Jiang Shangyu's voice was like a roar and a roar suppressed deep in his throat. It was very deep, but there was a bloody cruelty between the lines.
The truth is cruel.
The so-called death means never, ever, ever, never to be seen again.
That kind of departure itself brings with it the deepest despair, which is continuously stretched over time until it itself becomes nothingness.
At this moment, Jiang Shangyu did not kill anyone, but he was killing people mercilessly.
Li Tianlan closed his eyes.
He didn't want to talk about this topic.
I don’t dare to think about it either.
He already knew the essence of the matter, but he had no idea how to deal with it.
I don't know how to deal with it, so I instinctively start to escape.
This is Li Tianlan's current state.
He couldn't forget the truth of the matter, but he could control himself not to think about it.
If he were an ordinary person, he would definitely not be able to do this.
If his spiritual realm reaches a transcendent state, he can even force himself to forget this.
But he is not an ordinary person, nor is he in a transcendent state.
What he can do is to use his strongest will to temporarily cut off his emotions and completely focus his attention on other things.
He can think about his martial arts, think about his swordsmanship, let the swordsmanship that he has already fully mastered flash in his mind over and over again, occupying all his consciousness, and he can also regard the things that need to be solved in front of him as everything.
, devote yourself wholeheartedly.
In this state, he has not forgotten the truth that Qin Weibai is not Qin Weibai, but if he doesn't think about it, he will not feel pain or despair.
This method of escape sounds mysterious and mysterious, but to put it bluntly, it is actually just two words.
Focus.
When your attention is completely focused on a certain thing or a certain picture, you will not think about anything else, even if you have not forgotten it.
This is similar to meditation in martial arts, mobilizing your thinking and focusing your attention.
It's just that at Li Tianlan's current martial arts level, he can completely focus his attention. As long as his attention is not distracted, he can avoid any problems he doesn't want to think about.
"Now, do you feel that I have the same problem as me?"
Jiang Shangyu laughed a little maniacally: "Just like me now...
I might be unlucky.
I'm not as good as Qin Weibai, I didn't meet an expert when I opened my eyes and lived again.
Most of the time I came into this world, I have been recovering from my injuries.
I witnessed the end of the woman named Gu Xianyan in another world. I participated in that battle, and the damage caused to me by that battle cannot be avoided even if I live again.
The injuries from Sword Twenty-Four and Xuanyuan Feng have been tormenting my body.
Qin Weibai can build the Reincarnation Palace and the Shengshi Fund. Her recovery speed from her injuries is so fast that it makes me a little desperate. What she did, if my injuries heal, I can do it too, and even do it better than her.
Be exaggerated.
But I can only think about these, just like a mouse, I have to hide, not see the light, desperately want to save some chips, but also be careful.
Moraid is my biggest gain. By controlling him, I directly control the temple and have reached a cooperative relationship with the sanctuary.
In fact, it’s not that I haven’t done anything in these years. Most of my roots are in Europe. All the chips combined are not as good as the Palace of Reincarnation, but they may not be much worse than the Dark Knights.
But all this is gone.
No more, do you understand?
Moraid was killed by you.
Those bastards from the Lin tribe officially entered the world and destroyed the team I had carefully built up. Europe was originally my territory, but now it has become my restricted area.
Central Continent... Hehe, of course I have arrangements in Central Continent, but now, I am leaving Central Continent...
Do you think my life is a joke?
He spent most of the time hiding in the dark, not daring to show his face, and could only recuperate from his injuries.
I barely recovered from my injury and wanted to do something and made some achievements, but everything was ruined by you and Li Huacheng. Now I have nothing but my own strength. Even my strength has not truly returned to its peak.
My biggest dream is to turn the Jiang family into a truly wealthy family, so that we don’t have to look at other people’s faces, and we won’t easily become pawns that can be sacrificed in other people’s hands, and we won’t be able to meet certain people despite being so-called big shots.
People have to bend down and lower their heads.
I want my dad to be less worried and not have to think about how to protect himself every day and hold on to Beijiang.
I don't want my dad to sit in the position of speaker, holding the title of councilor, but being careful when talking to his subordinates.
I want my family to be freer. Even if its development is not as good as that of the Beihai Wang family, it can still stand upright and speak without fear of shrinking.
I want to die behind my dad so that he won’t grow old and be homeless.
I want to protect my family, even if it is only our father and son, I want to protect it, and I don’t want this family to be in an embarrassing situation where it looks good but may actually be in danger of destruction at any time.
I think..."
Jiang Shangyu kept talking and drinking.
He seemed to have suppressed all this in his heart for too long. Now all the emotions had accumulated to the limit, and his mentality seemed to be broken. With the help of drunkenness, he simply said everything in his heart.
Li Tianlan closed his eyes and listened silently.
"Hehe... I thought about too many things, but now, it's all gone."
"Then you are quite pitiful."
Li Tianlan said calmly.
