Where can a man directly ask a woman if she has a chance?
She didn't think about this problem for a short time.
So I was frozen there, embarrassed, silent, and at a loss.
Her silence fell into Bo Zhanye's eyes and turned into rejection.
A hint of darkness flashed through his dark eyes, and he opened his thin lips: "For the sake of your child, you don't want to give me a chance to atone for my sins?"
"Xiaoxi, I don't want us to get to that point."
Fu Xixi pursed her lips, a little angry: "Do I hope to reach this point? More than anyone else, I hope that we will be well and that our children will have a healthy family.
Perhaps we are both at fault for reaching this point, but what do you want me to do?
Just answer you like this, can I forgive you, let’s not care about everything for the sake of our children, and let’s get back together?”
"Do you think I'm that cheap and casual? No matter how much you hurt me, I can just come back to you with just one word?"
"Yes, if it is an ordinary situation or misunderstanding, I can do it. Just like you lost your temper countless times before, or used force on me, I forgive you and feel sorry for you.
But this time things are different.
The person I love most treats me like a bitch from the bottom of my heart. He can't even see my wounds, and he still rapes me in front of outsiders.
I can't forgive so easily.
As long as you paid attention to my wounds for the first time and expressed concern for me, I would understand.
But you didn't.
You can't even see the blood on the ground, how can you see my sincerity towards you?
I forgive you this time, but what about the future? Will my sincerity be trampled on by you in the future? Will you treat me like a bitch in the future?
I just want to be with you, and you live with me with doubtful thoughts, which makes me feel very tired.
Therefore, the issue between us is not whether we forgive or not, but how to solve this problem."
She broke down and expressed all her thoughts and emotions.
This was the first time she had spoken so much to him since they separated.
Bo Zhanye looked heavy.
He had always known the harm he had caused her, but he did not expect that the harm would be to such an extent that she would not have the confidence to live with him.
However, it was a great blessing that she could tell him this.
He said in a low voice: "Okay, I already know what you are thinking, and now I also need to talk to you.
First, it was my fault for not noticing that you were injured. I blamed myself and felt guilty for days and nights, and I didn't get a good night's sleep.
Rather than feeling cold to you, I feel more sorry for you for not getting my care at that time, and I wish I could punish myself.
Secondly, I do not believe from the bottom of my heart that you are a woman with bad conduct and a disabled person, and I am too afraid of losing you.
Under such circumstances, you have repeatedly contacted Nan Jingting. As your husband, shouldn't I be jealous?
After that, you took the initiative to tell me that you were cheating on me and acted with Nan Jingting in front of me. Do you think I can have such good sense to think about the problem?
I had the intention to kill him at that time, and I did not do any harm. I was already trying to control my rationality. Even during that time, I didn’t know how I managed to survive. I almost collapsed, had no desire to live, and wanted to leave.
Extreme behavior.
If Mo Nanxi hadn't discovered it, he might have left!
Xiaoxi, I am not saying this in the hope that you will understand, I just hope that you will understand that while you are hurt, I am also deeply in pain and mentally tortured, which is no less painful than you.
You feel sorry for me too, huh?"
Like her, he expressed all his thoughts and emotions.
Every word that sounds ordinary and ordinary is filled with deep pain.
Fu Xixi was stunned.
She really only thought about her own pain and did not think about his suffering.
Being disabled and being abandoned by your wife are probably the most painful things for a man.
Her heart suddenly stung, and she understood:
It turns out that in this incident, both parties were victims, and no one had it easier or easier.