"Mom, the reason why I came back to carry out the mission so smoothly is because Gu Ruandong assisted me. Otherwise, I may not be able to solve it with my own ability. It was my own decision to return to the northwest. I feel that I
It takes a few more years of practice.”
Yes, as Gu Ruandong said, he does not have a clear conscience. He wants too much, even to the point where he wants to disregard his moral integrity and official career. This is very dangerous, like standing on the edge of a cliff and almost missing a foot.
When he was in trouble, Gu Ruandong's warning made him rein in his horse. His remaining sanity gradually recovered, and the only safest way was to escape.
Therefore, it is not so much that Gu Ruandong did not allow him to return to Beijing, but rather that it was his own choice.
Her mother was so angry that she was shaking: "You have lost your mind because of a woman. If you lose this opportunity, it will be difficult to come back."
Song Jingye understood that he had let down his family's hard work, so he comforted him: "With your son's ability, he can come back at any time if he wants."
He still returned to the northwest. Before going back, he sent Lu Yaoyao one last WeChat message. It was very simple: Yaoyao, it is my own decision to return to the northwest.
He hopes that her life will not be affected by him and can still be sunny.
However, after sending the message, it showed that he was not a friend of the other party and needed to be verified, which made him feel bitter. This is fine, it is how it should be, and there should not be any intersection.
So Lu Yaoyao only found out that Song Jingye had returned to the northwest about a week later because the nanny leaked the information. She felt guilty but could do nothing.
She sometimes felt that after she and Gu Ruandong got together, her life seemed to be filled with negative energy, and no one related to her would end well.
It's not that I don't love him anymore, I just started to feel inappropriate.
She was so shocked by this idea that she couldn't sleep at night and felt depressed for several days.
I sit at the dining table with my grandpa for breakfast every day with dark circles under my eyes, completely losing the brilliance of a female star.
The old man sat opposite her and glanced at her: "Did you have a fight with Gu Ruandong?"
Now, except for the sequelae of uncoordinated hands and feet, the old man has recovered very well and is clear and clear.
"Did you have a fight with Gu Ruandong?"
"Um."
The old man put down the spoon in his hand tremblingly and said: "Every quarrel is not always a bad thing. But after the quarrel, you have to understand the crux of the problem, face it squarely, and solve it, so that the quarrel will not be in vain."
"Grandpa, I feel like a scumbag." She was sure that she loved Gu Ruandong, but she really felt that they were not suitable for her.
She rarely told others about her negative emotions, but because she trusted her grandfather enough, she was also depressed and needed to talk, so she told her grandfather a lot.
"I know you don't blame me, but I just can't get over this hurdle in my heart. If I hadn't married him, wouldn't these things have happened? Nothing will happen to you or my uncle, and my dad and Lu Kuo shouldn't have to work so hard.
Song Jingye doesn't need to go back to the northwest. I just feel that nothing good will happen after we get together. Grandpa, I also know that I feel sorry for him for having these thoughts, but I can't help it."
She finally said these words and felt much better.
The old man: "Then let time prove what's right or wrong. Just be yourself at the moment."
The question she was worried about or confused about was something that the old man had anticipated a long time ago, and was also the reason why he objected to his marriage to Gu Ruandong in the first place.
It's just that he was too confident in the past, thinking that the Lu family could protect her for the rest of her life, but after her illness, he understood that the Lu family couldn't protect her for the rest of her life, and she would eventually have to make her way in this world on her own.
It's not a bad thing that she is so confused and confused now. After walking through it, she will be able to have a clearer idea of how to take her own path.
The grandfather and grandson were so immersed in chatting in the restaurant that they didn't see the nanny's frequent winks.
The nanny became anxious and said, "Yao Yao, Mr. Gu is here."