Shu Tinglan also took two hurried steps, got in the car, and sat next to Yi Muyang. With him around, she felt a little more at ease. Everything in front of her felt unrealistic and dreamy or absurd.
The two of them were sitting side by side in the back seat of the car. Yi Muyang reached out to hold her hand, but he was very measured. He only held her wrist tightly, as if to give her a sense of reality, or to comfort her, or even more. Or it was a silent apology that involved her.
Shu Tinglan silently returned her hand, holding his wrist to express that she was fine.
The silent interaction and tacit understanding are still there.
Qian'an seemed intent on bringing them together and arranged them in a two-story building next to his villa, with only one room in it.
It was finally time for the two of them to be alone. They hadn't seen each other for so long that they didn't know what to say. Yi Muyang only felt infinite guilt in her heart, which pulled her into this world of endless darkness.
There was no need for him to say sorry. Tinglan knew what he was thinking and shook his head to indicate that he was fine.
"Have you been here before?"
"Um."
"The air here is quite good. When I came here just now, the wind blew into the car, and the fragrance of flowers smelled very good."
"Um."
"It's also very quiet. It's not even 10 p.m. and there seems to be no one on the street."
"Um."
"Yi Muyang, I'm going to bed first when I'm tired. You should go to bed early too."
"good."
As she spoke, she lay down on the only bed in the room, lying close to the edge, leaving most of the bed for Yi Muyang.
Yi Muyang also lay down on the bed, leaning against the edge on the other side.
The room was completely silent except for the chirping of insects in the villa garden.
Yi Muyang thought of the past when he accompanied Tinglan on a business trip to Senzhou. The two stayed in a hotel and lay on each side like this. At that time, he wanted to get close to her and have her, but because she was not ready, he Suppressing all his desires, he just leaned over and hugged her.
Now, he also wanted to reach out and hug her. He simply wanted to hug her without any emotion or desire. However, he did not dare and did not have any courage. The guilt grew crazily in his heart and overwhelmed him.
Tinglan has always been calm, which was beyond his expectation. From the beginning to the end, he did not see her panic or fear of the dangerous environment. She could even smell the fragrance of flowers and see the quiet street.
Her calm expression just now made his heart feel like a knife.
"Tinglan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!" How could a gentle apology express his heartache at this moment? He finally realized what Ji Apeng said, there are countless ways to make you miserable.
"Yi Muyang, it's not your fault. I'm fine, really."
She is not afraid of danger or unknown fate, she just misses Zhuo Yu'an.