Fu Xixi's eyes moved slightly, but he sat there unmoved.
She turned her back to him: "No, you are right, it was me who was wrong."
"I shouldn't have liked you or married you. There was a huge difference in our identities back then. It's natural for you to despise me."
"I grew up in the countryside. I have no good knowledge and am not a lady. That's why you think I am that unbearable woman."
"My character must not be good, or I may have done something to make you think I'm despicable, and I can't do anything to you."
"I shouldn't stay shamelessly by your side, exchanging my sincerity for your doubts and humiliation."
"it's all my fault."
"I didn't know until today that we have been together for so long and that I am that kind of person in your eyes."
"My life is too miserable."
Bo Zhanye had never seen Fu Xixi speak in such a calm and self-deprecating tone.
Her ridicule and every word were a slap in his face.
"Xiaoxi, don't do this."
Fu Xixi smiled and added: "The happiest thing for a woman is to have a good husband who loves her and loves her. The most painful and sad thing is to be hurt by this good husband."
"Brother Ye, your distrust makes me feel very sad. You even almost died without sleep because you doubted me. How do you want me to let go of this knot?"
"I don't want to become a sinner and force my husband to die."
"Since I am that kind of person in your eyes, don't torture yourself. It's not worth it for a woman like me."
"You don't need to apologize. You should apologize to yourself, because it is not a wise move for me, an unruly and dirty person, to make myself sick."
"You take good care of yourself, I'll go back and take care of the baby."
After saying that, she got up and left.
"Xiaoxi!" Bo Zhanye stood up and wanted to chase after him, but there was an infusion needle inserted in his wrist and his legs were not convenient.
He could only watch Fu Xixi leave the ward.
Only now do I realize that men with crippled legs cannot move their legs even if they want to chase the woman they love when they are sad...
...
Bo Zhanye stayed in the hospital for three days.
Fu Xixi didn't come to see her in the past three days. He initially wanted to leave the hospital and go back, but Mo Nanxi said that they both needed to calm down and that it was a mature and sensible thing to take good care of their health first, so he stayed in the hospital.
In these three days, without her, he was empty, lonely, and alone, like sand that could not be grasped, flowing away between his fingers.
He thought deeply about many issues and realized that he was too extreme and had hurt her.
He should probably let it go.
However, whenever he thought about her leaving his side and not having her by his side for the rest of his life, he felt like he was having trouble breathing, as if he was about to suffocate.
He can't lose her.
Since you can't lose it, hold on to it.
On the day Bo Zhanye was discharged from the hospital, Aite Xiaozi asked in a group of three people: [What should I do if I disappoint my wife because of distrust?]
Xiao Ziyu, who was far away from abroad, quickly replied: [Brother Jiu, since you know the root of the problem, use practical problems to solve it. Isn’t it right not to have doubts in the future? 】
Bo Zhanye looked at his phone. He felt that things were not that simple. He always felt that Fu Xixi was leaving him this time.
He typed words on it with his long fingers: [She is like a handful of sand now, and my hand is a useless hand, difficult to hold. 】
Sheng Chen: [Only now do you know that you regret it? Why don’t you think about the consequences when you doubt others? 】
Xiao Ziyu: [No, Brother Jiu, a woman is like sand, so you can get her wet, pinch her as much as you want, and place her as you want, isn’t that okay? 】
Bo Zhanye's eyes darkened: "..."
He really shouldn't look for hope in two men who have a hard time chasing wives!
He decisively quit WeChat and saw a dessert shop outside from the corner of his eye: "Stop the car."
Mo Nanxi immediately stopped and followed Bo Zhanye's gaze and looked out: "Master Jiu, do you want to buy cakes for the children? I'll buy them."
"No, help me out of the car, I'll go by myself."
Mo Nanxi's face was shocked. Ever since Master Jiu's leg became disabled, he has not appeared in the public eye for a long time, especially in such daily places!