"Yeah, pitiful..."
Jiang Shangyu laughed so hard that his whole body twitched: "I'm pitiful, so why aren't you? Li Tianlan? Dongcheng Emperor Tu? His Majesty the East Emperor... Haha... Hahaha... I'm pitiful, but what do you have?
?
You have the Eastern Palace, but the woman who gave you the Eastern Palace is dead.
You have the Li family, but no matter Li Honghe or Li Kuangtu, they have been using you from the beginning.
You have Wang Yuetong, but because of the Wang family in Beihai, you can't even find her anywhere.
You have Dongcheng Rusi, but Li Yueshen in Dongcheng Rusi's body has always wanted to kill you.
You have Qin Weibai, but he is a fake.
The one you love dies, the one who loves you is gone...
As for the East Palace, haha, hahaha, is that really left for you?
How big of a face do you have to be able to enjoy all this with peace of mind?
Are you qualified? Are you worthy?
All these are just things that woman gave to the Emperor of Dongcheng.
Including the impostor who is next to you now.
Why are they so nice to you? Huh? Tell me, why?
Do you think it's ridiculous that they fall in love with you even before they have met you? It's just memory sharing.
All their feelings from beginning to end are not directed at you, but at Li Tianlan in another world, the Emperor of the East City.
Who do you think you are? A tool, just a substitute.
Does everything you own really belong to you?
Oh, it may belong to you, after all, you are also Li Tianlan.
As long as you lick your face and admit it, then it all belongs to you.
Come on, Your Majesty, admit it. You admit that you and Li Tianlan in that world are the same person. Come on, admit it quickly. Admit that Qin Weibai and the others love you. Come on, I want to hear you admit it, hahaha
, I especially want to see what your expression looks like when you admit this.
Are you and you the same person? Ah? Are we the same person? Are we the same person?
Just like now, funerals, mourning halls, uh... coffins, corpses... hehehe, hahaha... You said, is this my funeral, or Jiang Shangyu's funeral? You said, when the funeral is going on,
Is my dad sad? Why should he be sad? After all, I am still alive, but why is he sad? Why why why?"
Li Tianlan looked at Jiang Shangyu and narrowed his eyes slightly.
"Stop showing me your Donghuang airs and majesty..."
Jiang Shangyu looked at him with some pity: "In fact, you are just like me, a loser with nothing.
If there is a difference, it is that I am embarrassed, and you look glamorous. If you are willing to deceive yourself, you can continue to enjoy everything that is not yours now, as long as you don't feel embarrassed.
Haha...hehe...haha...haha...I thought of a joke, hahaha, no, I can't help it, Your Majesty, can I tell you a joke, okay...haha
Ha ha...
I suddenly want to know... When you are intimate with Qin Weibai in the future, do you know that Qin Weibai is not Qin Weibai, and Qin Weibai knows that Li Tianlan is not Li Tianlan... Hahahaha... Do you think you can still get hard?
?Hahaha..."
"If you want to die now, I can help you and let your Jiang family hold two funerals in a row, which will be a double happiness."
Li Tianlan said in a calm voice.
"You're in a hurry...You're in a hurry..."
Jiang Shangyu laughed: "Okay, I am willing to apologize, it was just a joke.
But I won't take back what I said, after all it's the truth...
But it seems that there is really no need to ridicule you. After all, why should a defeated dog make things difficult for a defeated dog? Are you right? We are the same..."
"no the same."
Li Tianlan said calmly: "I have a choice, you don't, it's different."
Jiang Shangyu's voice stopped for a moment.
choose...
He stared at Li Tianlan and smiled strangely: "Oh, did you choose to be shameless? It's a good choice. You do have the right to make such a choice."
Li Tianlan's eyes were filled with murderous intent.
"But I'm different. I really have no choice."
Jiang Shangyu sighed and shook his head: "It's not just me. Even if I were you now, I don't think I have any choice."
He twitched and laughed again: "After all... I can't accept that when I go to bed with my wife, my wife is holding my neck and thinking about another person, hahaha...
I can't bear it anymore, I really can't accept it, even if this other person is the same as me."
Wisps of sword energy began to surge in the air.
Bottles of liquor on the coffee table began to be torn apart silently.
Amidst the strong aroma of wine, Jiang Shangyu smiled and waved his hands: "Don't be impulsive, don't take action, after all, we are negotiating, right..."
He looked at Li Tianlan: "I apologize, I was wrong, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have laughed at you, okay, then, let's continue talking... Haha... Haha... Well, sorry, cough, let's continue.
I will quit. Central Continent, one-third of Central Continent’s special warfare system, I can give you everything, how about it? Do you want it? This comes from me, a glorious loser, to you.
The charity of a glorious lost dog.
Yes, it's charity.
How about it, Your Majesty, do you want the charity from the defeated dog?"
Li Tianlan was silent for a long time, then slowly said: "Thank you, tell me, what do you want?"