Lin Shiyi remembered that he had a serious illness when he was a child.
The so-called serious illness is not a disease in certain parts of the body. Based on their technological level at the time, there was no such thing as a terminal illness.
Strictly speaking, his serious illness was caused by the will of the world unconsciously invading his body, acting on genes, cells, and soul, all-round invasion.
Lin Shiyi was just born at that time and was still a child. If it were not for the coincidence that the God of War discovered his condition in time, Lin Shiyi's best ending would be that he would be forcibly transformed into a creature of order at a certain point in time and become that
A monster that has no emotions, no desires, obeys absolute laws, and ignores all blood ties.
His father suppressed his illness with the authority of being close to the Supreme Being. His mother stayed by his side at all times. It was actually a very painful time. A child who had no formal contact authority suffered from tremendous pain all over his body. There was also a
A kind of crazy itching.
So he often stayed awake all night, crying and fussing, just risking his life.
So the father or mother also stayed up all night and all night long.
In my impression, my father was always silent at that time, hugging him hard without saying a word, except occasionally looking up at the sky with a slightly gloomy and sharp look.
When he cries, his mother will gently rub the painful or itchy parts of his body, humming soothing children's songs from the City of Miracles, and sometimes rubs him. The mother who loves to laugh, play and jump
I cried myself.
During that time, my mother had a very bad temper and was often angry with her father, but she never lost her temper with Lin Shiyi. She kept looking for ways to alleviate Lin Shiyi's physical condition, and she would not give up even if it only worked a little.
At that time, the God of War was not the God of War, but the prince of the time and space corridor. There was not much responsibility and pressure that he had to bear. Lin Shiyi remembered that his parents would take him with him in order to find a special place that would have little impact on him.
, went on a very long journey.
They boarded the spaceship and walked through one star field after another, stopping briefly on different planets and then leaving in a hurry. They also visited real environments similar to the City of Miracles, countless areas, and different scenery.
Father.
Mother.
Lin Shiyi.
a family of three.
They took a walk in the Dragon Clan's magnificent Sunset Park, ate barbecue at the Demon Clan's grand ceremony, and admired the meteorites burning across the space in the long river of stars.
His mother always doted on him, almost unprincipled, while his father was always anxious in his silence.
They wanted to find a place that would have the least impact on his body.
After walking through star fields one by one, they finally found a desolate and ruined planet near the Eternal Forge.
Then comes a long yet short stay.
His father began to formally let him get in touch with authority and martial arts.
A stern and silent father.
A gentle and lively mother.
He is still in pain but gradually getting better.
It seems that there are only three of them in the whole world.
Sixty years later, Lin Shiyi, who had officially reached the fifth level of authority, was completely free from the pain of the past.
The pain he suffered greatly stimulated his potential when he was promoted, allowing him to reach nearly the sixth level of authority in the first moment of his promotion.
Then comes the return.
Return to the time and space corridor from the planet where there is only a family of three in the world.
After that, the God of War Realm and the Human Palace began to appear in the starry sky.
Time is moving with irresistible power.
The God of War began to become busier and busier, and the pressure became more and more intense.
Lin Shiyi spent less and less time seeing the God of War.
He seemed to be a living legend.
His achievements and sword light were spread everywhere in the starry sky. He stood at the top, became the supreme, controlled the power, and was invincible.
Lin Shiyi was excited.
But when he saw his father, who he saw occasionally but became more and more silent, the excitement he once had in his heart gradually disappeared.
Time and space corridor time 60,000 years ago.
Lin Shiyi has officially reached the seventh level of authority.
It was in that year that Lin Shiyi officially lost an older brother and a biological sister with the same father and mother.
In the following thousands of years, the dark and sinister sword energy shook the entire starry sky and swept through countless star fields.
God of War finally created a record that no one has achieved since Huang Xi.
Kill the doomsday with the power of the killing god.
When the authority was naturally restrained, no one knew how the God of War did it. At the moment when Doomsday fell, the entire neutral camp was cheering almost fanatically.
