The Jetta stopped at the door of the hotel. Zhou Xiaoya bowed slightly and smiled. Her black hair was like a waterfall. The bright lights in the hotel shone on her through the glass windows, creating a unique beauty. She was like a landscape.
Standing in the night, the smile on her face is like the clear sunshine in March.
To be honest, without the comparison of Chu Jingyao, Zhou Xiaoya is definitely a top-notch woman in terms of temperament and appearance, but the world is so cruel, and yet another Chu Jingyao was born.
Zhou Xiaoya got into the car, said hello with a smile, then sat in the back seat and started chatting lightly with He Cuihua. Occasionally she would say a few words to Zhang Dazhuang, but she didn't talk much to Lin Kun.
At ten o'clock at night, the road was much clearer and no longer as noisy and crowded as during the day. Lin Kun sent Zhang Dazhuang and He Cuihua home, and then parked the car on the side of the road outside an alley in the old city.
After lighting a cigarette, Lin Kun leaned against the car window, looking forward, and asked Zhou Xiaoya, who was sitting in the passenger seat, "How have you been these past years?" His tone was calm, like an old friend he hadn't seen for many years.
"It's okay..." Zhou Xiaoya said with a smile, like an old friend, "Brother Kun, what about you?"
"The year I just graduated, I spent a year in the county town, and the next year I went to the army, and stayed there for eight years, and then..." Lin Kun took a deep breath of cigarette and blew out a smoke ring, "Just
This is it now.”
"Oh?" There was a trace of doubt between Zhou Xiaoya's brows, "You have been in the army for eight years, so how did you..."
Lin Kun understood what Zhou Xiaoya meant, and before she could finish speaking, he interrupted her and said with a smile: "Chengcheng's mother and I met when we were visiting relatives. We got together without knowing it, and Chengcheng was born." He
This was not a deliberate lie, but his relationship with Chengcheng and Chu Jingyao cannot be revealed easily.
"It's good. She is very beautiful, and the child is very well-behaved and cute." Zhou Xiaoya said with a smile, but her words could not hide the sour taste.
"Are you married?" Lin Kun asked with a smile. He was still looking forward, taking a puff of cigarette in his mouth, feeling a little unspeakable uneasiness in his heart. They said that old love is unforgettable, and first love is the most unforgettable old love.
"No." Zhou Xiaoya smiled bitterly, "I fell in love with a married man in the United States. He would not give up his family for me, so I came back. This land that gave birth to us is so kind."
"Any plans?"
"I haven't thought about it yet. I plan to do something on my own, but I don't know the market here. Let's wait until some time later."
"Well, it's good to have a plan. You have always been a smart and wise woman, so you will definitely be able to do it."
"Brother Kun, do you think so highly of me?"
"Haha..." Lin Kun smiled and turned to look at Zhou Xiaoya, "We have known each other for thirteen years. If you still don't understand someone in thirteen years, either I am stupid or you are too difficult to understand.
"
"You are not stupid." Zhou Xiaoya said with a smile, turning her head to look at Lin Kun. The dim street lights outside the window shone on her face through the car window, showing an obscure and beautiful outline, which was heart-warming.
"Brother Kun, do you still hate me?" Zhou Xiaoya asked suddenly, with a hint of unspeakable guilt and apology in her eyes.
"It's all over." Lin Kun said with a faint smile.
"Do you still hate me?" Zhou Xiaoya asked.
Lin Kun looked at Zhou Xiaoya quietly for a second or two, "No, I have never hated you." He took another deep breath of cigarette and blew out a large cloud of smoke out the window, "Go over there.
What I hate is myself, I hate myself for not being admitted to high school or college, and I hate myself for not being able to give you the life you want."
"Brother Kun..." Zhou Xiaoya's eyes felt sour.
Lin Kun smiled and continued: "Later I also figured it out. If you can't give you the life you want, just let it go. Everyone has the right to choose their own happiness. A woman's youth is so short. I shouldn't delay you like this.
I have been blessing you from the bottom of my heart for many years and hope you can find your own happiness."
These words were all Lin Kun's heartfelt words. Now that they were said in Zhou Xiaoya's ears, her eyes suddenly became even more sour. Even though she is a rational and realistic woman, she still has an emotional side after all.
"I'm sorry, Brother Kun, I failed you." The crystal tears rolled down. Zhou Xiaoya quickly reached out to wipe them away, and said with a slightly choked voice: "Actually...actually, sometimes when I think about it, I regret it. I regret that I shouldn't have been with you in the first place.
You broke up with me and you were so kind and caring to me, but I was stupid..."
Lin Kun smiled and shook his head, "Xiaoya, it's pointless to say this. If I give you another choice, I believe you will choose to break up with me. Don't deny it. We all need to be honest."
Zhou Xiaoya smiled bitterly, "Now it seems that my original choice was wrong. Just because of my willfulness in reality, I gave up who you are today and gave you to her, haha... I really deserve it." He stretched out his hand to Lin Kun.
: "Give me a cigarette."
"Can I smoke strong cigarettes?" Lin Kun asked with a smile.
