Before dawn, Kim Taeyeon jogged out with her headphones on.
Under the pitch-black sky, the huge city was still dotted with lights.
The splendid streets are like criss-crossing comet trajectories, with the same eye-catching brilliance, but with different clear boundaries.
The street lights on the street downstairs were still as bright as ever, and the light fell on the ground in white, but the road conditions seemed much deserted, and everything around was quiet.
Only occasionally, along with the sound of approaching cars gradually echoing, the red light from the rear of the car will flash across the street in front of me. Without thinking about it, I know that I am either returning home late, or I got up earlier than myself.
people.
Compared with the hustle and bustle during the day, sh at this time feels a bit less prosperous. Of course, this is just an illusion. Although the lights have dimmed, they have not been extinguished after all.
Kim Taeyeon stood on the Han River Bridge and looked through the railing at the thick fog on the river in the distance. It was so vast that she couldn't see anything, so she couldn't help but squint her eyes.
Kim Taeyeon has been very irritable recently. Maybe it's because her recent comeback has put a lot of pressure on her, or maybe it's for some reason that she doesn't know herself. There always seems to be a fog of uneasiness hanging over her heart.
For some reason, her mood has become particularly irritable recently. When she was not debuting, she liked to stand on the Han River Bridge to encourage herself. However, after two years of debut, and after the group's momentum skyrocketed, she started to have this habit.
It’s been a long time since I came here to express my feelings.
That was a habit she developed when she was a trainee.
When she was a trainee, the company had always selected girls based on their performance. At that time, she often worried about the fate of herself and her acquaintances.
But her character is very meaty, and she is not the kind of character who is willing to share her inner thoughts with others. Pisces people are naturally sensitive and can understand people's hearts naturally, but this sensitivity makes them more willing to share their inner feelings with others.
Some unhappy things are hidden in my heart.
I still remember that she had been here when it was the Black Sea. At that time, she was full of pressure. She didn't want her teammates to worry about her because of her emotions. Everyone was having a hard time, so just hold on if you can.
, after all, he is the captain and the eldest member of the group.
At that time, like today, she came here before dawn, shouted loudly at the Han River Bridge, expressed her emotions, and wrote on the railings of the bridge that I would feel like reading it today.
A little embarrassing.
Her hands were stroking back and forth on the railing. Thinking of herself at that time, she couldn't help but look at the river in the distance and smile foolishly.
Now, she no longer worries about the development of the group, but she is no happier now than she was then.
Especially in the past two years.
She has experienced more or less many unforgettable things. Although she is now further than the goal she set when she debuted, at this moment, in addition to continuing to move forward, she seems to have also
There are no more goals.
Speaking of which, after this comeback, I will make a solo debut.
Thinking of this, Kim Taeyeon's lips curled up a little, but only a little.
Being able to make a solo debut is a goal that I have been chasing, but when this happened, I was not as excited as I imagined.
Especially recently, I always feel as if something bad is going to happen. Especially last week, that feeling was stronger than ever.
If he hadn't known that his brother was with his parents and had called him on the phone, he would have thought that something had happened to his parents.
It wasn't until the past few days that this feeling gradually diminished, but I still felt like something was blocking my heart, and I still felt a little depressed.
She closed her eyes, feeling the wind brought by the passing cars on the road behind her, and listening to the rhythm of the city that was still moving behind her.
At this time, it was still dark, and the city was already moving non-stop.
Sometimes, she always felt that the city was like a huge submarine.
Even if the light fades away and dives into the deep seabed, it still does not stop working, and the "parts" inside are still playing their respective roles.
Big cities have big city survival rules. No matter how late you work, there will always be someone who is later than you. No matter how early you get up, the world is still one step ahead of you.
When the concept of time begins to blur, there is not much difference between day and night.
Just like myself, a "conscientious part", I have been busy every day recently due to work matters.
Thinking of this, Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but laugh at herself. Finally, she took a deep breath of cold air and turned to wash up.
More than an hour later, when she was panting on a greenway and took off her earphones, and looked back to see the white fish belly slowly emerging on the horizon, a faint smile appeared on her lips again.
The "submarine" began to surface.
After returning to the dormitory, he saw that the dormitory was still dark and quiet, and there was no surprised expression on his face.
I didn't turn on the light, I just walked slowly into the darkness, and relied on my body's memory and a little visual adaptation to accurately find the location of the refrigerator.
There were still several members sleeping in the dormitory. Kim Taeyeon carefully took out a can of Coke from the refrigerator, and with a "bia" sound, she cautiously opened the Coke in her hand.
He put the Coke to his mouth and drank a big gulp. Then he closed the refrigerator door with satisfaction. He walked to the sofa with the Coke he just opened and lay down while drinking.
Taeyeon was sitting on the sofa, casually sipping the Coke in her hand while counting the room doors in the dormitory.
Soonkyu, Pani, Yuli...emmm...
Speaking of which, this girl, Yoona, seems to have not been back to the dormitory for a long time. The last time was more than two weeks ago.
I heard that girl say that she is already with the successful one, and she doesn't know where the two of them have progressed now.
Kim Taeyeon couldn't help but laugh when she thought of that one.
Speaking of which, that doctor, no, he should be called brother-in-law now, is really a bit stupid. I don’t know if Yoona, who is so lively, will be criticized because of his straightness when we are with him.
I have a headache.
She could already imagine Yoona having a headache because of Jing Hao, and she accidentally laughed out loud.
Yoona's eyebrows should be drawn towards the middle, raised up like an inverted figure, and her cheeks should be bulging like buns. Even when she is angry, the child's expression is very cute.
When I think of this, I feel as if the two of them are performing in front of me, and even the sense of the scene comes out.