Obsidian belongs to the extreme personality category.
After he got such a result, his originally passionate longing suddenly became fragmented. He seemed to have lost his goal, and was left with a confused life.
Maybe he is more like a woman in his heart, and this is revenge.
He wants to use himself as a bargaining chip for revenge, letting himself live as the other party hates him most, as a moth, letting the other party live in regret.
Hearing this, Chen Mo couldn't help but roll his eyes.
Before he could travel through time, he had encountered something similar in school.
A female classmate wrote a love letter to him when she was a freshman in high school. After being rejected by his straight-faced man, the female classmate actually chose to sit at his desk, just to show off her affection in front of him every day.
From that day on, he knew that women's psychology was completely different from that of men.
At least men will not use themselves as a bargaining chip for revenge and use self-mutilation to carry out so-called revenge.
This obsidian is also different.
A deformed world under great pressure will always give birth to many morbid psychology.
After listening to Obsidian's story, Chen Mo felt like his head was about to explode. He could only say that he objectively respects the abusive relationship between these two people.
Not to mention Obsidian's morbid psychology.
Instructor Qinghong chose to refuse at first, but now he asked himself to pass on the message. Although he knew that this must involve some abnormal background, which would lead to morbid psychological changes, he still couldn't help but want to learn more about it through these things.
Let’s look at the psychological changes of ordinary victims of natural disasters in a disaster world.
"Instructor Qinghong asked me to tell you that she will leave the Disaster Academy after teaching this group of students."
"real!?"
Obsidian stood up, looking a little excited.
He kept adjusting his breathing, pacing around the room as if he was at a loss. It could be said that he was both excited and scared, and full of worries about the future.
All kinds of complex emotions appeared on his face one by one.
Now that something has happened, Chen Mo is about to say goodbye and leave.
"Wait a moment."
Chen Mo looked surprised and looked at Obsidian with confusion.
This seemingly powerful guy is actually so fragile in his heart. He retaliated against his former admirer in a self-destructive way. He has learned a lot today.
"Thank you for listening to what I said so much, and thank you for conveying Qinghong's meaning. Please add me as a friend in your address book."
"Uh, okay."
Tip: You have added Obsidian as a friend in your address book.
Farewell to Obsidian Queen.
Chen Mo walked towards the Disaster Academy.
Standing in front of the college gate, he looked at the time and then contacted Instructor Qinghong in his address book and received a quick response.
Half a minute later.
Instructor Qinghong is still wearing the same gentle dress as last time.
"tutor!"
Covering up the complicated emotions caused by Obsidian, Chen Mo waved and greeted his instructor with a smile.
"Traveler, you are here."
It can be seen that instructor Qinghong is full of expectations.
"Um."
Chen Mo responded: "I have just completed what you told me to do before. This is his address. He said he would wait for you there."
When Teacher Qinghong heard this, his expression was also extremely complicated.
Heartache, regret, and sadness all kinds of emotions passed by in a flash, and then he silently accepted the address handed over by Chen Mo.
"Is he okay?"
"Well, how should I put it, it shouldn't be considered bad."
Chen Mo said after careful consideration of his words.
Sensing tutor Qinghong's gaze, Chen Mo bit the bullet and told Qinghong about Obsidian's living situation and attitude, and also revealed a little bit about the past that the other party had "voluntarily" disclosed.
Hearing this, Qing Hong shook her head and smiled. Then she looked up at the sky, tears actually falling from her eyes.
"You must be wondering why this kind of thing happened to me."
Chen Mo nodded.
Instructor Qinghong wiped his tears slightly and shook his head with regret.
"I think when you were in the academy, you must have heard me say many times about not being a natural disaster borer, right?"
"Yes."
Chen Mo observed Tutor Qinghong's mood and said tentatively: "You were so angry about this at that time that you kicked Du Qingqing out."
Speaking of this, she nodded and thought of that girl.
"This matter starts with my birth. My mother is one of the countless birthers outside the gathering place. As for my father...who knows, he is probably a strong man passing by."
She laughed at herself.
"I have lived in chaos and hunger since I was born. Those older brothers and sisters would always take away my food. As a result, one of my brothers and one of my sisters starved to death until I grew up.
, after those brothers and sisters left, I became what they once were, watching my brothers and sisters spend their time in hunger."
Chen Mo opened his mouth.
He didn't know what to say at this time, and he couldn't even imagine what kind of living environment it was like.
Because neither he nor Shitou have ever experienced it.
"Then...where is your mother, isn't there a subsidy for the gathering place?"
Speaking of her mother, Instructor Qinghong couldn't help but clenched her fist tightly, and then gradually loosened it. The contradictory and twisted expression made Chen Mo secretly frightened.