"Give it to me." Zhou Xiaoya said angrily.
Lin Kun took out a cigarette and lit it for her. After taking a puff, Zhou Xiaoya coughed violently and tears flowed out. He didn't know whether he was choking on the cigarette or coming from the bottom of his heart.
"Xiaoya, forget all those things in the past. We are still friends. If you need help in the future, just tell Brother Kun. As long as I can do it, I will do my best." Lin Kun smiled.
He said, he didn't want to say this at first, but seeing Zhou Xiaoya's tearful look made him feel soft.
"forget?"
Tears suddenly burst into tears, and Zhou Xiaoya pursed her lips hard: "How could I forget so easily? Breaking up with you is not the thing I regret most in my life, but not giving you my first time is what I regret most.
!I regret that I didn’t give myself to you, but ended up giving myself to a bastard abroad. That bastard lied to me, and he didn’t treat me well at all, but I endured the first severe pain for him!”
The little alcohol she drank at the party was fermented by her bad mood. Zhou Xiaoya continued to purse her lips and said: "He lied to me and said he was a young man from a rich family. He lied to me and said he could marry me. He lied to me and said he didn't.
He lied to me about other women... They were all lies! He is not a son from a wealthy family at all, and there is no way he could marry me. He is already married and has two children!"
"Brother Kun, do you know how I felt after being cheated? What I thought of most at that time was you. Every day when I opened and closed my eyes, it was all about you. You were by my side, and you cared for me with all your heart. You never
Don’t lie to me, you said you wanted to marry me, you said you would work hard to give me the life I want in the future..."
Zhou Xiaoya took a long puff of cigarette, and this time she choked and coughed even more. She continued with a choked voice: "I really hate myself, why should I be so realistic, why should I give up on you? You could have done it
Give me the life I want, why can’t I trust you, why!”
Seeing Zhou Xiaoya looking so sad, Lin Kun felt uncomfortable in his heart. Even if it was not his unforgettable first love, but just an ordinary classmate, he would still feel uncomfortable, let alone this person is his first love.
He felt uncomfortable in his heart, but the expression on Lin Kun's face was still calm, "Xiaoya, you don't have to hate yourself, this is your character, no one can change what is in our bones, just take it as our fate."
"Brother Kun, but I am unwilling to give in. I feel sorry for you!" Zhou Xiaoya bit her lip and said, looking at Lin Kun firmly, "Brother Kun, I have to give it to you once, otherwise the regret in my heart will never disappear!
"
"..."
Before Lin Kun could say anything, Zhou Xiaoya had fallen into his arms. Her two lotus-like arms were tightly wrapped around his waist like snakes. She raised her head, and a pair of sexy
The red lips kissed him.
In other matters, Lin Kun definitely had lightning-like reaction speed, but when it came to this matter of men and women, he was obviously slow. He was caught off guard by Zhou Xiaoya's kiss. The moment Zhou Xiaoya's red lips touched his lips, his
My heartbeat tightened, and then my whole body felt like electric current, and my second brother in his crotch immediately reacted.
It's not that Lin Kun is too beastly, it's just that he hasn't been around women for a long time. The adrenaline in his body has been in a saturated state and is about to explode. The slightest temptation from a woman will make him unable to hold it in any longer.
Zhou Xiaoya's tongue pried open Lin Kun's teeth and probed into his mouth. Suddenly, a smooth and delicate feeling entered his mouth and wrapped around the tip of his tongue. At the same time, her hands began to caress his body, each time
Just one inch of skin will arouse infinite desire and burn...
Lin Kun felt like he was about to be burned. At the last moment, when Zhou Xiaoya reached out to his third-party member, he pushed Zhou Xiaoya away fiercely and said with hot breath: "No!"
Zhou Xiaoya was stunned when she was rejected by Lin Kun. She had never been rejected by a man before. The men in the past all took the initiative to climb on her, and some were even willing to kneel on the ground and lick her toes.
Zhou Xiaoya was unwilling to give in and wanted to pounce on Lin Kun again, but was pushed away by Lin Kun again. This time she completely stopped her thoughts, leaned against the car door, lowered her head and sobbed softly, like a
Like a little girl, she choked and said: "Brother Kun, do you dislike me for being dirty..."
Lin Kun really didn't think about it that much. He didn't know why. Anyway, he just told himself in his heart that he couldn't have a relationship with Zhou Xiaoya. "Stop thinking nonsense. I don't dislike you."
"Then why?" Zhou Xiaoya looked at Lin Kun with tears in her eyes.
"because……"
Lin Kun hesitated for a moment and immediately thought of a high-sounding reason, "Because I already have a wife."
Zhou Xiaoya fell silent and lowered her head. After a while, she whispered: "Send me to XX Hotel."
Lin Kun started the car and drove to XX Hotel. The car was very awkward along the way. The two of them did not speak anymore. The Jetta stopped at the door of the hotel. Zhou Xiaoya got out of the car listlessly and walked into the hotel. Lin Kun gave another
I lit a cigarette by myself, and after I finished smoking, I turned around and drove away...