they fall into the abyss, still want to climb up, longing for that faint light even if they are scarred.
Such is the case with Chapter Fins.
He has always longed to be redeemed and get rid of the influence of his original family, and his wife and children have indeed achieved this.
But God seemed to have played a very bad joke on Zhang Fin.
The hemp rope will break at the thinnest part, and bad luck will only seek out the miserable.
As time goes by, Zhang Fin has slowly come out, and his face gradually has a smile. He loves to laugh and talk. Everything seems to be developing in a good direction.
But at this moment, Zhang Fin was found to be terminally ill during a physical examination at the work unit. New
This sudden change can be said to have shattered all Zhang Fin's dreams and fantasies.
The day he got the news, he sat on the bench in front of his home for a long time.
He seemed to have returned to his childhood, helpless in the face of his alcoholic and domestically violent father, and missing his mother endlessly in the face of depression.
He looked back and suddenly grinned.
Everyone is afraid of ghosts, but Zhang Fin feels that ghosts in this world are not scary things. The sufferings in the world are
Something a hundred times scarier than a ghost.
He has been trying to escape from these sufferings, climb out of the abyss, and live under the sun.
But after living for so long, he found that he couldn't escape at all.
Those sufferings are like hungry dogs, always finding him just when he thinks he has thrown away his burden.
As he was walking home, the eyes hidden in the dark kept staring at him, as if he wanted to see through him, like a gleam on his back.
Zhang Fin could even hear the sound of saliva dripping on the ground.
"Tick-tock...tick-tock..."
And he is a delicious and tempting prey...
Zhang Fin, who learned the truth of the matter, did not choose to tell his family about it.
What's the use of telling your family?
He slipped into the abyss... No, it should be said that he never got out of the abyss.
If this is the case, then why drag your family into the abyss?
Forget it, just wait for death alone in the abyss.
Zhang Fin said this to himself.
He put out the cigarette in his hand and opened the door.
The aroma of food filling the whole room, the laughter and play of my wife and children, and the sound of the news broadcast on TV.
This is a common thing in most families, but it seems so warm.
Zhang Fin smiled, even if this happiness will burst like a bubble soon, at least in this short life, the feeling of being surrounded by happiness will not be fake.
He walked into the kitchen with a smile, kissed his wife, hugged his daughter, and asked her if she listened carefully today and got along well with her classmates.
The little girl was very cute, with a pair of buns, a pink face, and big eyes that blinked. Zhang Fin felt that his heart was about to melt.
These things that are readily available to ordinary people are so out of reach for Zhang Fin that he will never be able to touch them in his lifetime.
Zhang Fin wants to use this last time to stay with his family. Anyway, he will definitely die in the end, and he will be sad for a day and happy for a day. Instead of sighing all day long, it is better to be calmer and at least not leave anything behind in the last period of his life.
What regrets.
As for treating illnesses...
To be honest, Zhang Fin had never thought about this issue.
Incurable.
Since it is a terminal illness, it means that no matter how much you invest, you will never see any hope.
His family was not wealthy to begin with, and his wife's parents didn't agree with them being together. It was his wife who stood up to all odds and wanted to be with him even though they were starting from scratch.
Although after so many years of hard work and hard work, I have a house and a car, I am still not rich and my family has little savings.
The doctor recommended him conservative treatment, but he knew that this disease was a bottomless pit.
Even if the treatment continued, the final result would be nothing but bankruptcy, and he would not be able to escape the fate of passing away.
Even if it is not cured, it is already a luxury for people like me to experience this kind of feeling of being loved. How can I dare to ask for too much?
Leave some money so that mother and daughter can live a good life after I leave. As long as they live well, I will be content.
At the dinner table, Zhang Fin comforted himself while drinking wine.
He planned to say nothing to his family and bear all this alone.
This is a white lie.
But a lie is still a lie, and some things cannot be hidden, just like paper cannot contain fire.
Chapter fins can deceive people, but the tears that fell unintentionally cannot deceive people, and the increasingly thin body cannot deceive people.
Eventually, his affair was discovered by his wife.
His wife's eyes were red and she couldn't stop complaining and scolding him, asking him why he didn't tell his family.
But as she spoke, big tears filled her eyes and gradually moistened her face.
In the end, the two hugged each other hard and burst into tears.
“A-fin, let’s just treat the disease when it’s time to treat it, okay?
Don't worry, our family is rich. Let me tell you, do you still remember that there was a time when you often worked overtime?
At that time, the child was with my mother, so I used my spare time to do odd jobs and saved a lot of money!
Of course you have to seek medical treatment when you are sick. It doesn’t matter. This is not a matter of money. Our family of three is a whole, and no one can give up on anyone else!”
Hearing this, Zhang Fin held his wife in his arms with a painful expression.
Of course he knew that his wife would never agree to him giving up treatment. After so many years of marriage, if it was his wife who was sick, then he would sell her blood to save her life.
But now the person who is sick is Zhang Fin. He is unwilling to see his already overworked wife running for him anymore, nor is he willing to make this already poor family even worse.
Zhang Fin is really grateful to his wife for giving him the warmth of a family in this short life.
The emotions of reluctance and self-blame were like soaring vines, spreading continuously in his heart.
Why is he so unsatisfactory and unable to provide his wife with favorable family conditions? Why does he get sick and become a drag on the family?
This problem has troubled Zhang Fin for countless nights.
He was lying on the hospital bed, staring blankly at the lush shade of the trees outside the window, tossing and turning but couldn't find an answer.
God made a joke, but did not give an answer.
Not all questions in this world have answers.
When faced with difficult situations where you don't know how to choose, you just need to stick to your heart and keep going.
At first, the voice was just a whisper in Zhang Fin's ear.
But as his wife's eyes became more and more red and swollen, and as his wife's face became more and more haggard, the voice became louder and louder, like a loud bell, constantly echoing in his mind.
"What do I want to do?"
Zhang Fin looked at the ceiling and murmured to himself.
What do you want to do?
I think... I want to use this last time to stay with my family. I want to see the sunshine shine on their faces again and let all the dense dark clouds dissipate.
Suddenly, Zhang Fin's eyes became firm, as if there was light.
He didn't know where the strength came from. The disease had destroyed his body with holes, but he just stood up with such a body and walked slowly and firmly towards the door...