Xie Qingran shook her head vigorously, "How could it be possible? Auntie, you must not think so."
"But, I want to keep it, and now, I'm thinking..."
Yun Ling's eyes were a little red.
"Why did this happen at this time?"
"It would have been better if it had been before I got pregnant."
Before she got pregnant, she and Downs had no idea of getting married. If Downs had told her that at that time, she would not have to make such a difficult choice even if it would be painful.
Due to her biological parents, she has always resisted family and marriage, let alone having a child of her own.
It was because she loved Tang Si so much and felt that her and Tang Si's family would be happy and their child would also be happy, so she wanted to give birth to this child from the very beginning.
But it happened that it was at this time that Downs told her that he had found true love.
So, she and Downs broke up, and the existence of this child was particularly embarrassing.
She wanted to raise it by herself, but she had a sad family twice in succession and a failed love affair, and she was not sure whether she could raise this child well.
She was so determined to give birth to this child.
However, she didn't know if her future life would be a mess because of the existence of this child.
She grew up in an unhappy family and does not trust her family very much.
Although she was later regarded as a daughter by the Lu family, the family atmosphere of the Lu family was very good, but the past and everything about the family were firmly pressed in her heart, plus this incident with Tang Si...
She checked a lot on the Internet. During pregnancy, her body will experience a series of conditions. She may not be able to travel, may vomit frequently, may have sleep disorders...
After giving birth to a child, if there is no one to help, it will definitely be a disaster.
Although she could ask for help, children are not toys and can't be left alone. She saw that many people suffered from depression after giving birth to children, and some people became angry because their lives were not good.
On children...
She didn't know what she would be like in the future.
Once, she felt that with Downs, all difficulties could be overcome.
This child is the crystallization of their love.
Because Downs gave her complete love, she had more confidence to face the world.
But now, her marriage and love have become like this, and she is very afraid that her life will be bad in the future, and then she will blame her children.
She didn't know if she would be like this.
After all, her biological parents treated her very badly.
Yun Ling had a lot on her mind.
Xie Qingran supported her, sat on the sofa, and listened to Yun Ling's words.
"Of course, I don't know whether giving birth to this child is right or wrong."
"I want to find someone to give me advice, but I'm afraid..."
"What happens next sounds really disturbing."
"Without this child, even if Downs wants to separate, I can make myself forget about him as quickly as possible."
"But after having children, everything is different."
Xie Qingran didn't know how to comfort Yun Ling about this. She had never experienced anything like this, let alone that she had always been lacking in this aspect.
She could only listen in silence to what Yun Ling told her.