At this moment, I am far away in a B&B on the shore of Erhai Lake.
Su Xingchen was sitting on the bed. She was already feeling bad, but there was a child next to her. The child was so cute that people couldn't put it down after seeing it.
"Mom, I already know everything. He is looking for him. Don't reveal my whereabouts. Just wait for three months and you can come find me. I originally wanted to come back, but I really have no choice.
When I came back, I got caught up in something."
Su Xingchen's fingers were trembling as he typed word by word on his phone.
Just a few short words like this, which were not very strenuous in the first place, made her sweat all over, and the fine beads of sweat had covered her forehead. She lay on the bed, breathing heavily and sobbing.
It took almost half an hour before the message was sent.
She wasn't stuck by anything at all, but she was about to die.
Originally, she wanted to send the child back to Mother Su herself, but she really didn't have the strength to even get out of bed.
She doesn't know when she will die, or whether it will be tomorrow or a week later!
Or, the next minute, she won't even be able to see the sunlight outside.
The sunshine is really warm, very warm.
I don't know how long she can keep watching.
Su Xingchen stretched out her hand, and the sun shone through her fingers, falling warmly on her face, but she felt so comfortable.
It turns out that only when people are about to die do they realize that sunshine, rain, breeze...
What I originally dismissed and didn't care about is so precious and so precious that I can't bear to leave it forever.
Su Xingchen felt the familiar fatigue and severe heart pain coming back. She trembled and covered her heart, curling up like a shrimp. She was shivering, and her body was so cold that she could hardly bear it.
But she remembered the past, the best time in the past.
Shi Yue held her hand and walked slowly forward by the stream in Lijiang Town. The winding mountain road seemed to have no end.
There was the usual impatient and careless expression on his brows, but he held her hand so tightly that he never let go for a moment.
She chattered non-stop and smiled like a little lunatic. He looked at her with disgust, shook his head and said that he had poor taste for finding a wife like this...
But in the end, it was still him who carefully wiped the sweat on her forehead with a handkerchief, and prepared so many delicious foods. Seeing her eating deliciously, the corners of her mouth curled up little by little.
Wife...
Su Xingchen suddenly thought, why couldn't he catch such a good past?
How come such a good past is really just the past?
She thought that she would definitely marry him and his bride would definitely be hers, but who knew?
At the end...
She was dying, lying alone in her bed with their child.
But what about him?
But he was looking for her frantically, and his mother said that he was looking for her like crazy.
But she can't go back, she can't go back!
When someone like her goes back, he can only make him look sad at her but unable to do anything.
Instead of both of them being sad, wouldn't it be nice if only she was sad?
Su Xingchen thought and curled up even more tightly, her cold body trembling, but tears burst out and covered her entire face.