Lumian was startled for a moment, looked at the seemingly empty seat opposite, and politely replied: "Hello."
At the same time, he remembered a strange word that his sister Aurore once said and explained: "expert consultation"!
Although there are not all invisible "psychiatrists" sitting around me, there are two of them, and they are also invisible... Lumian muttered in his heart.
The lady opposite him didn't speak anymore, and Susie's tone became more relaxed and brisk: "You seem to be very impressed by the newspaper incident, which means it produced a good effect?"
"Yes."
Lumian answered calmly.
He has been able to face his trauma instead of keeping it bottled up, otherwise he would have avoided contact with Franka "Red Boots" because she would always mention Aurora.
Of course, the resulting mood swings are inevitable.
Susie changed the topic back to its original track: "If you want to further confirm the abnormal coincidences during this period and find the corresponding sources, I can help you. I won't directly look through your memory, but I can
Awaken them all and let them appear in front of you in chronological order. Of course, this does not involve those hidden by the subconscious. Those are too dangerous, are you willing to try?"
Lumian said without the slightest hesitation: "Okay."
After noticing the coincidence between himself and his surroundings, he would think back to his experiences during this period from time to time and refine the corresponding details. Now he just changed to a better way.
"Lean your body completely against the back of the sofa, relax, and close your eyes." Susie's soft voice reached Lumian's moonlight unhurriedly.
As soon as he changed his sitting posture and before he had time to adjust his mental state and close his eyes, a "volcanic eruption" suddenly appeared in his mind.
This "caught" him off guard, preventing his subconscious from making an effective stop.
What spewed out like magma and smoke were light spots, and each light spot contained a scene.
This large number of light points were arranged linearly in chronological order, making Lumian seem to see a drama in which he was the protagonist.
It is shown in a fleeting manner, but it maintains the clarity and integrity of every detail.
Lumian suddenly felt as if his brain was working rapidly, the temperature was rising rapidly, and white smoke was about to emit.
He saw every scene, remembered every detail, connected them together, and looked for abnormalities.
Suddenly, he frowned tightly and whispered with a slightly painful expression: "I discovered, I discovered that the memory before I returned to the Golden Rooster Hotel after praying for the last time was gone!"
Lumian's eyes widened suddenly, and the muscles on his face were obviously distorted.
The memory that should have existed is completely blank!
At this time, a soft female voice came into his mind: "Did it no longer exist, disappeared, or did you forget and ignore it?"
This came from the lady opposite him, but she no longer had the same smile as before, and was slightly brisk.
It was like a bolt of lightning that lit up in Lumian's mind, illuminating all the dark corners outside his subconscious.
Lumian's expression became more and more painful. He couldn't help but lower his head and said with great difficulty: "I, I saw it, I saw it, I was talking to, I was talking to the angel sealed in my body! She called,
Her name is Thermipolos!"
Lumian finally remembered what he had forgotten. The pollution sealed on his left chest was actually an angel who believed in fate, named Thermipolos!
He originally wanted to ask Ms. "Magician" for advice on whether there was any way to use that angel and how to avoid the negative influence she might exert, but then he completely forgot about it.
"Is this the pollution sealed in your body?"
Susie didn't seem too surprised, her voice was still calm.
Lumian exhaled subconsciously and raised his hand to touch his forehead, which was already covered with dense cold sweat.
He answered truthfully: "Yes, he also wanted to seduce me to help her escape from the seal, but I refused, and then I forgot about it. This is really, really weird. Thermipolos was obviously sealed in
There is no way to escape from my body, but I am still affected by her without knowing it!"
"This is normal. You can't underestimate any angel, even if she is sealed." Susie used explanation to eliminate Lumian's sudden fear. The unknown is the most frightening thing.
She further said: "In ancient times, angels were also called "gods", which means that they already possess some of the essence of gods. Even if they are sealed, they can still exert a certain influence on the outside world through some methods. You
Have you ever felt that with the seal of that great being, the pollution on your chest is closer to a gift? As long as you follow the correct process and do it at the right stage, except that it will be more painful when you bear the power, there is a certain risk of losing control.
No other questions?" Lumian was silent. During this time, he had more or less similar thoughts.