After that battle, the God of War officially established his supreme status. He was the first person in martial arts, surpassing the Human Emperor and Emperor Xuanyuan.
In the fanatical cheers, countless races spread the name of the God of War Realm.
When the cheers from the God of War world rang out, Lin Shiyi was eating with his mother.
Thunderous cheers.
He stood up and walked out of the restaurant. What he saw were fanatical faces that were as persistent and firm as faith.
Everyone was shouting the name of the God of War loudly, and the entire God of War world was completely crazy.
From that moment on, Lin Shiyi knew that such a God of War world did not need weak people, let alone waste.
The God of War is the most prominent sword light in the neutral camp.
The God of War Realm should also be the sharpest edge in the camp.
He is the youngest son of the God of War.
He is also the person that the God of War spends the most time cultivating.
One day he will reach the top, charge towards the supreme position, stand beside his father, and share the pressure and silence of his endless years.
That year, Lin Shiyi officially entered the field of eighth-level authority.
That level can be called the absolute strongest in the entire starry sky.
And then...
It's a long, despairing pause.
In the past, those voices of worship, hope, relief, anticipation, and blessings still seem to be echoing in my ears.
But Lin Shiyi fell into a vicious circle that he couldn't break out of no matter how hard he struggled.
He never reached his peak.
Even more hopeless, his path to authority was completely cut off.
It was an unimaginable loss and confusion.
Lin Shiyi really couldn't see any hope anymore.
He can be said to be one of the most outstanding geniuses in the history of the God of War world, and it is precisely because he is good enough that he is more certain than anyone else that there is really no hope for his future.
I have struggled, tried my best, worked hard, been unwilling to accept it, been angry...
In the end, all emotions turned into powerlessness.
The eleventh prince of the God of War world became depressed and decadent at an unimaginable speed, turning into the kind of person the God of War world needs least.
His mother is still gentle to him.
Even his father, who had the greatest expectations for him, said nothing from the beginning to the end.
Even when he no longer had the aura of genius and future supremeness, he felt like he was a child again.
There is no aura, no expectations, he is still their son, just like when he was a child, as long as they are around, he owns the whole world.
Until one day, his father stood in front of him and asked him to go to the City of Miracles. He said that there might be a new way out there.
He said...
You will definitely die if you go there.
His mother was there that day.
The three of them talked a lot that day.
But thinking about it now, Lin Shiyi couldn't remember what they said that day.
The depression and unwillingness he had accumulated in his heart for many years seemed to have a very clear outlet with his father's words.
He was unwilling to do so.
He is the eleventh prince, the most outstanding genius in the God of War world, the pinnacle of the world, the future supreme.
No one could understand what he endured after his way forward was cut off.
And when all this can be undone.
He can pay any price.
At any cost!
At that time, Lin Shiyi made a decision in this state that was neither absolutely rational nor absolutely crazy.
He said he was willing to go to the City of Miracles.
When he said this, for the first time in his life, he did not dare to look into his mother's eyes, which had always been gentle and smart.
He just told himself.
He wants to change from the person least needed in the God of War world to the person most needed in the God of War world.
He came to the city of miracles.
The God of War has also arrived, bringing with him new permissions that are currently inaccessible.
Lin Shiyi fully understood his father's arrangement.
New permissions cannot be accessed.
But as the God of War left, the symbol in his mind became more and more abundant, and its aura began to become more obvious.
One day in real time.
Perhaps time was passing thousands or even hundreds of thousands of times in different places in the starry sky. As the God of War thought and supplemented, Lin Shiyi gradually understood the so-called new authority.
It is a path that starts from complete death and illusion, taking into account both order and chaos, swinging at any time.
The people who come into contact with this authority are the balance.
So this road is extremely crazy and extremely risky. Maybe when the new authority reaches a certain height, every day, every minute, every second
They are all wandering between madness and reason, constantly wandering and struggling on the edge of life and death.
Also because such permissions are too dangerous, there are endless possibilities.
This cannot be said to be the path given to him by the God of War.
