"Good night." She watched him walk out of the house and squatted beside the roses. She forgot what she wanted to do for a moment, and her thoughts were scattered in the darkness. She didn't know if she was taking the right step or the wrong one.
Wanting to find a good friend to talk to, she thought, it would be nice if Lin Zhiqian was by her side. Lin Zhiqian always had a much clearer view on emotional issues than she did. When she was with Zhuo Yu'an, Lin Zhiqian
I advised her to stay away, but she was the one who jumped into it.
She shook her head, why did she keep thinking of the past tonight?
Probably because I stayed at Zhuoyuan Technology's competition for a long time during the day, and my memory valve was opened.
If given the chance, Lin Zhiqian would certainly be willing to help her solve her relationship problems, but Lin Zhiqian couldn't find her, or even dared to look for her.
After talking to Cheng Chen on the phone that day, the two stopped contacting each other. It wasn't until Cheng Chen closed his company in Senzhou and returned to Qining that he asked her to come out to meet.
Without Shu Tinglan to mediate, both of them looked down upon each other, especially in the past few years. Not only did they look down on each other, but they also felt resentful.
Lin Zhiqian resented that Cheng Chen was focused on his career and did not help Shu Tinglan when he was in the most difficult time;
Cheng Chen resented Lin Zhiqian for only thinking about falling in love and falling in love, and even got angry and quarreled with Shu Tinglan because of falling in love, and ignored her.
If she cared a little about Tinglan, how could she not know that her mother had passed away?
Cheng Chen has been in a daze ever since he saw the tombstone in the cemetery. He couldn't imagine how Tinglan, who used to be soft and weak, brought his mother's ashes back to Qining alone, and what kind of mood he felt when he buried his mother.
. Every time I think about it, my heart aches.
"What do you want from me?" Lin Zhiqian saw that Cheng Chen had lost a lot of weight. He was either really resentful or had nothing to say.
"I'm going back to Qining." Cheng Chen said, there is a high probability that he will never come to Senzhou again in this life.
Lin Zhiqian felt sad, he couldn't describe the feeling, but his mouth was very poisonous.
: "I told you before that if you come back like this and chase Lu Kuo, you won't be able to catch up with a man like him... Forget it, let's not talk about it." After thinking about it, Lu Kuo and Cheng Chen might not be suitable for each other.
, the two of them have never been on the same page, and they are not destined to be together after all.
"It has nothing to do with him." When Lu Kuo rejected her, she had given up completely. Later, she thought about it and realized that Lu Kuo was right to refuse. It was not a question of whether they loved each other, but that they were indeed inappropriate, whether it was their outlook on life or their relationship.
Values are not on the same line. After what happened with Zhuo Yu'an and Shu Tinglan, Lu Kuo completely let go of Cheng Chen. He was unwilling to end up like this in the future. Together, love alone is not enough.
.Although I have regrets, I will never give up.
Lin Zhiqian stopped talking and waited patiently for what Cheng Chen wanted to say.
Cheng Chen thought about it for a long time before deciding to tell the truth.
: "During the Ghost Festival, I went back to Qining to visit my grandmother's grave and saw Tinglan's mother."
Lin Zhiqian's heart skipped a beat: "Tinglan and her mother returned to Qining?" That shouldn't be the case. She had gone to Qining to look for her.
Cheng Chen shook his head: "In the cemetery, her mother's cemetery."
Cheng Chen's eyes turned red when he said this, and he could never forget the heartache he felt when he saw the tombstone.
Lin Zhiqian asked stupidly: "What do you mean?"
"Her mother passed away on December 20 three years ago, less than a month after her divorce."
"I'm back to Qining. If you can find Tinglan, or if Tinglan comes to find you, you must tell me."
Lin Zhiqian didn't know how he walked home. He kept crying when he got home and couldn't stop. Fu Shenyi was so frightened that he panicked, hugged her tightly and asked her what happened?
Lin Zhiqian didn't want to talk, and even felt annoyed when she saw Fu Shenyi. If it hadn't been for falling in love with him, she wouldn't have been angry or misunderstood with Tinglan, and she wouldn't have become as helpless as she is now.