"You have to remember that in similar things, the curse will not be weaker than the gift, or even stronger."
Susie warned: "I don't know how Thermipolous influenced you, but based on her belief in fate, I suspect that she mainly caused certain changes in your destiny. You don't have to go too far.
Worry, after all, he is sealed and the influence he can exert is very limited. As long as you constantly check your own status and repeatedly ask whether you should do something, you can avoid this problem to a large extent."
"Okay." Lumian took out a pen and paper and wrote a memo. The content of the memo was to ask Ms. 'Magician' about Thermipolos.
He was worried that after he finished the treatment, he would be influenced by the angel in the field of destiny and forget the corresponding things.
Putting away the paper and pen, Lumian slowly exhaled: "After remembering what happened to Termipolos, I felt a lot more relaxed and at ease. It seems that I am still aware of my spirituality."
"I can feel that your mental state is better than before." Susie confirmed Lumian's words.
Lumian took the opportunity to ask for advice: "Two ladies, do you think Susanna Matisse has been completely eliminated by the official Beyonder? Do I still need to look for clues from the Old Pigeon Cage Theater to prevent her from attacking again?"
Calculating the time, Mr. Ev, the landlord of the Golden Rooster Hotel, should start to have bad luck now.
Susie smiled softly and said: "The audience channel is not good at divination."
The "invisible" lady sitting opposite Lumian said with a slight smile: "Ms. Magician is an expert in divination. Didn't she tell you the answer? Or, didn't you understand her hidden meaning?"
mean?"
Didn’t say it... Lumian recalled Ms. "Magician"'s reply to the Susena Matisse matter.
Suddenly, he was stunned: Ms. "Magician" was telling him how to solve Susanna Matisse's problem throughout the article, and suggested that he seek help from Mr. K. From another perspective, this is that she was completely
She had not considered the possibility that Susanna Matisse had been completely eliminated! In her opinion, this problem was bound to erupt again! “Is this expressed too vaguely? Or, she thought this was an obvious thing,
Too lazy to emphasize it again? Lumian muttered a few words, nodded and said: "I know the answer."
While answering, Lumian made certain associations based on the name and attitude of the "psychiatrist" opposite to Ms. "Magician". Are they also members of the secret organization codenamed Tarot cards? Each of them
Which card is ?
After a slight adjustment, Lumian asked about his mental state: "When I think about meeting Louis Lund, I am very anxious, excited and excited, and I can't control my own performance. Is this a serious psychological condition?
question?"
Susie replied with a soft voice: "This is actually normal. Everyone will behave similarly when it comes to the things they are most concerned about. You are just a little bit too extreme. If you didn't have such a reaction, I would doubt you."
A more serious psychological problem has arisen, and all emotions have been blocked. What you need to do now is not fear and fear, but control them."
This is normal... After being comforted by Ms. Susie for a few words, Lumian was no longer as anxious about the corresponding issues as before, and his mental state became more stable.
He asked thoughtfully: "Control?" How to control?
Susie replied: "The simplest way is to always remember not to be overly emotional. Once you have a similar reaction, immediately use deep breathing and other methods to calm down your mood and ease your state."
This sounds simple, but is actually very difficult. It is difficult for human beings to remain rational when their emotions break out. It is rare that you have to control yourself. By the time you regain your sobriety, the mistake has often been made. And I can
Help you set a trigger point. Once your emotional reaction exceeds a certain limit, it will remind you of what I am saying now, help you initially regain your sense, and try to control yourself.
This is a short-term solution. In the long run, you still have to rely on yourself. Of course, the problem will become simpler once you get used to looking at yourself when you are emotional.
"Would you like to give it a try?"
"Okay." Lumian did not reject outside help.
Susie's voice became ethereal and unreal at some point. She seemed to have said a lot, but Lumian didn't remember a word. He could only recall the final conclusion: "The trigger point has been set. If there are no accidents, it can be maintained."
Two weeks is just in time for the next treatment. At that time, we will decide whether to make up for it depending on the situation."
Lumian said "hmm" and examined his heart and mental state.
After more than ten seconds, he asked with a little fear and expectation: "Can we try to awaken more subconscious memories?"