Ares just creates permissions.
The path is Lin Shiyi's own choice.
His father once told him that he too had a true mark.
This shows that in at least one reincarnation in the past, he has reached the peak, but now he has no idea who he used to be.
His father finally gave him a choice.
He can go back, leave here, return to the God of War world, continue his previous life, and walk away from this path.
But Lin Shiyi refused.
He didn't know what he was feeling at that time.
When he accepted that symbol, his current authority was revoked, and there was no way back, he finally realized what he had chosen.
He chose the path created by his father.
He chose death.
He chose to abandon the foundation of reality and merge into illusion.
He will die.
Then return.
Then take the path created by your father.
But maybe at that time, he had long forgotten who created this road and who was his father.
He wants to bear the pressure of his father after returning.
But after returning, will he still remember the God of War world?
Will the God of War Realm still exist?
No memory, no past, a brand new return...
He is Lin Shiyi.
But at that time, could he still be Lin Shiyi?
Will he have a new name? A new beginning? New parents? A new life?
If everything is inevitable.
So what does everything now mean to him after his return?
Maybe...
Nothing counts.
Because you may not remember anything.
Or, maybe you remember it, but you don’t know how long it will take to get your memory back.
It wasn't until he actually made this decision that he truly realized that he couldn't face his choice at all.
The halo around him, countless people's expectations of him, and his demands on himself pushed him down this path all his life, and there was no turning back.
This seems like a difficult choice to understand.
But this is the starry sky.
Hidden by endless prosperity, there is only cruelty, a world that can be exterminated at any time, and has no hope.
Everyone should bear something.
No matter what the cost.
When there is an opportunity to take on something, even death, no one will hesitate.
This is the principle in the stars.
The people there are countless times stronger than the people here, but they are also countless times more fragile. A race may completely collapse and become extinct at any time. No one can escape and there is no way to escape.
That's why Lin Shiyi said that the Lin clan in the Miracle City is the God of War's most tender dream.
So does Lin Fengting.
Because there is no pressure here, and you will not be forced to stand up by anything. There is no fight here, here is carefree, here you can do whatever you want, here you are lazy and comfortable.
This is the life that the God of War most hopes for.
Because this was his original choice.
But there is no hope in the stars.
Maybe there never will be.
That's why he left the time and space corridor and chose to struggle, struggling with all his life.
Lin Shiyi's eyes were red. He stretched out his hand to wipe his eyes, and looked at the comings and goings in his sight with some stubbornness.
His expression and the atmosphere of Wangyou Villa are two completely opposite extremes.
Just like the environment they lived in since childhood.
Since accepting the new authority, he has been in a very bad mood.
He understood what he should bear, but the regret deep in his heart could not be suppressed.
He traced every trace of his parents' past, bit by bit, and walked stubbornly and stubbornly through all the places they had walked.
He just wanted to remember it all.
Hope to remember it all.
I wish I could remember all of this.
This is the only thing he can do.
Countless days and nights, he would think of his father who was silent most of the time but always had warmth around him.
I think of my mother who would cry and get angry at her father when she saw her in pain when she was a child.
Thinking of those gentle and smart eyes.
Those were the father and mother in the starry sky that he could not leave behind until his death.
And now, he is in the City of Miracles.
He chose new authority and chose to return.
In other words, he chose death.
But there was no time to say goodbye.
"I have some..."
Lin Shiyi's eyes were red.
His voice was choked and trembling with forced suppression: "I feel uncomfortable."
"But not out of fear."
"But..."
"Reluctant to give up."
I really can't bear it.
He was reluctant to part with the most famous liquor made from eternal magma in the God of War world, reluctant to part with the star-famous swordsmanship in the God of War world, reluctant to part with the hall where he recorded the flow and evolution of the entire star field at that time, and reluctant to part with the area that could be seen countless times from both ends.
In the palace of sunrise, sunset and tides, I couldn't bear to part with my brothers and sisters who still treated him sincerely even though he was decadent and degenerate, and who had shouldered more responsibilities for him. I couldn't bear to part with the super-light-speed interstellar armed mecha that the apostle gave him on his birthday.
