After a while, Tang Su mocked again: "Shi Yan, how did you do it? You are so scumbag, but you are so unforgettable. I have really missed you these past few years."
Shi Yan remained silent and said nothing, but he got up and walked out of the ward, not wanting to disturb other people's rest, and not wanting to respond to Tang Su in any way.
He thought that he was indeed a scumbag. After breaking up and not loving him anymore, no matter what the other party said or did, it would become a burden to him.
He was the kind of person who would quickly forget once he turned around and left. Tang Su's so-called never forgetting, he couldn't understand what kind of feelings it felt like.
On the screen of the mobile phone, there is still the chat page with Lin Zhiqian just before going to bed, and he has not exited yet.
In the chat history, there are several pictures she sent: "These are the wigs and headscarves I chose for Teacher Qin. Which ones do you think look better? I'll buy them back first."
It's a bit out of place, but also a bit innocent and cute. Because of the post-treatment, hair loss will indeed occur, so prepare in advance.
She is very optimistic and positive, and is good at finding joy in hardships.
He had just been seriously discussing with her on WeChat which wig looked good and which headscarf suited Teacher Qin. After the discussion, the panic and anxiety he would face in the later treatment miraculously eased a lot, because by discussing such positive things
, and become more courageous to face it.
She said on WeChat: "Just buy these three wigs. Then Auntie can try different hairstyles every day. They will be beautiful. You can also buy more colors for this headscarf. You can wear a headscarf without wearing a wig. I have seen many of them online.
Auntie wears it, it’s so beautiful.”
Shi Yan replied at that time: "Okay, the teacher Qin you choose will definitely like it."
I didn’t avoid taboos, but actively faced the problems I would encounter in the follow-up treatment, so I really relaxed a lot.
He said: "佽佽, I love you."
Everyone said she was young and looked unreliable, but only he could feel the power she brought to him.
"Teacher Shi, I love you too, see you tomorrow, good night."
"Good night!"
He read the short chat history several times and returned to the ward after he felt calm.
The next day, Tang Su packed up the nursing bed and left the ward earlier than Shi Yan, because he had to go back to the hotel to change clothes and take a shower, and he had a meeting in the morning.
Shi Yan was waiting for Lin Zhiqian. She brought him a change of clothes and breakfast. He took a shower in the bathroom of the ward and changed clothes before leaving. Lin Zhiqian sent him to the car, a little reluctant to part with him. The two of them had recently
They don't even have time to get along well.
"Give me a hug." At the side of the car, Shi Yan stretched out his hands and asked actively.
Lin Zhiqian immediately threw himself into his arms with a smile. He had just taken a shower, and there was no hospital smell on his body. He smelled fresh and good. In his arms, he felt that he had lost weight recently, and he felt a little distressed, but there was nothing he could do to help him.
Shi Yan lowered his head and kissed her, and hugged her for a while before letting go: "You don't have to come to the hospital every day. This nurse is pretty good now. I've finished my work at the company in the morning, so I can come to the hospital in the afternoon."
He couldn't bear to give her any hard work.
"It doesn't matter, I'm not working hard." There was too little she could do for him and Teacher Qin.
In the next few days, Lin Zhiqian basically came during the day, and Shi Yan came in the afternoon or evening. There were too few opportunities for the two of them to actually meet and communicate. It was like a shift handover, and they only had the chance to meet in a hurry.
Shi Yan felt full of guilt for Lin Zhiqian. She was young and romantic and should not have allowed her to accept this.
And Lin Zhiqian also felt powerless. She couldn't help him. The only thing she could do was to accompany Teacher Qin, that's all.