Chapter 1228 Maybe someone is waiting for you on the other side
Chapter 1228 Maybe someone is waiting for you on the other side
Hearing the voice behind her, Chu Yue's fingertips stroking the surface of the lake trembled slightly, then she stood up and turned around to follow the sound.
But I saw a white-haired woman in her sixtieth year standing under the willow tree by the lake, wearing a hundred-year-old robe.
Holding beads in her hand, she was a simple and elegant person. She looked into Chu Yue's eyes with a smile as gentle as a spring breeze.
Especially the hundred-year-old robe on her body, which was made from cloth from hundreds of schools of thought. When worn on her body, it could not hide her innate nobility.
The old man's unique temperament seems to be a combination of asceticism, spiritual cultivation, and secularity, but also seems to be transcendent above all!
Chu Yue had never been in contact with Buddhism, but she knew that in the northern area, if people in temples wear robes, they are determined to practice hard and pray for the lives of Li people.
In the clear water lake of Qingyin Temple, warriors are not allowed to watch.
Chu Yue bowed her hands and said devoutly: "I am passing by here on the way down. I am nostalgic for the mountains, rivers and lakes. I have no intention of offending Qingyin Temple."
The old man looked at the girl with flamboyant eyebrows but a very humble attitude, and she felt a little fondness in her heart. When her eyes fell on the red string on the girl's wrist, she stopped twirling the beads with her fingertips and walked to the crystal clear place.
Beside the lake, wherever you look, you see all sentient beings suffering.
She looked at it for a while and then said: "The girl has obsessions in her heart and nightmares in her dreams."
The old man's voice was as light as water, but his tone was particularly determined, as if he had seen through Chu Yue's two lives and understood her soul.
Chu Yue lowered her hands, walked to the lake, stopped beside the old man, and said without hesitation: "That's true."
"I would like to hear the details." the old man said.
"Senior, have you ever killed anyone and been stained with blood?" Chu Yue laughed at herself and asked in a low voice.
The old man's movement of turning the prayer beads between his fingers stopped again.
After a long pause, he said: "Killed, touched..."
At this point, the old man looked at Chu Yue: "All the evil karma created in the past was caused by greed, anger and ignorance. The troubles of being poor and nuns have not been eliminated, and the six roots are not pure, so you can practice in Qingyin. You are doing it for the evil karma of the past.
What worries you?"
Chu Yue nodded and took a deep breath: "The bones of the people I have killed can be accumulated into mountains, and the blood stained by them gathers in Dike River. I once thought that as long as I wanted to survive, even if I killed a hundred enemies, one
It doesn't matter if it's a thousand or ten thousand. Everyone in the world is looking forward to the dawn, but I just want to survive in the dark night. I think that my nature is like this, and I am a born evil person, but I never feel that I am sinful. I only feel that those people deserve to die.
Because they are immortal, I am the one who will go to hell. I used to think that this world is either black or white, and that people are either dead or alive in this world, but now it seems that it is a little different."
She was like a lonely soul drowning at the bottom of the sea. When she came ashore, she discovered that the world was also full of flowers, and the light of dawn that she hated before was so good.
What makes her unable to let go is that her mother is a hero who can sacrifice her life for the country. She has been loyal to the Mu family for generations, and her grandmother is Master Huai Qing of Qingyin Temple!
As soon as she lowered her head, she could see that her hands were stained with the enemy's blood until the metacarpal bones were black, and she could not wash them clean.
Her soul is moving forward with a heavy burden, and her spine is bearing the weight of countless people's lives.
She was once alone and alone. Even if she went to the Ten Palaces and Nine Netherworlds to see Yama, she was worthy of heaven and earth and dared to go to the River of Forgetfulness with confidence.
But she couldn't resolve the knot in her heart, so she went to see Master Huai Qing like this.
Her two subsequent lives were mostly clear to onlookers, but this time, the authorities were confused.
The old man listened quietly to the girl's voice and looked at her gradually red eyes.
The fox lying on the girl's shoulder, his amethyst-like eyes dimmed, and his heartache for the girl suddenly surged in his heart.
She usually shows too much strength, her body of flesh and blood is as indestructible as the iron bones of a city wall, as if no adversity or setback can stop her from rising upwards, and no amount of enemies can destroy her ambition.
But she is a person after all, a living person.
When she has a weakness, her soul will also tremble from years of ups and downs.
She is not a god without joy or sorrow, she also has seven emotions and six desires, and she is also afraid...
The little fox lowered his eyes lightly, said nothing, and stayed with the girl silently, as if he had known her for many, many years.
The cool breeze blew across the Qingshui Lake, blowing towards Chu Yue's face, lifting the green hair hanging from Chu Yue's temples, and happened to fall on the little fox's face, not only covering his eyes, but also messing up his "solid as a rock" that had been silent for 90,000 years.
heart of.
The old man looked at the man and the fox, and the willow lake, and it was a pleasant sight.
Especially the brightly colored red string Chu Yue wore on her wrist made the old man realize the wonderfulness of fate in the world.
After a long time, the old man spoke kindly and persuaded: "One thought of foolishness is the end of Prajna, and one thought of wisdom is the birth of Prajna. When you are in a situation, the birth and death are like waves in the water, which is called this shore; when you leave the state, there is no birth and death, just like the water is always flowing.
The flow is called the other shore."
"Little girl, your obsession is not the bloody sin you talk about, but the fact that you have someone who makes you obsessed will make you timid. You might as well be bolder and firmer, maybe there is someone waiting for you on the other side.