Li Tang sat in front of the camera, and the wound on his forehead that Xiaopang used an arm lever to hit him was scabbed, and there was still a wound on his lips that stuck to his skin when the mouth-closing tape was torn off, and the color had begun to darken.
These are all details. For example, when Li Tang first confronted Xiaopang, the wound on his forehead was red and swollen, and the wound was still bleeding. As time went by, the wound gradually healed.
Details are the most basic thing about the success or failure of a movie. If you don’t even pay attention to details, then the quality of the movie can be imagined. Perhaps it was because you saw too many misunderstandings in your previous life, so when Li Tang could make the decision by himself,
From the beginning, things that have emphasized details.
"Brother Li, is that OK?"
The executive director asked, standing next to the camera.
Li Tang had just recited all the lines in his mind, including the tone and expression of his speech, and he was sure that there was nothing wrong with it, so he took a deep breath and clicked at the executive director.
"Okay, get ready...to start!"
In the camera, Li Tang's eyes did not look directly at the camera, his eyes were slanted downwards, his head was slightly tilted, and his face was calm.
At this time, Fan Xiaopang stood behind the camera and helped to speak: "Why do you want this?"
"Why do you need to do this? Are you asking me why I killed your parents?"
A trace of mockery flashed across Li Tang's face, and then he fell into deep thought. After pausing for two seconds, he thoughtfully said: "How can I explain to you?"
Then he immediately said in a sure tone: "But I definitely didn't want to steal things. The watch was on the table, so I just took it, but I didn't want to steal things."
As he said that, he raised his eyebrows and said with a little pride: "I am not a thief. I have had ideals since I was a child, very brave and self-disciplined. Later, I was always ashamed of stealing things, and I think this
It hurt my character, and I was worried about it, so I gave them to others casually. In addition to that watch, there was also this silver photo frame..."
He breathed a sigh of relief when he said this, as if the thing had been given away, and the stains of the thief on his body were also eliminated.
Then he pondered again, "How should I explain to you?"
What to explain?
Of course, why did Xiao Ke's parents be killed?
He pondered for a moment and said, "This is a power of hatred..."
Paused for a second, and his face slowly became gloomy: "I hate you, very annoying! Your house is too big, and there is a yard. Flowers are planted in the yard and a large iron gate is installed. Your father has been doing all day
Wearing a watch, your mother is powdered, and she is wearing pajamas.”
"That night, your iron gate was smashed, and when I passed by your yard, I walked in. The flowers in the yard were pulled out, and we did that afternoon. We beat them and let them
Kneeling on the broken glass. I suddenly want to see what they look like now?"
Speaking of this, his face showed a hint of cruelty, and then he recalled: "Your father seemed to recognize me. Seeing that I was sweating profusely, he asked me, "Do you want some water?" It was like something in the afternoon.
I've never happened. I was so angry... Your mother fell asleep. She slept so quietly. She was still wearing that pajamas? I didn't think about it and gave her an extra knife. Everyone was there before leaving.
Another knife."
His tone was very calm, just like telling a normal past, which made people feel creepy after hearing it.
Xiaopang looked at Teacher Li, who looked calm across the street, suddenly felt a sense of fear and got goosebumps.
At this time, the executive director around her pulled her clothes, and she woke up and hurriedly said in a low and slow tone: "How old were you?"
"At the age of thirteen, I'm in elementary school."
"Did you know who my sister was when you met her?"
Hearing this question, Li Tang showed a smug smile on his face and shook his head and said, "Of course I know, otherwise why would I marry her? Your sister always dressed cleanly when she was a child. She walked so arrogantly, no one would
Ignore her, she hurt me deeply. I thought I must take revenge on her! Now, she serves me every day and is pregnant with my child..."
After laughing proudly, his expression became fanatical: "Do you understand, this is a power of hatred. This power is inherently tenacious! But I don't think I am a victim. Now everyone
Everyone says this, it seems that it is objective and human nature. When everyone who does all the bad things is exposed, they say that they are the real victims. But even in that era, not everyone can do it.
Choose to kill others. Some people would rather choose to be beaten to death than have the ability to choose to kill others. Because they are kind."
"But for me at that time, it was nothing. What was murder? I was ideal, do you understand? Maybe you think I was bad-hearted, ugly, cruel, and lacked education, but I had dreams.
Not a vulgar person or a person who doesn't think. I want to transform the world, but I just gave birth to the wrong era! Do you understand? I gave birth to the wrong era!"
This line clearly has the shadow of scar literature.
