Shen Rui burst into tears. He looked at Xiao Youan in front of him, the corners of his lips moved, and finally he said: "I...I threw my sister away."
Xiao Youan was stunned: "What sister?" He thought about it in a daze and asked in surprise: "Is it the sister your mother gave birth to later?"
Shen Rui nodded: "I saw my mother in Yuzhou City yesterday, and she took her two children to Mu Mansion.
I originally wanted to get the longevity lock I left in the east wing, but I saw that little girl in the garden."
He laughed and burst into tears: "She called me eldest brother and asked me to find a mother for her.
I didn't know what was going on at the time, but a vicious thought suddenly came into my mind, and then I stole her out and threw her in the mountains."
Xiao Youan was shocked. He looked at Shen Rui and couldn't imagine that he would do these things.
"You left her in the mountains? How old is she? She is still a child who doesn't understand anything. How can you be so cruel?
Shen Rui, you disappoint me so much. I can understand that you hate your mother, but how can you attack your own sister? What does she know?"
Xiao Youan tugged on Shen Rui's collar, his face full of anger.
Because of what happened in the General's Mansion, Shen Rui has always had an unresolved knot, and he has been reluctant to mention his mother for so many years.
But no matter how much he hates his mother, he can't hurt his sister?
He knew that Shen Rui's mother had given birth to a pair of children. He still remembered that when Shen Rui first learned the news, he sat there all night without saying a word.
And he stayed with him all night, and then he just asked: "You'an, why doesn't she want me anymore?"
In fact, Xiao Youan couldn't understand it. They were just children back then, so he didn't know why.
But he knew that Shen Rui's mother definitely didn't want him, she had some compelling reasons.
Xiao Youan looked at Shen Rui with tears streaming down his face. He felt annoyed and hateful in his heart. He let go of Shen Rui and turned around to leave.
Shen Rui sat up and called his name and asked: "You'an, do you not want me anymore?"
Xiao Youan looked back at him and said: "Why are you still sitting there? Why don't you go find your sister quickly.
Shen Rui, ask your conscience, if something happened to your sister, would your conscience be at ease, would you feel regretful and guilty?"
Shen Rui already knew the answer. After he lost the girl, he felt uneasy and regretful, but at that time he couldn't control the hatred or jealousy in his heart.
He wants to be his parents' son, not a shameful illegitimate son. He also wants his parents to love him, love him, and protect him.
However, everything was gone. That day when he came back from the hell gate, he found that his world had collapsed.
Although he was still young at the time, he clearly remembered that his mother said she would take him to the lake to pick lotus pods, and he was extremely happy.
But when he arrived at the lake full of expectations, what was waiting for him was his mother's strangulation.
He struggled in the lake and watched his mother leave without looking back.
If You'an hadn't saved him, he would have died long ago.
"What are you doing standing still? Why don't you get up?"
Xiao Youan urged him.
Shen Rui came to his senses, climbed up in a hurry, and followed Xiao Youan down the mountain.
The two of them searched along the mountain road, but there was no trace of Xiao Miao'er anywhere in the vast night.
Until dawn, Shen Rui collapsed on the ground and suddenly slapped himself hard twice.