Chapter 148: Dancing Girl Ye Mei (49): Sadness and tears after a long farewell
How should we face our own memories?
The mountain breeze cannot take away the memory of spring.
Summer rain cannot take away the pain of heat.
Autumn leaves can't finish the brilliant red of maple leaves.
Winter snow cannot dye away the cold heartache.
Zhou Jiayi's corpse is like a flower, blooming at the end of the story.
All the truth is like a rope in a dough ball. Following the clues given by Zhou Jiayi, they are all pulled out at once.
I thought it was Ye Mei who did it, but it turned out to be Zhou Jiayi who was lurking behind her. All the reasons started from the abnormal relationship between them in the early days.
"Actually, you were right to leave early. If you had not left, the problems between you might have been more serious." Shen Yao said to Ye Mei.
"What about now? Aren't the consequences of this very serious? Those who died for me were all innocent and became victims of this relationship. They should be the ones who are most sorry." Ye Mei smiled bitterly. said.
"Many things are double-edged. When we see the damage in front of us, we actually don't know that the damage in turn may be greater. Zhou Jiayi's heart cannot tolerate others being with you. This is a kind of transcendence beyond ordinary people. Selfish love for your lover. When you separate, it is actually a kind of healing for her. But if you had not separated at the beginning and continued to be together, then she would become even more unreasonable and do more things that you cannot Imaginary things, for example, may hurt Xiao Yezi, because she is also a threat to Zhou Jiayi." Shen Yao said briefly.
"I understand." Ye Mei nodded.
When Ye Mei and Shen Yao were talking, they were in my room.
Ye Mei asked to see me, but Shen Yao rejected her.
I have been in great pain for the past two days and cannot sleep. When I am really sleepy, I dream of Zhou Jiayi as soon as I fall asleep. Her gasping voice in my ears, her warm body and her body make me want to stop. Everything, the last scene is the scene of her jumping off the building, and the scene of her body being smashed to pieces. The most terrifying thing is that I even dream of Zhou Jiayi sitting on my body as gentle as water, and the fragrance of her body makes me breathe. Her sweat dripped on my chest, and I could only vaguely see her appearance. Slowly, the fragrance turned into the smell of blood, and the sweat dripping from her body also turned into blood, and I also After seeing her appearance clearly, it was clear that her head was split after jumping off the building.
Shen Yao said that my situation is very simple, it is a mental sequelae of trauma.
Zhou Jiayi may have done it unintentionally or intentionally. At the last moment of her life, she punished me like this. Maybe it was to punish Ye Mei for falling in love with me, maybe it was something else. Just like Zhou Jiayi said, she knows men too well. So, how to make a man happy and how to make him unforgettable, she is more familiar, understanding and understanding than any woman.
Everything that happened between Zhou Jiayi and me on the bed also interrupted the last relationship between Ye Mei and me.
Even if I was drugged by Zhou Jiayi.
Even though Ye Mei knew everything was arranged.
Even though Ye Mei didn't mind my feelings before.
However, this time is different.
I decided to leave Gulou.
Shen Yao rubbed his fingers. When he heard my decision, he looked at me, "Are you sure?"
"Wu Ruolan or Ye Mei, how can I continue to stay there?" I said.
"Then you won't wait for Wu Ruolan?" Shen Yao asked.
"If waiting is not an option, I think we should find a way to find her," I said.
"If a person wants to avoid you, it is like a drop of water melting into the sea. How easy is it in the vast sea of people?" Shen Yao sighed.
"But, what can I do? To be honest, my feelings for Zhou Jiayi are like maggots attached to my bones and I can't get rid of them. This is really painful. I don't know if I can be with a woman again in the future." I took a breath and said.
"It is understandable that Zhou Jiayi's move is indeed too sinister. But slowly, as time passes, you will get better," Shen Yao said.
"I hope so." I stood up and walked to the window.
Outside the window, Ye Mei was walking across the zebra crossing alone, like a leaf in the wind. Seeing this scene, I couldn't help but feel a little sad. After all, Ye Mei was the biggest innocent and the victim in this matter. Her The emotional world has lost both Zhou Jiayi and me, which is really a great hurt to her.
"Actually, the matter is not over yet. Ye Mei still has psychological problems. However, this injury will be of great help to her condition. Although you have decided to distance yourself from Ye Mei, as her doctor, I will still follow up. Come in." Shen Yao walked up to me, saw Ye Mei outside the window, and said.
"If you really need me, I will still go." I said, "The reason why I don't want to get too close to her anymore is because I'm afraid that my presence will make her sad."
"Understood, then don't leave for the next few days. Just rest here with me." Shen Yao patted my shoulder.
"It seems like I really have no place to go except here." I smiled bitterly.
The place I live in is a small apartment that Shen Yao rented out before. It's quite suitable for living alone. It's very lively during the day, and the corridors are full of people, but it doesn't work at night, it's terribly quiet. My situation is also more complicated. Especially at night, I can't sleep at all. I look at the ceiling, clock, mobile phone, or lights outside the window, like a fool who has lost his soul.
I couldn't sleep, so I went downstairs and walked around.
There is a dark street opposite the apartment building. No one passes by during the day. I happened to pass by at night and found that the lights were bright. When I walked in, I found that there were small houses next to each other, and there were people standing at the door of each small house. A coquettish woman. I immediately understood where this place was and turned around to leave, but the woman at the door enthusiastically pulled me in.
"Handsome man, why are you running away? Are you afraid that I will eat you?" The woman giggled.
"I have a shadow towards women, it's really not okay." I said.
"That's not good, let me help you treat it. My sister specializes in treating men with shadows. Come on, smell it, does it smell good?" The woman said, unbuttoning her clothes, and then hugged me. There was a strong smell. The smell of perfume hit my face, and I suddenly trembled all over. I raised my head and saw the woman's appearance. Under the light, it was clearly Zhou Jiayi. I couldn't hold back the churning in my stomach, so I tilted my head and vomited.
"There's something really wrong. It's disappointing and disgusting. Such a handsome body has been ruined for nothing." The woman's enthusiasm suddenly turned to disgust, and she pushed me out directly.
I stood up and walked crookedly forward. After taking a few steps, I suddenly fell to the ground. Then the nausea I just felt came over me again. I couldn't help but vomited again. I didn't know how long I had been vomiting. I felt that my eyes were dim and the whole world was dim. It seemed like it was going to go out. I leaned on the side of the road with my eyes closed, and all the bones in my body seemed to be falling apart.
In a trance, someone walked up to me and hugged me. I was like a cat looking for a warm nest on a winter night. I squeezed into her arms and never wanted to come out again...