He couldn't bear to leave his apostles, relatives and friends who were always by his side to protect him.
Even more reluctant to leave his father and mother.
The most important person in his life, but the night he left, he didn't even dare to look into her eyes.
His death is another beginning.
That life that has not yet begun may be, tens of millions of years later, a new journey, new friends, a new destiny, a new identity, hundreds of millions of light-years of stars, and a galloping battlefield.
It has something to do with him, but it has nothing to do with him.
If one day he can retrieve his memory, looking back, will he remember that before his life began, there were still many important things he had not done, and many things he wanted to say that he had not said.
There are too many things and too many people, and it’s too late to say goodbye?
"Your Highness..."
The apostle's palm fell on Lin Shiyi's shoulder, exerting a slight force.
He didn't know what to say to comfort Lin Shiyi.
People who bear pressure are those who have the opportunity and qualifications to bear pressure.
Lin Shiyi has this qualification. Considering the entire camp, he cannot escape.
"I have no regrets."
Lin Shiyi sniffed and said softly.
"I know."
The apostle smiles.
Lin Shiyi was someone he had seen since childhood. The apostle could say that he knew his character very well. He could be fragile, sad, and confused, but he had an almost stubborn pride in his bones. Many things, even if he realized
If he is wrong, he will not change it, let alone regret it, but will forcefully turn the wrong thing into the right result.
The apostle thought for a while and continued to smile: "Actually, returning is not necessarily a bad thing. Your Highness can take a look at Li Tianlan and Qin Weibai now. The entire camp is looking forward to their return. Why? Because they are who they used to be.
Huang Xi and Xi Bai, this will not change, and they cannot deny this. With their return, their identities will gradually change, and their memories will gradually improve. Your Highness, time may be long, but one day,
When you come back and reach the top, you will remember who you are."
He continued half-jokingly: "Just for this, I will work hard to live. Now I will send you one last journey. Wait until you think of me after a long time and come to me for a drink. The magma of Fei Mars River is the best."
, you will become addicted after drinking it once, so please remember to bring it with you when the time comes. Unfortunately, I have a very bad relationship with Lin Shuhua, otherwise I would get a lot of the magma from the Flying Star River every year, tsk...
In fact, to be honest, if I hadn't reached the peak authority and had no real mark, I would have returned with His Highness. Believe me, this is not a bad thing. I believe that His Highness will regain his memory one day and take my favorite drinks with him.
The magma found me and returned to the God of War Realm. No matter who you are, in my heart, you are Lin Shiyi."
"Retrieve memory..."
Lin Shiyi laughed at himself: "I don't know who I was before. My father said that I have a real mark, but I don't even have the slightest impression."
"There are many reasons for this."
The apostle explained seriously: "The so-called successful return means reaching level 9 authority. Your Highness is stuck here now. Strictly speaking, this return is unsuccessful. Naturally, the original memory cannot be found. This can be said
is one of the reasons.
The reason why His Highness is stuck here is because the real mark is broken. This may be the second reason.
As for His Highness’s former identity, may it be resounded with your successful return? The true brand is broken, maybe because the battle with the enemy is too fierce, or a certain Human Emperor has been assimilated by other camps, His Majesty Huang Xi
The real mark can also be broken at the peak, for too many reasons.
It may be a very interesting thing to start over with these questions. With new authority, there are endless possibilities in the future. I have a hunch that His Highness' return this time will be perfect."
Lin Shiyi said no more.
Sitting on the bench, he lowered his head silently
He turned his head and looked at the ground beneath his feet, falling into silence for a long time.
The apostle looked at him quietly and did not speak.
He thought of the past with Lin Shiyi in the endless years.
The Eleventh Prince in his impression always seems to be quiet and restrained, not gentle or arrogant, quiet, calm, neither sullen nor angry, and his words always seem to be just right. The princes and princesses of the God of War Realm are very popular, Lin Eleven
Among them, he is the most eye-catching. When he was at the peak, he was never arrogant and unrestrained. Even when he fell into the trough, he never gave up. He struggled with his life again and again, and he still kept on fighting even when he knew it was impossible.
