When I was a freshman in high school, I wanted to show my feelings, but I was too timid to take a step forward;
When I graduated from high school, I had planned to confess my love for a long time, but before I even opened my mouth, my self-esteem was hurt by being scolded and ended without any problem;
In the next four years, although he did not go through many vicissitudes, he had experienced all the hardships and hardships of studying abroad and starting a business in a strange country. When he was mature enough, he still couldn't let her go, so he would fight for her again.
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It's just that he didn't know that his so-called hardship, so-called loneliness or hardship, compared with Tinglan's, was less than one thousandth of hers.
He received no reply to her message about dinner, but he still persistently sent her the address of the restaurant.
: "Tonight is Christmas Eve, I hope you can come, I will always wait for you."
Lu Kuo's afternoon flight left Senzhou and flew to Qining to spend Christmas Eve and Christmas with Cheng Chen.
Zhuo Yu'an stayed alone in Senzhou and spent the entire afternoon decorating the restaurant. This city has a very strong Christmas atmosphere, with Christmas trees filled with gifts placed in shopping malls and restaurants.
He had booked the entire restaurant, and the Christmas tree was hung with gifts that he had carefully selected for her. Under the Christmas tree was a soft bear full of memories.
Time passes with the ticking of the clock.
He knew that she would not keep the date.
From the message she didn't reply to in the afternoon, he knew that she would not keep the appointment. Decorating the restaurant and buying gifts were not so much the final struggle as he was trying hard to say goodbye and let go.
At 12 o'clock in the morning, he took a taxi to the gate of Morizhou University and called her, but she didn't answer;
He took a taxi to Palm Garden again and called her, but she still didn't answer;
At the end of the road, there is really no need to be persistent anymore.
He ended up sending her two messages:
Christmas Eve has passed, and the gift I gave you is in the restaurant. Go pick it up when you have time.
Shu Tinglan, goodbye.
On the return trip, thousands of miles high in the sky, he thought that those two messages were still his own self-movement. Shu Tinglan didn't even know why he sent such messages.
This was the first time that he deeply realized that his so-called deep affection was all his own wishful thinking and self-impression.
When Wang Yan and Wen Jian saw him coming back, they were both curious: "Don't you plan to come back after New Year's Day?"
"If you have something to do, come back early." He said lightly, never raising any personal issues between the two friends.
Wen Jian found that he was as depressed as he had been a few years ago when he first came out. She was about to ask him with concern what had happened, but he looked up from the computer and asked her first