: "So what if it's not a coincidence? I can't go on a business trip with my colleagues?" Ruan Ruan rarely gets sharp. What she almost blurted out just now is: In what capacity do you ask this question?
But she didn't want to dwell on issues such as identity and relationship anymore, so she changed the question.
"So you went on a business trip without telling me just to come with him?" Lu Kuo also felt that he was crazy. Why did he ask this question and instantly made the relationship even more tense?
"I'm on a business trip. There's no need to hide it from you, but there's no need to tell you specifically." Her words were colder and more distant.
With the current relationship between the two of them, she didn't want to blindly whitewash the situation anymore, as that would just keep standing in the same place, which was meaningless and difficult.
Sure enough, these words extinguished all Lu Kuo's arrogance, and he walked to the B&B without saying a word.
The car he rented was parked outside the B&B. He had no luggage, just a carry-on bag thrown in the back seat of the car. Ruan Ruan was originally angry because he had just questioned her relationship with Teacher Yuan, but now she saw his car
, thinking that he took an early morning flight and drove for three hours to get here, made me feel distressed and guilty.
"Actually, it's more convenient for you to take the high-speed rail, but taking a plane will take you a long way around." She softened her tone.
"You don't care if I take the plane or the high-speed train, I'm happy with it." Lu Kuo also said angrily back.
But after the argument, I immediately regretted it.
Ruan Ruan took out his bag from the back seat and went straight to the front desk of the B&B to help him check in, not wanting to quarrel with him again.
Along the way, neither of them had anything to say.
Until he arrived at the door of his room: "Ruan Ruan, I'm sorry, I didn't come here to quarrel with you."
"I know."
Lu Kuo stood by the door without going in, but suddenly pulled Ruan Ruan into his arms and hugged him. Ruan Ruan struggled a little, and he hugged him tighter:
"Don't move, that's it. I want to talk to you for a while."
If I don't hold her like this, I'm afraid she won't listen and will leave.
"Ruan Ruan, I'm confused. I don't know what love is. I saw Zhuo Yu'an loving Tinglan unswervingly, and I saw Gu Ruandong loving Yaoyao passionately and sincerely. But what about you?
It seems like nothing."
"Ruan Ruan, I really don't understand love. You make me wonder whether I love you or not. I don't know, so I don't want to say the word love easily. It would be irresponsible to you."
Ruan Ruan's heart suddenly felt like a needle pricking her heart. She had held out hope before, hoping that he would already fall in love with her. So when she heard him say it himself, she still felt a twinge of pain and chill.
She wanted to push him away gently, but she couldn't push him away. He held her tightly.
She could only say: "It's okay, Lu Kuo, I know you worked hard."
Lu Kuo shook his head, his voice was no longer as loud as before and became a little hoarse.
: "But I know that's not the case. When I don't see you, I miss you; when I see you being bullied and wronged, I feel bad; when I see you sitting with other men, I go crazy with jealousy. Ruan Ruan
, what is love? Does it have to be arduous and ardent?"
Ruan Ruan was also confused as to why a love question suddenly turned into a philosophical question.
She answered cautiously: "Maybe it's love, but it's just not love enough?"
"Then what is enough love?"
"Love enough, it should be that I can't help but blurt out "I love you", I can't help but imagine the happy life of two people together in the future, I can't help but imagine that they will have a life together in the future, and all plans for the future include each other.
At least, that's what I think." Ruan Ruan answered seriously, his heart full of sadness.
Lu Kuo, who was holding her in his arms, suddenly smiled when he heard her words for some reason.
He let go of her, held her shoulders with both hands, lowered his head and suddenly smiled.