She is such a selfish person and does not deserve Teacher Qin's care at all. The subconscious action just now was her instinct, and instinct is the real her.
The nurse took the basin and went out to pour it. Tang Su also went into the bathroom to wash his hands and tidy up his clothes.
Lin Zhiqian stood beside the bed: "Teacher Qin, I'm sorry."
Teacher Qin: "It's okay. Auntie is dragging you down and traps you in the hospital every day."
The more Teacher Qin talked, the more uncomfortable and guilty Lin Zhiyi became.
She knows that she can't help her in the hospital. Teacher Qin's daily life is taken care of meticulously by the nurses, and her body is taken care of by the doctors and nurses. She doesn't have to do anything. She just sits there every day, and even the nurses need to
Distract your energy from taking care of her food.
Although she came to sit down to care about Teacher Qin, it was more to prove to Shi Yan that she could share the burden of life for him.
But when she ran away just now, she suddenly realized how despicable she was. She didn't like staying in the hospital, and she didn't know how to take care of others. In fact, she would cry tired in her heart and feel dirty. She was not like Teacher Shi.
, she can't treat Teacher Qin selflessly.
That afternoon, she didn't wait for Shi Yan to come to the hospital from the company, she went home early.
The image of her jumping away and Tang Su rushing forward was firmly etched in her mind, making her deeply despise and doubt herself. She was not worthy of Teacher Qin and Shi Yan's kindness to her.
When Shi Yan arrived at the hospital after get off work, he was a little surprised when he didn't see Lin Zhiqian. Usually when he arrived at the hospital, the girl would jump up and down to pick up his bag and ask questions. Suddenly he didn't see him, and he felt a little uncomfortable.
"Where's Yi?"
"Going home." Teacher Qin replied.
Tang Su had just returned from picking up dinner. When he saw Shi Yan, he naturally greeted him: "You're just in time. The dinner in the hospital today was pretty good."
Shi Yan glanced at her and probably misunderstood. Lin Zhiqian left because she was there, so when he looked at her, his expression was not very good.
Teacher Qin explained: "I vomited a lot today. I might have been frightened, so I went home first. Tell her, I really don't care about it. She spends a lot of time with me in the hospital every day recently."
Thank you very much for her hard work."
Shi Yan understood the cause and effect and nodded: "It's okay, Qianyi is not a stingy person. Did you vomit a lot today? What did the doctor say?"
"The doctor said it's a normal phenomenon. It's okay. I'll try taking some antiemetics next time."
Teacher Qin had no appetite, so he drank a few mouthfuls of porridge and reluctantly ate a few mouthfuls of Tang Suqie's apples, then lay down on the bed to rest.
Shi Yan went outside to send a video to Lin Zhiqian, and it took a while before he answered. Her eyes were red.
His heart ached and he comforted him: "Yiyi, no one blames you, don't blame yourself."
Lin Zhiqian nodded: "I'm fine."
It was precisely because no one blamed her, but comforted her in turn, that she blamed herself. She blamed herself all night, and now she feels a little better.
"You don't have to come to the hospital tomorrow and have a good rest at home. I hired an extra nurse here who can take care of you."
"Okay." Lin Zhiqian didn't insist on going to the hospital this time. Going there would only cause more trouble.
When Shiyan hung up the video, Lin Zhiqian felt more and more uncomfortable the more he thought about it, so he sent the video to Tinglan, hoping to chat with a good friend.
Tinglan worked overtime for a while today and just got on the subway: "Will you come to my house to stay? I'll wait for you on the subway."
"Wait for me." Lin Zhiqian immediately put on his bag and rushed to the subway to meet Tinglan.
From a distance, she could see Ting Lan waiting for her at the subway entrance. Her clothes were so thin that she might be blown over by a gust of wind. Lin Zhiqian ran over and held her arm, feeling a little more at ease.