Persevere and break your head again and again in front of the barrier of fate.
In the end he knew that the so-called impossibility was still impossible after all.
So he became silent.
No hysteria, no depravity.
All the emotions were completely suppressed deep in his heart, so he slowly died in silence and slowly disappeared from everyone's sight.
The apostle has always been by Lin Shiyi's side, from childhood to adulthood.
He had seen his most proud moments, but he had never heard a word of boasting.
The so-called high spirits, bold words, and ambitions have never been the case.
He had seen him when he was most disappointed, but he had never heard a single complaint.
The so-called self-sorrow, self-pity, self-degradation, and unwillingness to laugh at oneself are also absent.
He remained silent.
It breaks out in silence, and dies in silence, or is depressed.
This silence is, to some extent, unimaginably firm-willed.
Therefore, the apostle hopes that he can have a chance, a chance to start over, even more than Lin Shiyi.
Returning is not a bad thing.
He really thinks so.
Maybe after returning, he will no longer be the Lin Shiyi he is now, but one day he will think of the past.
Experiencing life and death, thousands of catastrophes, and walking on the edge of madness and depravity, these are nothing. All he needs is an opportunity.
Now this opportunity is right in front of us, so close, almost within reach.
Lin Shiyi would be reluctant to let go, so he was here to pursue the traces of the person he cared about most, but the road ahead had already vaguely appeared, and there was no way to turn back. All he could do was move forward.
Even if it's too late to say goodbye.
"Is there anything else you want to tell me, Your Highness?"
The apostle was silent for a while and asked softly.
If everything goes well, if nothing unexpected happens.
Today, this moment, this moment, is probably the last time they can speak freely.
"No."
Lin Shiyi shook his head, his tone a little dazed.
"Actually, I've been curious about something."
The apostle thought for a moment and suddenly laughed.
Lin Shiyi raised his head and looked at him with doubts in his eyes.
"Since many years ago..."
The apostle said slowly: "Probably when His Highness just entered the seventh level of authority, you attracted a lot of attention. Maybe you don't know, or maybe you know but never cared about it, but you are actually very popular in the God of War world.
Not only in the God of War world, but also in the Corridor of Time and Space and the Human Palace, you are very popular.
Xuanyuan Samsara is known as the person most like your Majesty, referring to his past experience. His talent is slightly inferior, so in the hearts of many women, you are even more popular than Xuanyuan Samsara.
When you first reached the seventh level of authority, there were actually many people who proposed marriage to His Majesty. Of course, marriage is not considered. I just want you to get in touch and get to know each other. For example, the second princess of the Dragon Clan, the fourth princess of the Space-Time Corridor, and the Xinghai of the Human Imperial Palace
The chief financial officer of the group, even the one from the demon clan... there are many people. Any one of these people is sought after by countless people to be called a goddess, but these people either themselves or have their family members come forward to propose marriage.
, often there is no further content, His Majesty should have told you this, so it was Your Highness who refused it yourself?"
"yes."
Lin Shi nodded.
"Why?"
the apostle asked softly.
Lin Shiyi thought for a while and joked: "Maybe it's just like the rumors."
The corner of the apostle's mouth twitched, feeling helpless.
The so-called rumor is the rumor that the eleventh prince of the God of War Realm likes the sixth princess of the God of War Realm.
The Sixth Princess is Lin Shiyi's sister, half-mother, but the relationship between the two is very good, but also very pure, just a good relationship, a normal sister-sister relationship, others may imagine that there are some rumors, but as Lin
The apostle, the guardian of the eleventh, knows this very well.
Lin Shiyi had never bothered to respond to these, but now he mentioned this rumor, which made it even more unusual.
"Your Highness actually has someone he likes, right?"
The apostle said softly.
Lin Shiyi's eyes were dazed for a moment.
