She thought she might have caught the flu, and her whole body ached, as if she was being burned.
My head was awake, but I couldn't wake up or open my eyes. All I could think about was the image of my mother leaving at the end.
"mom.."
She yelled and woke up. She suddenly stood up from lying down and sat upright. There was an infusion tube in her hand, and the nurse next to her was registering something.
"36 degrees 5, the fever is gone." The nurse looked at the thermometer and said.
Shu Tinglan felt that her whole body was soaked, perhaps due to the sweat she had produced while the high fever had subsided.
"How is my mother?" she asked the nurse.
"After you sign..." The nurse couldn't bear to say the word cremation, so she only added after that.
"I'm waiting for you to sign over there. I'll accompany you there." The nurse saw that she was alone all the time and sympathized with her.
Shu Tinglan was silent, wanting to hide and not want to face this cruel reality. The nurse didn't force her to do it. She was still recording something beside her, raising her head to ask her questions from time to time.
"When was your last menstrual period?"
Shu Tinglan looked up at her, confused.
"You are pregnant. When is your last menstrual period? I will register it for you."
The nurse looked at her pale face and was so shocked that she was speechless, and thought to herself, this is another woman with a story.
Last menstrual period?
In the past two months, there have been too many twists and turns in life and work, so many changes that she didn't care about it at all.
"It's been two months..." she answered the nurse's question.
Just how?
She and Zhuo Yu'an have been very careful about preventing pregnancy. She has just started her career and is not ready to be a mother. On this point, Zhuo Yu'an respects her very much and will carefully insist on wearing it when she is in love again.
.Only a few times, because I was too involved, I found that the contraceptive condom had slipped off at some point when it was over...
"The fetus is about three months old. You can go to the obstetrics and gynecology department to register." The nurse told her the answer after calculating.
Shu Tinglan caressed her belly unconsciously, not knowing whether she was sad or happy for a moment.
The tragedy is that this child came at the wrong time, and was destined to be without a father when he was born;
Fortunately, everything seemed to be destined. She became pregnant just after her mother left. Maybe this was what her mother meant? Find someone to accompany her.
If this is really the case, then mother, come into my belly, become my daughter, and let me take good care of you.
It must be like this. Her mother is afraid that she will be lonely, so she spends time with her in another way.
She was crying and laughing, like a madman, and the nurse didn't know how to comfort her when she looked like this.
"Can you buy me a cup of milk?" She asked the nurse. She always wanted to take good care of her body and wait for her mother to be her daughter.