I don't know how long he stood there. Under the night, his car was flashing. He stood beside the car and kept looking at her. He must have misunderstood her relationship with Zhou Ming, his expression was gloomy.
Her smile froze on her face, looking at each other across the road.
Thinking of the last time we met at night, he said: "I want fairness. It doesn't matter if you don't choose me for the time being, but Zhou Ming is not suitable for you either."
At this time, his face was dark and unclear, the green light at the intersection turned on, and he strode towards her. She subconsciously took a few steps back, kept a distance from him, and looked at him warily.
After not seeing him for a while, I felt like why was he so tall? He was so oppressive, as if he could easily strangle her to death with one finger. She stood at the door of the community where people were coming and going, looking at the people around her, and looking at her from time to time.
, are you all watching the fun?
Before Zhuo Yu'an could speak, she lowered her head and ran into the community with her bag in her arms.
"Shu Tinglan." Zhuo Yu'an called her. Are you so afraid of him? He would run away as soon as he saw someone.
Shu Tinglan had already run into the community. When he called out to him, he suddenly stopped in place and looked around blankly. He didn't know where to go. He seemed to have run the wrong way just now. The community was very green and full of various trees. It was early summer now.
The branches and leaves are luxuriant, and the dark shadows reflected by the street lights spread on the ground, surrounding her.
There was no one around, and the situation was very familiar, like a dream she had had. She was shrouded in endless darkness and could not find a way out.
Two hands suddenly grabbed hers from behind. She screamed and threw them away.
"Tinglan, it's me."
When she heard a familiar voice, she fell into a trance, as if she had woken up from the dream. Turning around and seeing Zhuo Yuan's worried look, she forced a smile.
:"Feel sorry."
I felt very resistant to this kind of myself, as if I was suffering from a mental disorder.
"What happened just now?" Zhuo Yu'an also felt that she was abnormal just now. He had just returned from abroad and rushed here directly from the airport. Although he hadn't seen her for a while, she wasn't afraid of him, right? Yes, she just saw him
At that moment, he was filled with fear, as if he would harm her.
"It's okay, I was thinking about other things just now and got distracted." She said and returned to her usual appearance. In fact, she knew something was wrong with her. She couldn't sleep all night long and would think wildly when she was alone. She later sought help from a psychologist.
The doctor saw her, and after detailed communication with her, the psychiatrist initially determined that she had persecutory delusion.
She was shocked, how could it be possible?
It's better to say that she has depression than persecutory delusion, but she doesn't believe it.
"Do you often feel like someone is following you?" the doctor asked.
"Occasionally."
"Do you feel like there is someone hiding in your home?"
She was silent. She knew that these were all her hallucinations and not real, but the fear would still exist. Later, she was too busy at work, so she stopped seeing a psychiatrist, believing that she could overcome this hallucination.
When I take off my makeup at night and look at my thin and pale face in the mirror, I feel terrible.
The mirror at home was like a mirror looking into a demon, revealing her true colors. She looked like a female ghost in the mirror, and she was disgusted just by looking at her.
Of course, as long as outsiders are around, she won't show it. Just like at this moment, standing in front of Zhuo Yu'an, she is still herself.
"What do you want from me?" she asked.
Zhuo Yuan shook his head: "I came to see you, are you sick?"
Shu Tinglan also shook his head: "No."
I don’t know why, but I don’t want to turn around and leave. I don’t want to go home and face an empty house. I would rather stand like this on the roadside.
Zhuo Yuan seemed to guess her thoughts: "I will accompany you home."
He insisted, and Shu Tinglan did not refuse.
When he arrived at her house and opened the door, Zhuo Yuan was stunned. How could this happen?
At first glance, her house was empty. Even the sofa, coffee table, TV cabinet, bookcase, etc. in the living room had been moved away, as well as the dining table and chairs in the restaurant.