It was really difficult for Yun Ling to make this decision.
The family she grew up in was not good, her parents didn't love her, and after the divorce, they treated her as a drag.
She humbly moved back and forth between her parents' homes, and she was always studying hard.
Both her parents think she is a drag. They already have their own families, and they don't want Yun Ling, who is a drag.
She grew up hard and worked hard to survive until she could survive without her parents' help, and then she left in embarrassment.
At that time, she was not even an adult yet.
But who cares?
Also because of the influence of her original family, Yun Ling has had no obsession with family since she was a child.
She also never thought about getting married and having children.
She is afraid that her children will have the same childhood as her.
She felt that she could not raise a child by herself.
But she really loves Downes so much.
She thought about whether to marry Tang Si, but Tang Si never thought about getting married.
Therefore, she could only stick to her previous thoughts.
Otherwise, just stay in love with Downs for the rest of your life.
But the child came suddenly.
This unexpected and exciting little surprise suddenly came into her life.
When she was discussing with Tangs, Tangs said that he wanted to give birth to a child and marry her. She didn't hesitate at all and agreed directly to Tangs.
She originally didn't want to get married or have children, she just wanted to spend her life peacefully.
However, if that person is Towns, then everything is fine.
She wants to be with Downs, want to marry Downs, and have children of their own.
However, she didn't expect that when she was closest to happiness, Downs would find his true love.
How ridiculous this is.
Downs, he found his true love.
After being with her for seven years, he found his true love.
Today, he came to see her again, as if he regretted it.
But Yun Ling couldn't make that decision.
She no longer wants to be with Towns.
Downs betrayed her once, which frightened her.
She is not a particularly courageous person, especially when it comes to family...
No one knows how much courage it took for her to want to marry someone and have children.
If that person abandons her once, she will be afraid for the rest of her life.
What if this happens again in the future?
However, thinking about this child, she knew of its existence, almost a month had passed, and she really loved this child.
This child belongs to her and Downs.
Because I love you very much, I am afraid of whether it will hurt.
However, what should we do if its childhood after reincarnation is the same as hers?
Yun Ling sat up from the operating table, her face pale, "Doctor, I won't do the surgery anymore."
"I want... to keep it."
Making this decision was really difficult for her.
But she has a job, savings, a house and a car...
When she knew this child existed, she was already ready to become a mother.
Even though... this child has no father, she can give this child everything he should have.
She can take good care of this child. It has no father, but it has a mother. Its mother suffered a lot from poor family relationships when she was a child, and she will never let her suffer the same pain.
She decided... to raise this child well.
She believed that she was ready and believed that she could protect it well as it grew up.
Yun Ling ran out of the operating room.
Xie Qingran was the only one left outside.
Seeing her running out with a pale face, Xie Qingran rushed to greet her.
"Auntie..." Xie Qingran supported her worriedly, "Are you okay?"
Yun Ling's fingertips were pale and she held Xie Qingran's hand, "Thank you Ranran, I'm fine."
"I..." She paused, as if this decision was particularly difficult for her, so she had to be mentally prepared before speaking out.
"I...I want to raise this child."
"I don't want to... lose her." Her eyes were red and she shed tears. "I can be a single mother. She has no father and she can still be well taken care of by me."
She seemed to be talking to herself, and Xie Qingran helped her sit down on the bench next to her.
After a while, Yun Ling finally calmed down.
"Sorry Ranran, I was too excited just now."
Yun Ling is really a very gentle person, and Xie Qingran suddenly felt sad in her heart.
"It's okay, aunt, now you..."
"I don't know, I might stay in the capital for a while, or I might go somewhere else."
"Of course, thank you for comforting me here."
Xie Qingran shook his head and explained to Xie Jing and the others, "Because Mr. Tang suddenly fainted, my uncle and the others sent him to the ward."
"Tang Si fainted?" Yun Ling's voice was a little excited, but she reacted instantly, her fingers tightened, the back of her hand was blue and white, and she looked extremely thin.
"Yes." Xie Qingran could tell that Yun Ling still loved Tang Si.
After all, after seven years of relationship, it is impossible to say that you don't love me anymore.
What's more, they just had a child of their own and were planning to get married not long ago.
"His affairs have nothing to do with me anymore." Yun Ling smiled faintly, "I'm done with him."
Xie Qingran didn't say anything. This was their own business.
At this time, Lu Hang came over.
Lu Hang was the one who broke up with Tang Si. When he heard that Yun Ling was going to have an abortion, he rushed over immediately.
Seeing Yun Ling's pale face, he also turned a little pale.
"Lingling."
When Yun Ling saw him, she curved her lips and stood up, "Brother."
She has been calling him brother for almost ten years.
Lu Hang walked over quickly and saw Xie Qingran next to him, "This is..."
"She's Xie Jing's little niece, her name is Ranran."
Xie Qingran greeted politely, "Hello."
Lu Hang nodded and asked Yun Ling anxiously, "Child..."
"...I didn't fight." Yun Ling was silent for a moment and then said, "I...I couldn't bear it."
I can't bear to leave this child.
Lu Hang sighed softly and hugged Yun Ling, "What are you afraid of? My brother is here and I will raise your child."
Yun Ling chuckled lightly, "Thank you, brother."
Lu Hang shook his head, his eyes a little moist, "If it weren't for me, you wouldn't..."
He didn't continue talking.
Yun Ling objected to his statement, "It's not because of brother."
At this time, Xie Jing and others also came over.
Knowing that the child had not been aborted, they did not show any particular surprise.
"Yun Ling, then you..."
"I can raise it myself."
"I can be a good single mother."
They have known Yun Ling for many years, and they still stand by Yun Ling regarding the current situation.
Originally, it was Towns who took this matter too far.
