When Zhou Xiaoya woke up, the dinner party had already ended. She was lying on the back seat of the old Jetta. Lin Kun was driving with a cigarette in his mouth full of alcohol. Old pop songs were playing on the CD, and his head was spinning.
Vibrating to the rhythm.
His current image is definitely no different from the gangsters in the market, or even worse.
Zhou Xiaoya rubbed her head and sat up, her face full of confusion and her eyes confused as she said, "Brother Kun, where am I?"
Lin Kun held his cigarette crookedly in his mouth and blew out smoke rings and said: "In the car."
"Where to go?"
"Your home."
"oh……"
Zhou Xiaoya sat up straight, tried hard to determine the direction with her sleepy eyes, and then said: "I don't live in the original apartment anymore."
Lin Kun braked to a stop, looked at the haggard Zhou Xiaoya in the rearview mirror, and said, "Why?"
Zhou Xiaoya pursed her lips and revealed a forced smile, "The rent is too expensive. I live in Beicheng District now, and the houses there are cheap."
"Specific location."
"XX Road, Xiangyang Street, Beicheng..."
Lin Kun changed direction and drove towards the completely opposite direction of Beicheng District. Zhou Xiaoya sat in the back seat and muttered: "Brother Kun, thank you."
"We have known each other for so many years, do I want to thank you?"
"Brother Kun, I'm sorry..."
"It's all over. There's nothing I'm sorry about. I treat you like a sister now. If you're not living your life as you want, tell me, don't carry it alone. Your parents are getting older, so go home and see if you have nothing to do. When you go back, you should
Just do whatever you want. Whether you have money or not is not something you can show off to others. Your own happiness is the real truth."
"I..." The expression on Zhou Xiaoya's face was indescribable. She didn't understand these principles, but she couldn't do them. "By the way, Brother Kun, where are Mr. Du and Huang Quan? I wasn't with them just now.
Are you drinking? Ah, I remembered, you beat Huang Quan, two of Mr. Du’s secretaries, and..."
Zhou Xiaoya covered her face, as if she couldn't believe it, and didn't want to believe that it was the truth. What she cared about was the huge commission after the loan was negotiated, which was enough for her to spend for several months. She could use the money to dress herself up.
Take a trip back to your hometown in the countryside.
"Do you have to abuse yourself to this extent?" Lin Kun looked at Zhou Xiaoya through the rearview mirror, with a bitter smile on his lips. He really wanted to help Zhou Xiaoya, but the vanity in Zhou Xiaoya's bones kept letting him down.
He had a headache. Maybe he really hoped that Zhou Xiaoya could completely give up this vanity.
"Brother Kun, do you look down on me?" There were tears in Zhou Xiaoya's eyes. She felt wronged and unwilling. To this day, she still asks herself again and again why she listened to her cousin and why she wanted to be with her.
Lin Kun broke up. If it hadn't happened at the beginning, she would have already lived a life of luxury and fine food with the man in front of her. What's more important is that she loved him, really, deeply.
Not every woman can eventually marry the person she truly loves. Being able to be with the person she truly loves and have a happy and prosperous family is what many people dream of. Some women think they have never met one.
She regretted seeing such a person, but she had met him in her childhood. She only blamed herself for not cherishing it and ruining the hard-won love with her own hands.
"I hope you can live a good life, with dignity and backbone. A beautiful woman is the best gift from God, and it is also the most powerful weapon to punish men. But if there are no principles, is there any soul?
It’s true that this society is full of materialism, but even so, can we not leave some principles to ourselves?”
Lin Kun blew out a smoke ring and continued: "I have always hated you in the past, hated you for breaking up with me for money, and hated myself for being so sad for you. Looking back now, if it hadn't been for your determination, I probably wouldn't have
Today, when I was in the army, I told myself that if I don’t have the ability, I can’t get anything, I can’t protect anything, I can only watch my woman turn away from me.”
"In the past few years in the army, I have worked harder than others every time I trained. When others were still sleeping, I had already gotten up and ran 20 kilometers. When others turned off the lights and went to sleep at night, I was still practicing in the training ground.
, There is no absolute genius in this world, but I feel that I am the most diligent genius!"
"The first time I killed someone on the battlefield, I fought with fierceness in my heart. I had fought countless times before that. When I was in school and in the army, what I remember most clearly is
The day I first joined the army, I was bullied by several veterans. Later, after I practiced diligently for half a month, I was alone
I took half a mop and beat them all until they were lying in a pool of blood. That's when my commander took a fancy to me. Shooting to kill is different from fighting. Even a man who can fight will tremble the moment he touches a gun. I was
I just gritted my teeth and thought, if a man is not ruthless on the battlefield, what big things can he achieve?"
Lin Kun was caught up in his memories, and he couldn't close the conversation once he opened it, especially when he met an old acquaintance. He seemed to be prosperous in the Mobei Military Region for so many years, but in fact, he was the only one who was hurt in his heart.
Know.
"Are you trying to achieve something big just to win me back?" Zhou Xiaoya asked in a timid voice.
"Yes." Lin Kun said calmly.
"Then now..."
"Everything is impossible. Overflowing water cannot be recovered. Stepping into the same river a second time is a taboo of my principles."
"What about us?"
