But in the end, he still suppressed all the anger. Because men are born to endure all kinds of grievances and pains. This is what a man is!
Luo Xue didn't seem to be a very sensitive person, but maybe it was because Chen Yang's acting skills were so good. So, she didn't have the slightest doubt. Instead, she started looking forward to it.
"What does my sister like? I want to choose a gift for her. Does she like dolls?" Luo Xue asked Chen Yang.
Chen Yang touched his nose, thought about it carefully, and suddenly realized that he didn't seem to know what Luo Ning liked. He found that his understanding of Luo Ning was not enough.
"It should be fine." Chen Yang said after a long while.
Luo Xue suddenly felt funny and said: "I forgot that she, like you, is a cultivator and has magical powers. There will be people who like these childish things, but in my heart, she has always been the little porcelain doll
Where’s the little girl?”
Chen Yang said: "She looks exactly like you. If you want to know what she looks like, just look in the mirror."
Luo Xue said: "That's good, but she is better than me and doesn't have such a bad physique. She also has a good husband like you. She is better than me, so I can rest assured."
Chen Yang felt that he could no longer talk. He could hardly breathe.
He felt suffocated to the extreme.
"I, I remembered that I have something else to do, please stay alone for now." After Chen Yang said that, he turned and left.
At that moment, Chen Yang quickly returned to Qin Keqing's room.
He pulled Qin Keqing into the soul crystal.
"What's wrong with you?" Qin Keqing was practicing and was a little annoyed when Chen Yang interrupted her. But she immediately felt that something was wrong with Chen Yang's expression.
Chen Yang looked angry and frightened, but he suddenly laughed. He seemed to have gone crazy.
"What's wrong with you?" Qin Keqing became frightened and asked repeatedly.
Chen Yang grabbed Qin Keqing's hand and said, "Hit me."
"Ah?" Qin Keqing was stunned for a moment.
Chen Yang suddenly let go of Qin Keqing's hand, and slapped himself four times with his bow left and right. He slapped him hard and loudly, and his cheeks instantly became red and swollen, and even bloodshot eyes overflowed. This time, he was heavy-handed and gave up his defense again.
Qin Keqing was shocked and quickly stopped Chen Yang and said, "What's wrong with you?"
Chen Yang looked at Qin Keqing, he smiled as if crying and said: "Luo Xue said that Luo Ning is very happy because she has a husband like me."
Chen Yang burst into tears suddenly, and said wailing: "But Luo Ning was killed by me. The greatest misfortune in her life was meeting me. I was even there when she died...
"
"Even her last remaining soul is worried about me."
Chen Yang's pain and hatred are unimaginable to outsiders.
He has always been reluctant to recall. But today, although Luo Xue said nothing, the pain of existence cannot be pretended as nothing happened. Those memories are overwhelming and overwhelming.
In fact, he clearly remembered every word of Luo Ning's words before his death.
"I don't know if you can still receive this fragment of mine.
Some consciousness retained by the soul. But I will treat it as if you heard it. If you didn’t
Yes, I hope the people who heard it can relay these words to you. I can’t.
,At this time, my consciousness became more and more blurred, and death was already very close to me.
I feel like I'm so afraid of death. But it's no use.
!Before I died, I was most worried about you. Chen Yang, I know you too well,
Chen Feirong's death makes you so sad. You want to die. And I,
I left you in such a way. When you knew that I was dead, how could you
Don't you hate yourself to death? But Chen Yang, promise me, you won't hate yourself.
Because, I will always love you. I hope you can live well, you
If it’s not good, I will die with my eyes closed.”
At this time, Chen Yang was like a child who had lost his most important toy. He was full of helplessness and pain.
At this moment, Qin Keqing hugged Chen Yang tightly. It was as if something cracked in her heart, and it hurt so much. She felt sorry for Chen Yang, and then she realized that, underneath Chen Yang's seemingly cynical heart
, with such pain.
After a long, long time, Chen Yang fell asleep deeply in Qin Keqing's arms.
He never dared to speak out about those pains, even for fear of being seen. He didn't tell Qiao Ning either, for fear that Qiao Ning would worry. He also felt that there was no need to say it, because he was a man!
But at this moment, he had vented it all. At this moment, his heart finally felt a lot more happy. That's why he could fall into such a deep sleep.
After Chen Yang fell asleep, Monk Linghui jumped out. He covered Chen Yang with the spirit embryo aura from the Spiritual Embryo Art. In this way, Chen Yang would not be disturbed by the outside world.
Qin Keqing looked at Monk Linghui.
Monk Linghui stared at Chen Yang. After a while, he sighed slightly and said, "It's good to let it out. Sometimes the poor monk is really afraid that he will suppress himself."
Qin Keqing said: "Sometimes I don't understand him. Lan Tingyu is obviously his enemy. But he can still cooperate with Lan Tingyu. I thought he didn't care so much about his wife's death, but now I just
I know I was wrong."
Monk Linghui said: "It's not that Fellow Taoist Chen Yang doesn't hate Lan Tingyu, it's because he has a clear hatred. There can never be reconciliation between him and Lan Tingyu. But now, based on the rules of the Hall of Stars and the current situation, he
Only patience. It is this patience that will torture him like this. Back then, the poor monk knew what happened between him and Luo Ning."
"Can you tell me?" Qin Keqing said.
Monk Linghui said: "Fellow Taoist Chen Yang also had an elf living in his mind before. The elf had a very good relationship with fellow Taoist. The two of them had lived and died together many times. But later, Taoist Taoist Chen Yang encountered something."
Monk Linghui had no personal experience with those things, but he heard Shen Mo Nong mention them. Chen Yang was plotted and was poisoned by aphrodisiac. In order not to violate his elder sister-in-law and second sister-in-law, he did not hesitate to freeze himself.
He made an ice sculpture and refused to do anything that went against ethics even before he died.
When Qin Keqing heard that Chen Yang actually froze herself to the point of dying, her tears couldn't help but fall. When she looked at Chen Yang in her arms, she felt even more distressed.
Monk Linghui said: "Later, in order to save fellow Taoist Chen Yang, the elf turned into a Taoist fruit and let Chen Yang take it. It was the elf that Luo Ning sacrificed. Fellow Taoist Chen Yang was conscious all the time, but he couldn't stop him. He woke up
After he came, he couldn't accept the death of the elf. He couldn't face Luo Ning because he was sacrificed by Luo Ning. So, he drove Luo Ning away and decided to separate from Luo Ning temporarily. But what he didn't expect was that when
When Chen Yang returns to the world again..."
After Monk Linghui was silent for a while, he said: "That time, when he went back, Luo Ning had already been poisoned by Lan Tingyu. Lan Tingyu killed Luo Ning in order to snatch a Tathagata cassock."
