He lifted the corner of her quilt and revealed her face, which was pale and cold, but she didn't cry.
He kissed her cold forehead and whispered: "Don't be afraid, I'm here. I believe we will be good parents. We can get married and raise her together."
His thoughts on life or relationships are very simple, without so many twists and turns. He just says whatever he thinks.
The other party has his child, and marriage is his only choice.
But getting married?
Chen Ning was shocked by these two words. She didn't expect to hear these two words from his mouth.
She shook her head: "No."
"Why?" In Song Jingye's view, the question is simple. He is single, she is also single, they have a child together, and marriage is the best choice.
"Because you don't love me." There were too many reasons, and this was just one of them, and it was also the most important day. She didn't want them to get married because of responsibility, let alone embarrass him. Also, her career had just started, and now it wasn't
When you have a child.
Song Jingye's face changed slightly when he heard this. Is love or not love really so important now? He will spend the rest of his life being good to her, good to his children, and loyal to her. Isn't this enough?
Chen Ning shook her head firmly. That night was her own choice. Even though she was panicking at the moment, as if she was buried in a black hole, everything was her choice, and she was responsible for whether it was good or bad. Can Song Jingye be in the first place?
Making such a decision at once was enough for her.
"I'm sorry, uncle, I'm sorry." Her voice suddenly choked with sobs, and her tears couldn't be controlled. She covered her head with the quilt, not wanting him to see her like this.
It was all her own fault and she shouldn't have dragged him into it.
As soon as she cried, Song Jingye was in a hurry, fearing that she might hold it in, and tried to pull the quilt away from her, but to no avail, he could only hold her tightly outside.
"I'm a little confused now. I want to be alone for a while." After a long time, she said muffledly in the quilt.
Song Jingye also felt that she was here, and her emotions fluctuated greatly, so she said, "Okay, it's not too early. You have a good rest. I will take care of everything."
After saying that, he hugged her again, then turned and left.
But she didn't go far and stayed with her downstairs.
He sat in his jeep all night, motionless, thinking about many things.
He used to focus solely on his career, and he was surrounded by men, so his emotional world was completely blank, and he never thought about it until he met Yaoyao, and a hole was opened in his heart, and he knew the taste of love.
But because I can't love and don't dare to love, I mostly suppress my pain.
He had been thinking just now, what exactly is love?
Is it his heart-pounding feeling for Yaoyao, or his heartfelt love and sense of responsibility for Chen Ninghui?
He said he wanted to marry her. Although it was because of the sudden arrival of the child, he didn't feel disgusted and even felt that he could look forward to it.
After thinking about it all night, I still can't figure it out and have no solution.
When the sky turned fish-belly white, he leaned back on the chair and fell asleep.
Chen Ning didn't sleep all night when she returned home. Her life had just begun. She had her own plans and never wanted to be trapped in reality by a child.
But this child belonged to her and Song Jingye, so of course she couldn't be cruel enough to let go of it.