"Who is the person in His Highness's heart who can hide His Highness from such an unflattering rumor?"
The apostle continued to ask.
Lin Shiyi was silent. He didn't know how long it took before he slowly shook his head: "No."
"I'm not meaninglessly curious."
The apostle smiled and said gently: "I just want to tell Your Highness that since you have decided to return, don't leave too many regrets. Family affection and love are all the same. There are some things that we don't have time to say goodbye to, but there are some things that need to be
Maybe it’s just courage. The process of return is very long. After all the changes, when His Highness comes back again, there may be other people around you for the person in your heart. At this time, there is no need to shrink from many things. At least speak out.
, no matter what the other party’s response is, there won’t be too many regrets.”
Lin Shiyi continued to be silent, and then said: "No. You are overthinking."
The apostle looked at him deeply.
He knew very well that it actually existed.
Yes, there definitely is.
very few people know.
No, to be precise, no one knows who Lin Shiyi likes except Lin Shiyi himself.
Because the other person is so unattainable that although the love is intense, it seems a bit unreal and there is no need to say it.
I don't want to say it, I can't say it.
To put it bluntly, with his status, he is not even qualified to ask his father to propose marriage to him.
In other words, it is almost as if the father proposes marriage to the other party in his own capacity.
What he likes is Feng Qingwu, the eldest princess in the Corridor of Time and Space.
A person who is currently in the City of Miracles has already reached the pinnacle, and is now even close to being a super strong person, or a super goddess, who controls power.
It is no exaggeration to say that the eldest princess of the Corridor of Time and Space can definitely be called one of the strongest women of all races in the entire starry sky.
Lin Shiyi has liked her for a long, long time.
Long before the God of War world was established, he was not a prince but a prince.
At that time, when he first saw the eldest princess of the time and space corridor, his heart could no longer tolerate anything.
But this kind of love can only be treated as his deepest secret and hidden forever.
Bringing it up to anyone on any occasion is tantamount to humiliating oneself.
So, let’s not talk about it.
In fact, many people and many things will truly realize that some regrets are destined to be just regrets at a certain moment when only one person is quiet.
Lin Shiyi took a deep breath and said softly: "Is the Beihai Wang family ready?"
"It will probably take about ten days."
replied the apostle.
Lin Shiyi narrowed his eyes and said softly: "Then we should prepare as soon as possible."
"After today, I will go to Asia."
The apostle's voice was calm.
Lin Shishi nodded: "After today, I will also use the last period of time to integrate Li Dongcheng's sword energy. If you and I meet again, it will probably be on the battlefield."
The apostle looked at him quietly, his eyes a little sad.
Lin Shiyi smiled and turned to look at the deepest area of Wangyou Villa, a paradise where there is no responsibility, freedom, carefree, and no pressure.
This was once his dream place.
It was also the place that the God of War once dreamed of.
He looked at the core area of Wangyou Villa and murmured: "I have been away for a long time, but I have never been here before. I really want to go in and visit..."
"That's not a problem."
A voice suddenly sounded next to the two of them.
The apostle took a step back in silence.
Lin Shiyi turned his head slightly and looked at the middle-aged man who had hung up the phone and walked to his side.
Lin Fengting was also looking at him quietly, with a gentle smile.
The scenery of Wangyou Villa of the Lin Clan is beautiful, but it is private property after all, so it is not a tourist attraction.
This place does not exclude outsiders very much, but there are very few people who know it, and even fewer people come here on weekdays.
Especially at this time, around the Spring Festival, in previous years it was almost impossible to see any strangers.
"Young man, I see you are quite unfamiliar. Is this your first time here?"
young man...
The corners of the apostle's mouth twitched crazily, and his eyes were extremely weird.
Lin Shiyi looked calmly at the leader of the Lin clan in front of him, who could not be called "ancestor" in terms of seniority, and nodded: "My father has been here before, Wangyou Villa, and I have been yearning for it for a long time."
He took the initiative to reach out to Lin Fengting and said calmly: "My name is Lin Shiyi, and I want to go in and have a look."