At this moment, Qin Xuan seemed to be trapped in an endless reincarnation.
Boredom gradually arose in his heart, especially when everything he valued was constantly repeated and repeated.
Parting between life and death, love and hatred, even made Qin Xuan obsessed with it sometimes, or it was difficult to distinguish between them.
But every time, every life, for Qin Xuan, it only made his heart heavier.
If there is a destiny, the beginning is determined and the end is determined. No matter what happens to Qin Xuan, his fate seems to have been fixed.
In the heavens, Luo Gutian and Qin Xuan looked at the devastated Immortal City of Immortality, and he completely fell into silence.
At this moment, he was sitting cross-legged on the top of the decaying city, his eyes tightly closed.
The past kept reappearing in his mind. Everything he had experienced, everything he valued, everything he expected, and everything he had undertaken were sweeping through his heart like a flood at this moment.
For a long time, Qin Xuan suppressed him in his heart, and many things that could not be buried over time poured into his heart like a rolling torrent.
In this life, Qin Changqing wanted to leave no regrets, but now that he looked down at himself, he was still alone. At least, when he was the Qing Emperor, there was Futian and the Qing Emperor Palace.
But now, he only has himself. As Taishi said in the past, a lonely ghost is nothing more than this.
The most important thing is that he buried everything with his own hands. Even though he has a clear conscience, only those who have experienced it can understand this kind of grief, the kind of grief that is suppressed to the extreme and seems to be as calm as an ancient well without waves.
Originally, under Qin Xuan's state of mind after many years, everything was suppressed in his heart.
But the repeated reincarnations have shaken Qin Xuan's state of mind. Everything he has experienced, no matter how hard he tries, he seems to be unable to defeat the destiny in the dark, and the destiny that is already destined.
Qin Xuan had to once again look directly at all the grief, the desires, the desires, the sadness, the pain that he had suppressed in his heart...
At this moment, Qin Xuan looked at the past, which was much more painful than standing up in the burning fire and walking with his feet on the knife.
Qin Xuan has not felt that kind of torture for countless years.
The state of mind that he was most proud of was experiencing rare and huge fluctuations at this moment.
Qin Xuan's aura also became extremely unstable.
Every scene in the past, and even every life in the reincarnation, impacted Qin Xuan's already affected heartstrings.
Time is passing by, Qin Xuan's body is dilapidated, and everything around him seems to have been distorted. Countless past events are like going back in time or fast forwarding. He seems to be trapped in this past, taking his senior year as a high school student.
From the beginning, it ends with the destruction of Immortal City, trapped in this endless cage.
I don't know how long it took, but Qin Xuan's body suddenly shook, his aura became extremely unstable, and cracks actually appeared on his immortal body.
This crack was like the beginning, and then it spread.
This crack seems to also indicate Qin Xuan's current crisis.
The cracks are getting bigger and bigger, and Qin Xuan's body seems to be gradually collapsing.
boom!
The collapse of a person's body can actually feel like the sky is falling apart.
With Qin Xuan's current immortal body, one person can no longer compare with the weight of heaven and earth.
The cracks are still spreading, and unknowingly, these cracks have spread to Qin Xuan's body.
Until, Qin Xuan's body suddenly collapsed and shattered.
Like countless fragments, it was shattered at the head of this Immortal City.
What has not yet been destroyed is an ethereal figure, which is the eternal meaning condensed by Qin Xuan.
Break all eternity, only I am eternal, the meaning of eternity in which I am the only one.
Finally, the figure gradually opened its eyes, and Qin Xuan's eyes were terrifyingly quiet.
Suddenly, Qin Xuan showed a self-deprecating smile and said softly: "That's it!"
Four words came out slowly, and the whole world finally collapsed.
boom!
The endless reincarnation that started with the third year of high school and ended with the destruction of the Immortal City seemed to have reached its end.
No, it's that ethereal figure that transcends this period.
Qin Xuan appeared in that world again, surrounded by his broken remains.
Suddenly, a white fairy cicada flew out of the wreckage and landed on the shoulder of Qin Xuan's eternal meaning.
Qin Xuan looked at the heaven and earth, and he finally understood the meaning of the Emperor of Heaven.
Heaven and earth are heaven and earth, heaven and earth are not heaven and earth, heaven and earth are heaven and earth!
This is similar to the Chinese people in the past who saw mountains as mountains and water as water.
Since the destruction of the immortal city in the past, everything has turned into murderous intent, and the sadness is hidden in the heart.
But Qin Changqing has never gotten out of it. Although he has gone through years, those sorrows and even various emotions are all deep in his heart.
He suppressed it with his strong state of mind, but he did not completely accept it.
He has seen the past, but he has never seen through it.
Even though he understood that the path he chose was correct and even his only choice, he still could not accept it or even forgive himself.
It's just that, relying on his state of mind tempered over many years, he has always been able to remain calm.
This is, heaven and earth are heaven and earth.
But after that, he continued to experience the past, the destined fate, the destined end, continuous reincarnation, and experienced everything.
Even Qin Changqing had to face everything hidden in his heart again, and even his state of mind was shaken.
Even after nine trillion years of time, Qin Changqing still relied on that obsession to finally wake up.
But when it comes to his own past, Qin Changqing is rarely able to see through it.
Reincarnation after reincarnation, even Qin Changqing was addicted to it. Knowing that it was false, he also tried to change the situation and fate, but the final result was already doomed.
No matter how Qin Changqing deduced or planned, what was destined seemed to be what was destined.
He has never been able to see through his past, and precisely because of this, he has been unable to transcend reincarnation.
This is, heaven and earth are not heaven and earth.
Until the end, Qin Xuan finally accepted everything. He looked at the past, no longer grieving, looking at himself, no longer blaming himself. Looking at the destined fate and past, Qin Changqing finally realized it.
Facing the past, his heart reached an unprecedented level of peace.
See through your past and transcend your past.
It doesn’t matter if it’s a regret, it doesn’t matter if it’s not perfect, it doesn’t matter if you bury it with your own hands, or the future is unpredictable.
Qin Xuan completely accepted everything, even if he personally destroyed everything he cherished, even if he personally suffered all the sorrow and hatred of his former friends.
He, Qin Changqing, has completely accepted it.
Just like what he experienced in that reincarnation, if everything is destined, then it is destined.
He, Qin Changqing, sees everything and is for everything.
Do my own thing, no matter how long it takes!
The fairy cicada gently spreads its wings and gradually turns into a human body. The ethereal eternity blends with the fairy cicada, and the white clothes return to heaven and earth.
But those eyes were closed tightly, and a line of clear tears flowed from those eyes.
Until the pair of eyes opened, Qin Xuan looked at the world and softly uttered a word.
"break!"
Just one word, but the world that he had once been unable to shake collapsed.
Heaven and earth seem to be just heaven and earth!