He looked at Lu Jingyu with an even more apologetic look, and said distressedly: "Jingyu, would you like to have a word with me? Even if you blame me, hate me, or scold me, it doesn't matter..."
However, no matter what Bao Sihan said, Lu Jingyu never responded to him.
Lu Jingyu only felt that his brain seemed to have shut down, it went blank, and he was completely confused.
After a while, Bao Sihan saw that she was really silent and reached out again to hug her and comfort her.
Lu Jingyu suddenly jumped up like a frightened little animal, took a step back, turned pale, and bluntly refused: "You, please let me think about it!"
"It's getting late. I'll go back to my room to rest first. The guest room is ready and you can stay there tonight."
After saying that, she hurriedly turned back to the house and locked the door, as if she was hiding from something.
When Bao Sihan saw her resolutely closing the door, he felt a dull pain in his heart. Of course, he felt more self-blame, guilt, and feeling for this girl.
But he also knew that children were a hurdle that he and Lu Jingyu had to overcome.
Today, since he chose to tell the truth, he will not give up easily.
No matter what Lu Jingyu's attitude towards him was from now on, whether he was resentful or disgusted, he was mentally prepared to continue to be by her side, patiently coaxing her, taking care of her, accompanying her, and making up for her.
He will spend all the rest of his life doting on her until she truly forgives him.
After Lu Jingyu returned to the room, she leaned against the door with her hands tightly covering her chest, as if she couldn't breathe.
Why, why is this like this?
How could the man who got her pregnant out of wedlock be Bo Sihan?
She used to hate that man so much!
It was because of that man's appearance that she became pregnant out of wedlock, and was expelled from the Lu family after suffering numerous infamy.
During those years abroad, she experienced tremendous pain!
There was a dark time in her memory, when she lived in hell almost every day, her mental state was so bad that she even suffered from autism, and she did not dare to interact or contact with anyone.
No matter day or night, whenever she closed her eyes, she could always hear the overwhelming sound of abuse.
All kinds of humiliating words, coupled with her inner rejection and condemnation of herself, made her miserable!
It was not until the baby gradually took shape in her belly that her condition slowly recovered bit by bit.
Fortunately, at that time, her grandfather often encouraged her, supported her, and accompanied her. Otherwise, she might have chosen to pass away when her mental state was at its worst...
Fortunately, after the birth of her three children, she slowly cheered up.
The friends around her also took care of her, which made her heart gradually return from the cold winter to the warmth of spring.
Although she had such a humiliating past, Lu Jingyu has never been negative again, because today she is not only an independent woman, but also a mother of three children!
Lu Jingyu regarded her three children as her spiritual support and was able to survive happily.
But now, the man she loved so much actually told her that the source of all her nightmares over the years came from him!
Lu Jingyu couldn't bear this huge blow for a moment!
She had no choice but to constantly comfort herself, force herself to calm down emotionally, and slowly let her reason return.