"What? Not willing? Or do you dislike me?" Shen Qingqing said with a smile.
As soon as Rong Jingyan heard this, he quickly reached out and hugged Shen Qingqing into his arms, as if he was afraid that she would regret it, "I am willing, Qingqing, I am very willing!" After a pause, he said again, "Qingqing. Qing, do you know how happy I am when I heard you say that?"
Shen Qingqing said nothing and just let Rong Jingyan hold her.
She could see that Rong Jingyan was very happy, very happy, but could she really forget the past?
"Jingyan, I don't know if I can forget the past, and I don't know if I can start over again. Do you want me like this?" Shen Qingqing said in a low voice.
She actually hides a lot of things in her heart, many, many things!
For example, her kidney was actually given to Huo Tingxiao!
For example, when she was in prison, the child who died was her and Huo Tingxiao's child!
Some doctors also said that her illness was not completely cured, but that she controlled it well. If she was stimulated, she would become a madman. At that time, no one could save her.
How could such a broken Shen Qingqing be worthy of him?
Rong Jingyan listened to her words and actually understood what she was worried about. Although he did not check the things in her past in detail, and some of them were even forcibly erased, he knew very clearly. Shen Qingqing lived a very hard life in prison for five years.
As for why her kidneys were gone, she didn't want to say, so he wouldn't ask, as long as she was willing to be by his side, that would be fine.
"Qingqing, don't be afraid. I know you had a hard time in those five years, but as long as I'm here from now on, I won't let you suffer any more!" Rong Jingyan said with a smile, and then used his hands harder. Hug Shen Qingqing.
And Shen Qingqing's hand was on his chest, and the hot temperature came from her fingertips, which warmed her hand bit by bit, and seemed to warm her heart bit by bit.
But since she decided to be with him, there were some things that she had to explain to him clearly.
The dim light shone on them, giving them an unreal feeling. The shadows reflected on the floor were like two vines, entangled together and refusing to be separated no matter what.
After a long time, Shen Qingqing pushed Rong Jingyan away, looked at him quietly with a pair of dark eyes, and said softly, "Jingyan, there is something I want to tell you!" After a pause, she spoke slenderly. The fingers were entangled together and he hesitated for a long time, "I also know that you have many questions in your heart. There are some things that I think I want you to know after all. I don't want to hide it from you!"
Rong Jingyan was slightly startled when he heard this. He also knew Shen Qingqing's temperament. If she wanted to say something, she would definitely say it.
If that's the case, let her say it!
Because no matter what she said, Rong Jingyan recognized Shen Qingqing for the rest of his life!
"Mengxia is not my daughter. I think you should have known it for a long time. She is Anne's daughter, and Anne died to protect me, so no matter what the cost, I want Shengxia to be safe and sound, and give her the best Everything good, even at the cost of my life!" Shen Qingqing said lightly, "I once told you that I have a child named Ayan, who is the child of me and Huo Tingxiao! Because of the Because of Ayan's death, I went crazy for two years. The doctor said that I was severely depressed and if one day my condition relapses, I would become a complete lunatic!"