In the first twenty years of her life, Lin Yoona has experienced two blows. Up to now, they are probably the two biggest blows in her life.
The first time came from her childhood. When she was very young, her mother left her, leaving only her, her sister and her father to depend on each other.
The second time came in the early stages of debut, and it was a blow that all members, including all fans, will never forget.
She still remembers the quiet darkness, the black sea that still makes her heart tremble when she thinks about it.
The story comes from the time when they first debuted. In order to attract their popularity, the company deliberately created some pink scandals for them. Although many people may also know that this is not true, it brought attention to their success.
At the same time, it also successfully dragged them into the darkness.
Two fan groups, one called "The Fairies" and the other the "Faerie Queens", are the creators of Black Sea.
I still remember that it was June 7, 2008. She and her teammates, the second year after their debut, were at the Dream Concert, an annual charity concert in South Korea, when they walked together with excitement.
When on stage.
When the background music played on the stage, there was a dead silence like a dark ocean below the stage.
There were only scattered lights in the crowd. During their performance, there was no warm applause or fervent shouting like when other artists came on stage. Instead, there was only endless silence and curses that sounded from time to time in the crowd.
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"Get out of here!"
"Get off this stage!"
"The *** who seduced my brothers"
"The stinky *** who shows off his ***"
.......
At that time, each of them was on the verge of collapse, but they still held back their tears and performed the entire performance on the stage. Their voices trembled and they sang the song with a tearful tone.
When they walked off the stage and hugged each other, comforting each other and crying, they could still hear their abuse in the background.
Since then, Girls' Generation has suspended any activities and begun a long rest period.
During that time, even the company had begun to talk about giving up on them, and there was an overwhelming amount of abuse and accusations on the Internet.
During that most difficult time, no one believed them and no one was willing to listen to their explanation. Even their fans, many of them quit their fansclub one after another.
Sometimes, they are the only ones, the nine people who join the group to keep warm, can only silently lick their wounds, and can only practice hard in silence.
During that time, the only ones who could go out for activities were her and her team leader Kim Taeyeon.
No one knows how much contempt the two of them experienced and how much warmth and coldness they experienced when they were filming movies and working on the radio.
The most terrible thing is that they have experienced this kind of Black Sea three times in a row!!!
It was under such a blow that they worked hard to pick up the fallen wings, practice vigorously, and work hard to let everyone see them, the most shining ones!
There is a kind of life, and every time it dies, it is for the purpose of returning.
And they experienced such death three times! After each time, their hearts became stronger and their feelings for each other became more unbreakable.
The pain that the Black Sea brought to them, although it almost crushed them when they experienced it, was a blessing in disguise.
After the Black Sea, in South Korea, China, Thailand, throughout Asia and even in many countries around the world, their attention has become extremely high.
Although the attention may not always be good, their efforts and changes are naturally noticed by everyone under the magnifying glass.
Slowly, everyone noticed their efforts, and everyone noticed their perseverance after experiencing such a huge blow. Finally, they emerged as phoenixes.
They truly became "Girls' Generation". Just like their group's earliest project, they truly became "darlings of the times", and they finally became empresses. Their efforts and all the setbacks they experienced,
Everyone who had criticized them for looking at them with cold eyes or sarcastic remarks before was slapped hard in the face.
Above the peak is Shaoshi.
At that time, what hurt them most was not the cold violence they suffered.
What saddens them the most is people's distrust of them. What they cry the most is the loss they feel when no one is willing to listen to their explanation.
Except when Lin Yoona had a vague and vague feeling for a classmate in elementary school, this was the first time that she really fell in love with someone.
It can also be said that this is her first love.
Including Lee Seung-gi, they are all "love" deliberately released to the public for some reasons. As for Jinghao, he is really the first and so far the only person she has fallen in love with.
And tonight, he was not even willing to listen to even one sentence of her explanation. This blow to her was no less than another heavy blow.
"Why aren't you willing to listen to my explanation?"
With sadness and countless questions that she wanted to ask, Lin Yoona finally fell into a sleepy state. And her eyes were still filled with crystal tears...
Jing Hao felt very uncomfortable at this time.
Lin Yuner was also the first woman he had truly fallen in love with since he was born. Before he met Lin Yuner, he had never felt this kind of heartfelt, involuntary desire to pay attention to anyone, and to care about someone.
He had never treated anyone like when he met her, and when he saw her sadness and loss, he could not help but feel sad and heartbroken.
He has never wanted to hold someone's hand so wholeheartedly as he does now, wants to walk with her through the afterglow of dusk, welcome the first ray of sunshine in the morning, listen to the sound of the sea, and feel the wind together.
Breathe, watch a movie together, bend on the road together, have a meal together, wake up together hugging each other...
However, there is already another person beside that person, and the person who can accompany her to do these things is no longer me.
Maybe, she will also appreciate me, be attracted to me, and even want to be with me. But is she really still herself?
You will become the "third party" who affects a beautiful relationship; you will become the scissors that cut off a beautiful marriage; you will become the person you even look down on.
And not only herself, she may also be scolded by others, poked in the back by others, and looked down upon by others.
He doesn't care what kind of person he will become, nor what others will think of him. But, what kind of person she will become, and what others will think of her.