When Li Tang was writing a biography of the characters, based on his original memory, he believed that He Wei should be the descendant of the northern Jiangsu people who grew up in Sanwan Yilan. At that time, the northern Jiangsu people in that era were synonymous with the lowest group.
Many of them worked as coolies or carried water transportation since before liberation.
Their lives are extremely difficult, and they live in shanty towns. With the increase of population, it is very common for a family of six or seven to squeeze into a dilapidated house less than ten square meters.
That's why he hated those who lived in new-style villas with gardens on the upper corner. Xiao Feng and Xiao Ke's family should be an intellectual family from capitalists. Wearing watches and pajamas are all labels for superiors.
Moreover, people from this kind of family love cleanliness and keep a distance from children who live in the lower corners, are not hygienic and are dirty.
Maybe you go to the same school, but it is clear.
Moreover, He Wei is likely to have grown up in a single-parent family. His father drowned when he was very young because of transportation. At that time, it was common for people who made a living on the water to drown. His mother took him alone, in that era
It is difficult for a woman from the bottom of the North of Jiangsu to find another half with a scoop. And it is precisely because she is carrying an scoop, and she is likely to be illiterate and life is very difficult. The scoop often becomes a blower.
.It is these factors from the original family that have cultivated He Wei’s cruel, perverse and gloomy personality.
Why did he suffer from the Xiaoke family? It was because of envy and jealousy. At the same time, he was particularly eager to be a person like them, so he emphasized that he had ideals, brave and self-disciplined.
According to the time background explained in the play, He Wei should have been born in the first half of the 1960s. He happened to encounter a special era when he was in school. In that era, he could not change his destiny by studying, so he repeatedly emphasized that he had been born in the wrong era. .
The camera is still working rustlingly.
After being excited in the camera, Li Tang's tone became weaker and his body trembled slightly, "But I'm also scared, I'm very scared, I have nightmares at night, I feel that my behavior is shameful. For a while, I even felt that if this is the case, It’s great that everything is discovered like this, at least you don’t have to worry anymore. Now..."
At this moment, he became relaxed all over and said: "All the pain is over. At least I don't have to be afraid anymore, don't have to be afraid of you, don't have to be afraid of your sister, don't have to be worried about what you care about, don't have to be worried about whether you doubt me."
After relaxing, he said calmly again: "Xiao Feng changed me, really. The life between us is very peaceful, she changed me. I remember that before getting married, she took me to extract my teeth..."
He fell into memories: "It was a very hot afternoon. I still remember the hospital. I remember the doctor. He pulled my teeth and smoked. I was lying there, I couldn't move, I opened my mouth. , I watched the ashes fall into my mouth. I opened my mouth wide and my eyes were circling. At that time, I was extremely frightened..."
He shivered his lips, his voice choked with a hint of sob: "I saw your sister, she was standing there. I saw her like I saw a life-saving straw. From then on, I depended on her whole body and soul, and I was changed by her... …”
His tone became excited again: "I began to feel kind and good! I began to feel neat teeth are good! I am not repenting or atonement, I just felt kind and good! I fell in love with what I hated before, you Do you understand?"
"Whenever I was in bed when it was late at night, I really wanted to talk to myself when I was a child. My life with your sister was very peaceful, we were very happy, I was changed, I became vulgar and became . And I fell in love with all this, I missed everything that was vulgarized, I depended on everything that was vulgarized..."
After being excited, he was deeply lost. His eyes looked diagonally downward, and his tone slowed down with a deep pain: "And now, all this has been ruined by you, you have ruined all this! You are satisfied Do you really feel everything you imagined, are you satisfied?”
In the camera, his eyes were sad and his lips were trembling slightly...
After a while, I heard Cheng Er shouting: "Stop, it's over!"
At this time, Li Tang, like a deflated ball, collapsed on the chair tightly, gasping for breath.
Just kidding, this seven-minute monologue was completed in one go, which consumed a lot of energy and physical strength. At this time, he didn't even have the strength to stand up.
When he took the water handed over by Zeng Jia, Gudu and poured half of the bottle, he looked around and unknowingly all the staff members of the scene gathered around him. Cheng Er came over and handed him a loudspeaker.
Li Tang only realized this time, but he did not reach out to pick it up, shook his head and said, "You'd better come on."
"Brother Li, come!"
Cheng Er stubbornly handed the speaker in front of him again.
"You are the director, come."
Li Tang still refused.
"Brother Li..."
Before Cheng Er finished speaking, he snatched the loudspeaker in his hand with one hand. Xiaopang jumped to a toolbox, glanced at everyone, picked up the loudspeaker and shouted loudly: "I announce it."