She tightened her palms and took a long time to calm down:
"I have to deal with my mother's funeral, so I don't want to talk about it now."
hang up the phone.
Qin Qianluo started the car and went straight to the funeral parlor.
Her mother's funeral was held in the largest and most solemn funeral parlor in the Imperial City. Because her mother did not like trouble when she was alive, she did not accept condolences from a large number of guests and only invited relatives and friends.
Kneeling in front of the mourning hall, looking at the black and white photo, she couldn't help but shed tears.
If she had not fallen in love with Bo Zhanye and had just been a well-behaved daughter and spent more time with her mother, would her mother's health have been different?
If she had not participated in the test questions, had not dated Bo Zhan, had not committed suicide, and had not had Lan Xixi, would her mother not have had a heart attack again?
It's her fault.
It was she who killed her mother.
sorry......
Really sorry......
Qin Qianluo cried until he was deprived of oxygen, suffocated, and fainted several times.
During the few days of the vigil, she didn't eat or drink, and she lost a lot of weight.
On the day of the burial, Yan Daiwan had just been buried and she fainted the next second.
Everyone was amazed:
"Miss Qin is so pitiful."
"I lost my mother at a young age. In the future, no matter whether it is marriage or grievances, not having my mother by my side will lead to sin."
"I heard that someone irritated Mrs. Yan and caused her heart attack to relapse."
"Ah? Who is so wicked?"
"Isn't it too immoral?"
One sentence after another, one after another.
Lan Xixi was wearing black clothes and standing in an inconspicuous corner, her face sinking again and again.
She understood Qin Qianluo's pain and deeply blamed herself.
If she hadn't set the photo with Bo Zhanye as the screen saver, Auntie wouldn't have seen it and felt hurt.
If she hadn't misunderstood Bo Zhanye and agreed to Aunt Yan's request, these things would never have happened.
Qin Qianluo was right, it was her fault.
These people are right, she has no morals.
Lan Xixi took a deep breath and waited until everyone dispersed before she knelt down in front of the tombstone and confessed everything:
"Aunt Yan, I'm sorry.
In fact, Master Jiu and I have known each other for a long time. When you found me, Master Jiu and I were having a conflict. Originally, I had no right to announce such a result.
But seeing you worrying so anxiously about your daughter, I am very touched, because I have never received tenderness and care from my mother.
In addition, Miss Qin's love is so persistent and affectionate. I was deeply moved by you and couldn't help but make such a decision.
But I ignored that I had not terminated the relationship with Master Jiu at all, which would have caused this series of misunderstandings.
In my heart, I think that no matter whether the outcome is sad or happy, Miss Qin should be given a chance to look away and find a new life.
I didn’t want to lie to you, I just wanted to find a suitable opportunity to tell you.
pity......
Everything I did was wrong.
Not only did I almost cause Miss Qin to commit suicide and destroy her long-held belief, I also caused you to misunderstand and create such a big danger and leave this world.
I...I'm sorry for your liking, I'm really sorry."
Even if she doesn't have the qualifications to say sorry, she still has to say it.
Because these days, she couldn't sleep at all.
Even if she falls asleep, she will dream of Aunt Yan dying, and Aunt Yan will ask her: Why do you want to deceive her feelings?
She was really about to suffocate and about to die of self-blame.
Her apology couldn't save Aunt Yan's life, but at least it made her feel at ease.