I couldn't bear to leave Mo'er, but when I thought about his biological father, I hated his existence and felt that he was a shame to me.
So I let him be left in the Duan family, ignored him, and let him suffer all kinds of torture in the Duan family without a happy childhood. I could have been nicer to him, and I could have rescued him earlier. I was the one who
Sorry for him."
Duan Qingli burst into tears and repented for what she had done in the past. She cried and said: "Obviously it was me, the mother, who caused him to suffer for ten years.
But after I rescued him, he was afraid that I would abandon him, so he worked very hard to catch up on his missed lessons, and listened to my words obediently and wisely. No matter how hard and tiring he was, he never complained."
When Duan Qingli thought of this, her heart clenched again.
A Lanyi was even more so. She looked at Duan Qingli and said, "Brother Mo has never told me this."
Duan Qingli looked at Jun Limo with heartache and said: "He was afraid that his life experience would cause me trouble, so he never called me mother and never told anyone about his life experience.
I always thought that he would follow the trajectory I set for him, but I didn’t expect that you would become his variable. In fact, after I knew his feelings for you, I made a bet with him, and the bet was on your choice.
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Ah Lan heard Jun Limo mention this matter, but she wasn't sure about the details.
Duan Qingli said: "I gave the signal for Mo'er to rebel. I did this just to test you and see how you would choose?
He bet that you would choose him, and I bet that you would choose to shoulder your own mission, but who would have thought that you would actually escape and send Yan Yan here."
A Lanyi blinked and asked, "If I had not escaped and chosen Brother Mo, what would my mother have done?"
Duan Qingli shook her head: "When we bet, your choice is the final bet.
If you choose Mo'er, I will make it happen for you. If you choose Jiangshan, Mo'er will let you go. The premise is that he cannot reveal the bet or his feelings for you, so he will let you misunderstand.
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But in fact, if you really choose Mo'er, I may not be able to help you. We have many ways in southern Xinjiang to make you forget each other."
This is Duan Qingli's plan. She has never thought about marrying Mo'er and A Lanyi before, no matter what the final outcome is?
A Lanyi was not surprised at all. She laughed and said, "This is indeed your style, mother."
Duan Qingli smiled, took a deep breath and said: "Over the years, my temperament has changed drastically and I have become suspicious because of the betrayal by Mo'er's father.
Now after experiencing many things, I realize that I was torturing myself. Now I would rather believe that Mo'er's father had his own reasons.
Maybe he didn't really want to betray me, but he felt sorry for me to suffer hardships with him, so he sent me back cruelly."
In fact, when she heard Mu Yun'an's words in Gu King Palace, she was a little moved, and she thought about it carefully after she came back.
Maybe she was really stubborn for so many years and trapped herself in that dead situation.
The man in her memory was never a timid person, so how could he change his temper overnight?
Therefore, Duan Qingli believed that he had other reasons for what happened back then. Whether it was true or deceiving herself, she would not let this matter become a nightmare that would trap him in the future.
As long as there is light in her heart, nightmares can become sweet dreams.