The empty home, without Qiao Ze'an, seemed to be missing everything.
It was eerily quiet.
Qiao Ran was lying in Qiao Ze'an's room with the night light on. She stared at the ceiling with her eyes open and never fell asleep.
Zuo Chenye spent a long time on the phone with Xu Anning, arranging all the recent work. He also explained the cold weather safety arrangements in the hall, and talked for a long time.
Returning to Qiao Ze'an's room, he found that Qiao Ran was not asleep yet.
He sighed. He turned back to the kitchen and made her a bowl of porridge.
Came to the room with porridge.
He held her in his arms distressedly.
In Lin Yuyue's ward before, she had a few hasty bites to cope with it.
He saw it all and it hurt in his heart.
"I know you have no appetite, you can't be hungry. Be obedient and take a bite."
He took a mouthful of porridge with a spoon, blew it to cool it, and put it to her lips.
Qiao Ran opened his lips slightly and took a bite.
Zuo Chenye fed her a mouthful, and she took it numbly, not knowing what it tasted like.
In this way, the bowl of porridge was gradually finished.
Zuo Chenye put the bowl aside, hugged her into his arms, took a napkin and gently wiped the corners of her lips.
"Get some sleep." He comforted softly.
"Can't sleep." Qiao Ran responded in a low voice.
She didn't dare to close her eyes. As soon as she closed her eyes, An An was everywhere. She showed enough calmness in front of others just now. But she knew how fragile she was.
Zuo Chenye frowned, "What can you do even if you stay up all night? Gong Suyan's people and our people are doing their best to find clues. You need to conserve your strength. If there is news, we will take action at any time.
.You should understand this truth."
"Besides, you still have a child in your belly. You..."
Zuo Chenye hasn't finished speaking yet.
Qiao Ran suddenly sat up from Zuo Chenye's arms in excitement.
She lost control of her emotions instantly, "There is another child? So what? Because I am pregnant, can I abandon An An? Zuo Chenye, An An was not brought up by you, how can your feelings for him be as deep as mine?"
She almost shouted, "I have already lost a child. I have already lost Nian Nian! I can't lose An An again! I can't! I can't! I would rather not have a child in my belly!"
Zuo Chenye's eyes were filled with pain, and he looked at her in disbelief.
"I have no feelings for An An? An An is more important to me than my life! Yes, it's all my fault! I know you have been resenting me in your heart. If it weren't for my mistaken belief in An Yunxi, you wouldn't
Nian Nian will not die if he falls off the cliff. The Xia family will not always be occupied by An Yunxi, and Yu Chengxian will have no chance at all, let alone lead to the current split. Ultimately, it is all my fault."
He held her arm tightly and said, "I am willing to use my life to get An An back. But you must never say that you don't want children in your belly. In this case, they are all my life, and so is An An, and so are you.
The children in the womb, all of them."
Qiao Ran bit her lip and looked at him with red eyes.
She knew she was excited and spoke too harshly, hurting him severely.
There is no need to rehash things from the past.
Turning it out won't solve any of the current situation.
It's hurtful to each other.
Without warning, she burst into tears.
After holding it in for a whole day, she finally cried.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it that way." She just cried softly at first, and gradually the sound of crying covered everything else.
echoed in the empty room.
Her shoulders kept shaking and she couldn't stop crying.
Zuo Chenye hugged her again in distress and held her in his arms.
"Don't say sorry to me. It was all my fault in the first place. Cry, you need to vent, just cry."
He kept holding her, letting her tears soak his clothes.
Bending her head, he kissed the top of her hair, his voice hoarse.