However, his mind and consciousness are exceptionally clear.
She could even see through the ceiling above her that the doctor had cut open her belly, which was filled with blood...
"Xiaoxi, don't look up, look at me." The man's elegant voice sounded.
Fu Xixi rolled her eyes.
In front of him, the man looked obviously much better, as if he had seen her stop crying or screaming.
He held her little hand and said word by word:
"When you gave birth to Xiao Mo and Yaya four years ago, it must have been just as painful, or even more painful.
I'm sorry that I wasn't with you at that time to spend time with you."
"What's even more apologetic is that when Lan Jiao and the child were pushed out, I didn't pay attention to the details and found out that she was not the child."
"You always accuse me of having an IQ of 250 and being stupid. I think you are right."
"But you are so smart, don't you realize that I like you?"
"On the night you rescued Xiao Mo, there was a call from a man on your phone. That was the first time I became jealous. I wanted to smash your phone at that time."
"Also, after you dropped the bathrobe, countless evil thoughts were boiling in my mind, and I stayed up most of the night after I returned to the room.
That was the first time I knew that I could be obsessed with sex and full of evil thoughts."
"The time Xiao Mo drugged us, I actually had some sense, but because it was you, I had no control."
"So you were right to scold me the next morning. Xiao Mo has a problem, but it doesn't mean I have a problem. I am an asshole and deliberately wanted your asshole."
"At that time, I wanted to break the engagement and marry you. Regardless of being responsible or possessive, I wanted the bride to be you more than Lan Jiao."
"However, your overwhelming curses and that slap made me helpless and helpless."
"Oh, now that I think about it, my face still hurts."
"My creek is different, it has character."
He recounted their past one after another, his tone full of doting.
Fu Xixi just looked at him and listened to what he said.
There was a smile on her lips, happiness.
They say that life is just like the first time we met. In fact, it is even more beautiful to be with him now and listen to him tell the story of the first time we met.
At this time, Bo Zhanye said something profound behind.
"Xiaoxi, after you were kidnapped and returned home, you lost your memory and my leg was injured. We haven't had time to communicate properly."
"How did I spend those days when I knew you disappeared?"
"I have nightmares every day. Even when I close my eyes, images of you being bullied and insulted will appear. Your elder brother and others think that I stay awake just to find you. In fact, the more reason is that I am afraid of closing my eyes and thinking of those images.
"
"When I miss you, I will look at your belongings at home, our wedding photos, and recall the days when you were around."
"I thought I could fall asleep holding clothes that smelled of you, but every time I couldn't help but think about where you were, what kind of life you were living, whether you were injured or alive.
Even a thirty-year-old man can't help crying."
"I really can't face your disappearance, and I don't dare to think about your days outside. I wish I could use my own life to get you back safely."
"I have never even believed in Buddhism, but I went to the temple to burn incense and pray for your safety."
"I regret marrying you too. If I hadn't married you, Qin Qianluo and Lan Jiao wouldn't have bullied you, and Bai Guan'er wouldn't have kidnapped you."
"I thought in my heart that when Ping An finds you, I will divorce you and I won't let you suffer any more torture because of me."
"But, the moment I found you, all my thoughts fell apart. I couldn't do it."
"Whether it's because you were kidnapped and lost your memory, or because Bo Lixiao is in danger, or because your legs are disabled now, I can't let you go."
"Xiaoxi, congratulations on letting me do something I couldn't do."
"I am so high and omnipotent. The only thing I can't do is let you go. Aren't you very proud?"
Fu Xixi smiled.
How could he be so self-proclaimed?
But... his voice is really nice and his words are very touching.
Although she only downplayed his helplessness at that time, she could still think of his collapse during that period, the loneliness of holding her clothes and crying alone at night...
She suddenly felt that the one who really suffered in the kidnapping incident was not her, but him.
He also really loves her very much.
She was grateful to have met such a man and glad that she had not let him go.