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"Teacher Xiao Yizi is so cute. Dad, I like her so much. Can I hug her and kiss her?"
At home, Xiao Lizi couldn't sleep and was chatting with her father Li Xin. The topic around was Little Teacher Peng Yi who had her first day at work tonight.
Teacher Peng Yi is not a stranger, they all know her, but the meaning is different today, she has become their teacher.
Xiao Lizi, who had always liked Peng Yi, became closer psychologically this time and felt that Teacher Peng Yi was very close to her.
Ever since she left Little Red Horse with her father, she has been talking about Little Teacher Peng Yi, and her love for him is beyond words.
Li Xin couldn't help but recall Peng Yi in his mind. He was a little impressed, but not very impressed. He turned out to be Little Red Horse's teacher.
If Xiao Lizi likes him so much, he must be a very good person.
Li Xin chatted with Xiao Lizi. The little girl became more and more energetic as she chatted, and she was in high spirits and had no intention of sleeping at all.
Li Xin gradually couldn't bear it anymore and became drowsy and depressed. Suddenly, he heard Little Lizi asking where his mother had gone.
"Oh, I know. Mom went to the sky and turned into a star." Little Plum asked and answered herself, with an expression that said she knew everything.
Li Xin suddenly lost his sleepiness. When faced with such sensitive issues, he was always very sensitive and careful, for fear of hurting Xiao Lizi's heart.
Regarding the topic of mother, Li Xin had a chat with Xiao Lizi. Just as she said, mother went to the sky and turned into a shining star.
This is what Li Xin told Xiao Lizi, who was only 3 years old and believed it deeply.
However, Li Xin always felt that this clever little ghost actually knew what it meant to become a star, but she was just pretending to be cute.
How does it feel to have a smart daughter? Li Xin is very vocal, gratified, and careful at all times, working hard to protect Xiao Lizi's physical and mental health.
Little Lizi thought of her mother because of Peng Yi. When she missed her mother, her longing was like a tide, drowning her all at once.
She couldn't help but think about her mother. What would her mother be like? Is she like Teacher Peng Yi? Or like Sister Jin'er? Teacher Xiao Liu is also very good. It would be great if she was her mother.
, Teacher Xiaoman will teach the children, hum, Teacher Xiaoyuan always doesn’t let them watch TV, Shi Baobao’s mother is so beautiful...
Little Plum muttered, talking about the children's mothers, thinking about all the girls she knew. In her thoughts, her mother was either very similar to one of them, or a combination of them.
Thinking about it, little Lizi acted like a baby and wanted her mother to appear in front of her.
She doesn't care whether it can be realized or not, she just wants her mother to accompany her now.
Li Xin was helpless, and little Lizi rolled on the crib and finally cried.
Li Xinxin felt helpless and held her in his arms, comforting her softly.
"Dad, what is my mother like?" Little Plum asked pitifully.
Li Xin suddenly felt as if his heart was broken. The poor little boy in his arms didn't even know what his mother was like.
This kind of not knowing does not mean not knowing the appearance.
There are many photos of my mother at home, and Xiao Lizi has seen them.
When she said she didn't know, she meant that the three-dimensional image of her mother, her words and deeds, and her character and attitude were not concrete in Xiao Lizi's mind.
In Xiao Lizi's limited memory, the image of his mother is not three-dimensional, but thin.
Her mother never told her bedtime stories, never sang songs to her, never sent her to kindergarten, never bought her dolls, never cooked her dinner, never even talked to her, never educated her.
she……
For many first times, her mother was not with her.
Li Xin quickly went to his bedroom, found a USB flash drive, and brought a laptop.
As soon as Xiao Lizi saw his father bringing a computer, he said, "Dad, do you want to show me cartoons?"
Li Xin smiled and said, "I'll show you my mother."
Little Lizi's eyes suddenly brightened, he climbed out of bed and nestled in his father's arms.
Li Xin inserted the USB flash drive into the computer, found one among the many folders, clicked on one of the videos, and saw a woman appear in the camera.
Little Plum recognized it at a glance. This was her mother. She had seen it before.
This video is very simple, it is the mother sitting in front of the camera and talking to little plum.
"Little plum? I'm mom. Mom wants to talk to you about mom today."
The topic about mother is difficult for Xiao Lizi to understand, but mother tries to explain it in simple language.
Xiao Lizi didn't understand what he was saying, but he listened.
If a woman is about to die soon, what should she leave behind for her daughter?
Everyone's answer is different. Some people will leave wealth to their daughter, hoping that she will have no worries about food and clothing and grow up happily. Some people will leave her a support and entrust her to a reliable family so that she can have
A complete and happy childhood...
And Xiao Lizi’s mother chose to leave a “mom” for Xiao Lizi.
She and Li Xin jointly recorded many videos. Through these videos, she hoped to tell the young little Li Zi what kind of person her mother was, a person of flesh and blood, with joys and sorrows.
She wants to tell Little Lizi that her mother also has worries. She worries about studying, worries about all kinds of little troubles in life, is afraid of cockroaches, likes dogs, loves beauty and dressing up, but can also be sloppy at home. She likes to play the piano.
, but three days of fishing and two days of drying the net. When I am active, I feel like I have been given a shot of blood. When I am lazy, I find all kinds of weird excuses.
At that time, little Li Zi will gradually discover that her mother is just like herself.
She wanted to leave traces of her mother to Little Plum, even if she was long gone by then.
She wanted to make herself appear in Xiao Lizi's childhood memories and never miss any important stage of growth.
Because she knows that her mother's absence will lead to many bad things, such as lack of love and lack of cognition.
Lack of love will cause her to pursue wrong choices as she grows up, and lack of awareness will cause her to make a mess in the transformation of her identity, just like a girl who has never had a mother, how should she become the next mother?
?
She believed that her fate with Xiao Lizi did not end with her departure, but had just begun.
When many people could not remember her voice and appearance, when everyone was forgetting her, only this child was getting acquainted with her.
She left so many images, and through these images, Xiao Lizi started a new journey with her.
She will once again appear with a complete image next to Xiao Lizi, and will always accompany her to guide her, guide her, and educate her.
This kind of companionship and completeness will make Xiao Lizi's life complete and will also avoid those tragedies. Xiao Lizi will carry such a complete life with him, experience his own life, and finally understand everything.
At that time, it will be the best ending to the wonderful fate called "mother and daughter" between her and Xiao Lizi.