She is indeed a natural disaster victim suffering from severe mental illness.
"There is indeed a subsidy at the gathering place, but she, who wants to become a higher-level natural disaster mother, uses most of the subsidy to plead with the powerful people passing by, begging them to leave her better children."
When Chen Mo heard this, he couldn't help but rub his forehead.
It’s no wonder that a guy who grew up in this kind of environment can be mentally healthy.
It is a blessing among misfortunes that Teacher Qinghong has become like this. No wonder she hates the natural disaster borers so much and becomes angry with Obsidian's love.
The environment in which she grew up did not provide her with correct love values.
Her mother used her subsidy to beg powerful male natural disaster victims to leave high-quality genes. Qinghong, who grew up in such an environment, naturally thought of various childhood scenes when facing Obsidian's love, which distorted her.
The mind bursts out with extreme defensive instincts.
She can't help but put herself on the victim's side.
And female natural disaster victims like her account for a huge proportion in the disaster world.
It can be said that they have gone to two different extremes from those who gave birth.
Generally speaking.
The offspring of female natural disaster victims like Teacher Qinghong are almost all forced to complete, and the number of offspring will never be too many.
Stones, monkeys, and nectar are also among them.
"Then why...why do you want me to find him?"
"Because my mother starved to death due to the burning curse in the gathering place and died outside the gathering place. She once asked me for help, but I ignored it and was helpless. At that moment, I finally walked out
cast her shadow."
Instructor Qinghong leaned against the wall and sat down slowly.
"Since I became a tutor in the academy, I have spent almost all my time healing my spiritual wounds. When I look at everything around me, I often feel in a trance. I always feel that it is full of unreality. For this reason, I constantly
Borrowing books from the library and looking for reading materials that can heal the soul is just a desire to become a normal person, a normal person who is away from all kinds of negative emotions and nightmares."
Maybe others can't understand Instructor Qinghong, but Chen Mo can understand Instructor Qinghong.
Because he once had a similar experience.
That was when he was in junior high school. After his parents divorced, he lived with his father. Then his father married his stepmother and gave birth to a younger brother. He was placed with his grandmother by his father, and the two depended on each other.
At that time, he had hated and complained.
It was Wang Cong who told him to learn to be patient. All developments in the world have their own laws. Everything has its own good and bad sides, yin and yang.
Since then.
He and Wang Cong became best friends, watching TV together, reading comics, playing together, and studying together.
"Stop, think a little more, consider a little more, and the world will be different."
This is what Winnie said in the cartoon "Winnie the Pooh".
"Only fools hang out with idiots."
This is what Rukawa Kaede said in the cartoon "Slam Dunk".
The two were like inseparable friends, spending their entire junior high school career together and most of their high school career. They met their mutual friend Wu Huiteng and shared their secrets with him.
In such a colorful life, his originally irritable and restless heart finally calmed down.
He learned to be patient and eager to grow.
Because he longs for the day when he can look at the world correctly from an adult's perspective instead of living in the haze of negative emotions forever.
To achieve this goal, he would often recite famous quotes full of positive energy to calm his inner darkness, just like what Teacher Qinghong said, to use external force to soothe his inner heart.
"Teacher, I understand, thank you for talking to me so much."
Chen Mo felt the same way.
Although he was far less extreme than Tutor Qinghong, he was still able to somewhat understand her heart and sympathize deeply with her.
Get out of the haze and learn to accept it.
Just a simple sentence.
For many normal people, this is just an ordinary thing, but for Instructor Qinghong, it took three years of hard work.
During this period, she needs to defeat herself.
"Thank you, too, for listening to what I have to say."
She looked at Chen Mo and seemed to see the child who was willing to use her hard work for more than half a month to repay her when she went to the library to borrow psychological treatment books more than half a year ago.
Over the past six months, she has grown a lot.
Every time I come into contact with him, it is probably a process of healing myself.
Then she showed a relieved smile and gently stroked Chen Mo's cheek with her right hand, imagining that in her childhood, she could be like him, growing up in "beauty" and forgetting those dark things.
"From today on, I am no longer Qinghong's mentor, I am just Qinghong. I have been waiting for this day for 35 years. Today is the first day of my new life, when I truly live for myself."
Say it.
She patted Chen Mo on the shoulder, with a relaxed and relaxed expression on her face, and then strode out of the Disaster Academy and walked towards the starving ghost's lair.
Calculate the time.
She should have sent another group of students to the Starving Demon Trial a few days ago and resigned from the position of instructor in the academy.
"I wish you happiness."
Chen Mo watched tutor Qinghong leave and walked in another direction.