Xie Jing and others discussed matters, while Xie Qingran and Yun Ling were walking outside.
Yun Ling may have suddenly felt the desire to talk, and while walking with Xie Qingran, she suddenly spoke softly.
"I actually never thought that Downs and I would reach this point." She smiled bitterly, seeming to express her feelings about the past many years.
Xie Qingran looked at her with clear eyes, gently held her hand, and comforted her.
Yun Ling smiled softly.
"Do you want to hear my story with him?"
Xie Qingran looked at her and said, "If aunt is willing to say something, then I want to hear it."
Yun Ling touched her head gently, her eyes gentle.
"I met Brother Lu Hang when I was twenty-three years old."
At that time, Yun Ling had already entered the society. After finishing college with subsidies and part-time jobs, she went to find a job.
Because she had a bad life since childhood, she has always had a strong personality.
Yun Ling's work ability is very good. She graduated at the age of 22 and was promoted many times within one year.
The company she works for is owned by China Airlines.
Lu Hang had a very difficult project, but Yun Ling found a way to implement it. Later they got to know her many times, and Lu Hang valued her very much.
A subsequent change was that Lu Hang's father and Yun Ling accidentally met outside. Mr. Lu suddenly had an accident outside and was rescued by Yun Ling.
Yun Ling became Mr. Lu's savior.
After going back and forth, they became familiar with each other.
Lu Hang thought Yun Ling was very good and accidentally learned about her tragic past. After discussing it with his family, Mr. Lu recognized Yun Ling as his daughter.
From then on, Yun Ling always called Lu Hang her brother.
But she also has two parents.
Those parents who treated her very badly would still meet her occasionally, but of course they asked for money.
The Lu family originally wanted to give them a sum of money to settle the matter, but Yun Ling refused.
She would rather give the money herself than let her parents know about her relationship with the Lu family.
She didn't want to bring trouble to the Lu family.
Once, Lu Hang took her to a friend's party, where she met people like Xie Jing and Tang Si.
Downs fell in love with Yun Ling at first sight and began to pursue her immediately.
Yun Ling didn't accept it at first, so it went back and forth for more than a year.
Tang Si is very patient and perseverant, and has been pursuing Yun Ling.
He was suave, gentle and romantic, and even occasionally gave Yun Ling some inexpensive but thoughtful little surprises. Yun Ling was gradually moved by him, and later told him about her previous family, and Tang Si did not feel inappropriate.
The household was wrong, but I felt very sorry for Yun Ling.
Yun Ling slowly developed feelings for him because of his sincerity and sincerity.
In fact, it's not that she hasn't been moved, but the gap between the two is too big. Although Tangs doesn't care, she does.
She was also afraid that a young man like Tang Si would not always like her. She only wanted a relationship that would last forever. If not, she would rather not have it from the beginning.
The shadow cast by her parents on her was too great.
But people like Downs made her heart flutter.
Later, she agreed to Tangs' pursuit.
In this way, they were together for seven years.
During this period of time, there were many people urging marriage, including the Tang family and the Lu family, but neither of them thought about getting married.
During this time, Lu Hang got married and gave birth to a child. The child was five years old. It was only after she had a child that she finally wanted to get married.
Unexpectedly, it suddenly became like this.
Downs has actually been very good to her in the past few years. Otherwise, they wouldn't like this unborn child so much. Two people who just want to be in love for a lifetime came up with the idea of getting married and took action.
"Of course, you know, actually, I just didn't have the idea of getting married before, but a few years ago, I thought that if that person was Downs, then everything would not matter."
"But, he just wants to have a lifelong relationship with me."
Xie Qingran's lips moved, remembering that Tang Si seemed to have said the same thing.
Did they misunderstand each other?
In fact, both people can be full of hope for marriage because of each other's existence.
Xie Qingran said nothing, listening to Yun Ling continue to tell her story with Tang Si.
"When we had a child, it seemed natural that we started discussing marriage, but he suddenly found true love."
Yun Ling laughed, her voice was sad and sad, "He has found his true love, so he is giving up on me."
"My biological parents ran up to me and scolded me for being useless and not even being able to look down on my own man."
"But Downs, it seems like he didn't belong to me in the first place."
"Tang Si's parents are very good to me, and the Lu family's parents are also very good to me. However, there are also many people who say bad things about me."
"They said that Towns was just playing with me. I took it seriously, got pregnant with a child, and even got married. I used this child to threaten him."
"I was... really scared."
"I'm afraid that my child will be born illegitimate and that he will be humiliated by everyone."
"Downs doesn't want me anymore, that's my fault."
"I am not worthy of Downs."
Xie Qingran held her finger and said, "No."
Her voice was serious and she looked at Yun Ling's clear eyes, "You are not worthy of him."
Yun Ling smiled softly, "But, in the eyes of many people, that's how it is."
"I want to abort this child, just because I don't want it to come into this world and suffer with me, but I..."
"I'm too selfish, I can't bear it."
"I want to raise it."
"It will definitely like you very much." Xie Qingran looked down at her belly. There was no slight bulge there, but there was already a little life inside.
It is growing up seriously, waiting for the day it comes into this world.
It will love its mother very much because its mother loves it very much.
Yun Ling lowered her head and put her hand on her stomach. Her movements were very gentle and she seemed a little nervous.
"I never thought that one day I would have my own child."
Xie Qingran said softly, "It will grow up well and love you very much."
"It will come into this world healthy and safe."
Yun Ling smiled softly, "Thank you for your blessing, Ranran."
She touched her belly gently, as if she could feel the little life inside, "I just hope it can be like you said."
"I hope it... doesn't blame me."
"No." Xie Qingran looked at her seriously.
Yun Ling just smiled, "I selfishly wanted it to come into this world. In a single-parent family, it would have lost something."