"It can be friends, or it can be brothers and sisters."
"Impossible." Zhou Xiaoya smiled bitterly, tears rolling out of her eyes, "Brother Kun, I still have you in my heart, and I will always have you!"
Lin Kun was silent and stopped talking. He didn't know what to say. He even knew in his heart that it was impossible. But it was obviously impossible, but he still wanted to do it. Deep in his heart, there seemed to be a person all the time.
The voice was screaming, making him unable to extricate himself.
Zhou Xiaoya wiped the tears dripping from the tip of her nose, smiled reluctantly, changed the topic and asked: "Tell me about your first murder, what kind of person was the other person, and how did you kill him?
"
Lin Kun smiled and said, "It's very bloody. Are you sure you want to hear it?"
"Um."
"He was a Persian man, about forty years old, who was a famous drug kingpin on the border. The mission instruction I received at that time was to snipe him. In order to snipe him, I hid in a tree for a week.
, then he finally appeared in my field of vision, and I aimed at his head with a sniper rifle, and the result..."
"Kill with one shot?"
"No." Lin Kun shook his head, his eyes filled with loneliness and sadness for some reason, and then said: "My gun was deflected and hit another man next to him on the head. The man died on the spot.
His eyes were looking at me before he died."
"What does that man do?"
"He is with the drug lord. He is an elite figure in the drug lord's criminal group, but he looks to be at most sixteen or seventeen years old. I only heard about it later that the man has a wife who is two years younger than him.
and a newborn son. After the man was killed by me,
The drug lord escaped, but the crazy guy took the wife of the man I killed and forced her to sleep with his men. When she refused, he whipped her with a whip, like a whip.
Beat her like a big animal until she submits."
"It's so heart-breaking!" Zhou Xiaoya couldn't help but cursed in an angry tone.
Lin Kun took a deep breath, and the past events deep in his memories were brought out, with growing guilt. "With the experience of killing someone for the first time, my hands stopped shaking completely, and my marksmanship became perfect."
, I took the order to assassinate the drug lord for the second time. I lurked near his hometown.
There is a bush on the mountain to the west of the nest, which is just suitable for me to hide behind and snipe. After observing for three days and three nights, I thoroughly understood the operation of the drug lord's lair, and quickly eliminated his men with a sniper rifle.
Halfway through, he then took advantage of the darkness and single-handedly rushed into the drug lord's lair with a short knife in his hand."
"Why are you doing this? Isn't it dangerous?"
"It was dangerous. I also knew that I might die like this, but no, I relied on the skills I had developed in the army to kill all the remaining members of the drug lord's lair, and finally killed the beast with my own hands!"
"What about the woman? Did you rescue her?"
"No." Lin Kun shook his head and smiled bitterly: "The day before I left, she couldn't stand the torture and committed suicide."
"Where's the child?"
"Died with her mother."
"..." Tears flowed uncontrollably from the corners of Zhou Xiaoya's eyes, and the tender side of the little woman was revealed.
The old Jetta stopped at the gate of an old community. Zhou Xiaoya now lives in this community. The shared house costs 450 a month. This is definitely cheap in the increasingly prosperous city of China and Hong Kong. Compared with the several thousand a month she paid before
The luxury apartments are much cheaper.
"Brother Kun, thank you." Zhou Xiaoya got out of the car.
"Let's go home, take a nap and sober up." Lin Kun said with a smile.
"Well." Zhou Xiaoya took two steps forward, suddenly stopped and turned around, "Brother Kun, do you want to come up and sit down?"
"No, I have something else to do."
"Oh." Zhou Xiaoya turned around with some disappointment. Lin Kun sat in the car and watched her move step by step into the community. Qianli's figure was about to enter the community. Lin Kun smiled and turned the steering wheel to turn around.
As he walked back, he suddenly saw three or five angry young people appearing out of nowhere and blocking Zhou Xiaoya's way.
Lin Kun stopped the car immediately.
"Little sister, you came home very early today. Oh, you still smell of alcohol. Did you go drinking with some gentleman again?"
"Look at your haggard look. You probably went to bed with someone after drinking. You bitch looks like a slut."
"You've all gone to bed with other people, so we don't need a few of our brothers. We can arrange a few of our brothers, and each of us can have a day, so that you have someone to fuck you five days a week. We can come together on Saturdays and Sundays to ensure that you are satisfied."
"
Zhou Xiaoya instinctively took two steps back to avoid these hooligans who had just started harassing her recently. She bumped into these hooligans when she was shopping in the supermarket at the entrance of the community. They were just hooligans at first.
He pretended to trick her, and when he found out she was living here alone, he started teasing her blatantly.
Two young men immediately blocked Zhou Xiaoya's path from behind. How could she, a weak woman, have entangled five hooligans?
"You...don't go too far." Zhou Xiaoya said timidly.
"Too much?" One of the gangsters who looked like the leader tilted his neck and said, "Why have we gone too far? Anyway, you are alone and need a man. Just let those rich old men sleep with you. We are young and powerful.
Can't you be strong? You are obviously discriminating against our brothers and looking down on us, right?"
"Ci'ao, you little slut, how dare you look down on our brothers!"
…
A few hooligans started to attack Zhou Xiaoya while swearing...