She knew that her current attitude towards Gu Yan was also the most shameful thing she had done in the past.
Originally, I just wanted to use this method to force Gu Yan away and stop him from engaging in fearless entanglements.
But she never expected that not only did she not achieve what she wanted, but she also had to face the friendship in her heart.
Putting her hands on her abdomen, Lin Su murmured to herself, "Baby, do you think I should be with your father again?"
To be honest, what Lin Su was most afraid of was making the same mistake again, but Gu Yan's attitude made her hesitate again.
At this time, Lu Xunyu hurriedly came to the hospital. He mistakenly thought that something had happened to Lin Su and was very anxious.
After seeing the scene in the ward clearly, I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, but I still felt a sense of fear.
"I thought you were injured."
Faced with Lu Xunyu's concern, Lin Su, who had just understood his feelings, would not accept the other party's kindness.
"Thank you, but I'm fine. It's so late, so you'd better go back early."
She didn't want to hurt Lu Xunyu, and she didn't want him to be obsessed with something that had no results.
Hearing this, Lu Xunyu smiled bitterly, but his face remained as usual.
"You don't need to feel pressure, this is just a greeting between friends."
"Haha, I was overthinking that." Lin Su sighed lightly.
Suddenly she felt that she was about to lose herself due to the impact of emotional affairs, and seemed to have forgotten her former self.
He took a deep breath, smiled again, straightened his chest, and looked at Lu Xunyu.
"Xun Yu, we are still friends, right?"
Lin Su deliberately emphasized the word "friend" very strongly, and her eyes were full of clarity and confidence.
Faced with the inquiry, Lu Xunyu nodded and responded without hesitation, "Of course."
"In that case, I won't hide it from you." Lin Su decided to tell Lu Hanyu her true thoughts.
She has reconciled with the past and hopes that Lu Xunyu can find his own happiness.
Lin Su slowly spoke, "The child in my belly belongs to Gu Yan, so I plan to try again with him."
No matter what the result is, she will not regret it. Anyway, she will not shave her head and choose a hot head like last time.
In short, this time, she will be Lin Su's identity and try to be with Gu Yan, instead of being someone else's stand-in.
When Lin Su said this, Lu Xunyu's expression froze and he hesitated to speak, but he quickly chose to be relieved.
After all, falling out of love is painful, especially someone like him who just confessed his love and didn't even have time to make an effort.
But what he admired was Lin Su's cheerful and generous character who dared to love and hate, and he respected that.
"I wish you happiness, and I hope we can still be friends who talk about everything."
While speaking, Lu Xunyu stretched out his hand towards Lin Su, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
Then, Lu Xunyu glanced at Gu Yan who was lying on the hospital bed, and chose to leave without further disturbing him.
The handsome back looked a little lonely, but Lin Su believed that Lu Xunyu could let go of this matter soon.
Looking back, I don't know when Gu Yan woke up and was sitting on the bed, with a faint smile at the corner of his mouth.
A pair of deep eyes stared straight at Lin Su, "I heard everything you just said."
Lin Su responded calmly, with no trace of shyness or embarrassment on his calm face.
"Oh, so what?"
Gu Yan hit the wall and felt a lump in his throat. He didn't expect Lin Su to react like this, and was somewhat disappointed.
"Can't you be like other girls and act like a girlfriend?"
"cannot."
Lin Su retorted without hesitation, poured a glass of water for Gu Yan and handed it to him.
"Drink."
This was the first time that Gu Yan had received such good treatment from Lin Su, and he was somewhat unfazed.
But he also pretended to be calm and composed, and said seriously: "Thank you, my girlfriend."
Lin Su rolled his eyes. The only way to control such a shameless person is to think straight.
Sitting on the sofa, he crossed his legs and said, "I'm not your girlfriend yet."
"It will be soon." Gu Yan tried to get closer to Lin Su, holding on to the stinging pain from the wound, but was mercilessly dodged by the other party.
Although I decided to give Gu Yan a try, there are still some things that need to be explained clearly in advance.
Lin Su put on an unprecedented serious look, "Be my boyfriend, probation period is one year."
Only after enough time could she be sure whether she and Gu Yan could go on firmly.
If she feels that two people are not suitable for each other, she can withdraw at any time. Anyway, she is just trying it out, not really committing to it.
"A trial boyfriend?" Gu Yan heard the new word, "What's the trial method?"
"It's very simple. During this period, you have all the rights of your boyfriend, but there is one thing that makes me dissatisfied. I will replace you immediately."
Lin Su raised her chin. With her proud nature, she was like a phoenix soaring through the nine heavens, unmatched by others.
Naturally, Gu Yan would not refuse Lin Su's request and readily agreed.
After finally holding on until the clouds cleared and the moon came out, he had to seize the opportunity and not let Lin Su regret it.
For this reason, Gu Yan took Lin Su into his arms regardless of his injuries, with an uncontrollable smile on his lips.
Lin Su was choked so hard that she couldn't breathe. She put her hand on Gu Yan's chest and kept struggling.
"Let me go."
hiss!
Gu Yan took a breath of cold air and instantly curled up, covering his chest with his hands and frowning.
Seeing this, Lin Su panicked, "Are you okay? Did I just use too much force?"
Lin Su's concern made Gu Yan feel warm in his heart. No matter how many injuries he suffered, it was still worth it.
"Don't worry, I won't die, I will still be your boyfriend."
There was a hint of teasing between Gu Yan's eyebrows, and Lin Su realized that she had been played by the other party.
He glared at Gu Yan fiercely, pinched the other person's waist, and then felt relieved.
Gu Yan cried out in pain, but was filled with joy. Lin Su now seemed like a living being.
The atmosphere gradually became quiet, Lin Su was held in Gu Yan's arms, and the other person's gentle and magnetic voice came to her ears.
"Susu, do you still want to keep this child?"
"Let's see how you behave." Lin Su used a thousand pounds to fool Gu Yan at will.
In fact, she probably had no intention of having an abortion from the beginning. If not, she would not have delayed it for so long.
Knowing that Lin Su has always been hard-spoken and soft-hearted, Gu Yan did not expose it and held the other person in his arms, enjoying the comfort of the moment.
However, there was a pair of eyes outside the window, which saw the scene in the ward clearly.
Hidden in his sleeves, his hands were tightly clenched into fists, and his slightly narrowed eyes were filled with fierceness.
Whispering in a low voice, "Lin Su, there is no way I will let you snatch Gu Yan away. You can't even think of affecting my plan."
After finishing speaking, the figure disappeared, as if it had never appeared before.