Lan Jiao's cheeks darkened and she said rationally:
"Although I survived and gained forgiveness from you and my family, I have not forgiven myself, and the past does not mean that it did not happen.
My future life is not to be happy, but to continue to make amends and do more good deeds, so that I can make up for the guilt in my heart and be worthy of God for allowing me to live.
So Mr. Bo, I have failed him before, I feel sorry for him, and now I am not qualified to be with him.
You also know that I have done some things in the past. If I were with him, I would only suffer deeply every day and every night.
Xixi, please help me express my determination clearly, let him leave, and let him find a good girl who is worthy of him and live a good life."
After hearing this, Fu Xixi's eyes were full of helplessness.
Others may not know, but she knows what happened to Lan Jiao.
First, he was tortured and humiliated by Wang Lei, and then he found a few men on his own...
She couldn't help but asked cautiously: "Gillian, can you tell me why you did that then?"
Lan Jiao knew what Lan Xixi was asking about, the light in her eyes became dimmer and her face became embarrassed.
But she still explained: "At that time, my heart was a little twisted. I couldn't reconcile why all men like you. Is it because I am not good enough? Not womanly enough?"
So I found them, vented on them, and asked them to play games with me to find a sense of existence.
Only then did I feel that I was also an attractive woman.
I was also very crazy at that time, and I would also imagine them as Jiu Ye, Bo Shao, or even Tang Shishen...
In short, everyone who likes you, I hope they like me..."
The closer she got to the end, the softer her voice became, even more broken down, making it harder to speak.
How crazy it was then, how heartbreaking it is now.
Fu Xixi was stunned when she heard that. She was shocked and horrified when she accidentally saw Lan Jiao in the villa.
She always thought that her private life was overflowing, but she didn't expect that she was crazy inside and looking for an outlet in a twisted way...
At the end of the day, my thoughts are completely crazy.
She couldn't comment on this matter, but looking at her little face in the dim light, she pursed her lips slightly and said:
"Actually, no matter what happened in the past, now that you know that you are shy, find it difficult to speak up, and know that you cannot do things, it means that you really know that you are wrong. A good thing is also a good change.
Moreover, both the woman from the Fireworks Tower in the past and the princess now have improved their lives and started a new life, not to mention you?
Have a good rest, I'll go out to see Mr. Bo."
After saying that, she got up, put on her shoes, left, and went downstairs.
Lan Jiao was in bed, stunned and smiling bitterly.
The person who once broke into her and saw her depraved scene was Fu Xixi.
Now the person comforting her and enlightening her is also Fu Xixi.
This is probably the saddest and funniest joke ever...
...
downstairs.
Fu Xixi walked downstairs carefully in slippers.
Bo Xilang stood up from his seat immediately: "Aunt Ninth, aren't you asleep yet? Where is Lan Jiao?"
There was a bit of urgency in his voice.
Fu Xixi did not answer him immediately, but was very surprised: "Bo Shao, you can actually tell Lan Jiao and me apart immediately?"
"Haha." Bo Xilang smiled bitterly: "Actually, you look exactly the same, but in fact you are completely different."