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Chapter 375: I'm not worthy

 The first second the air in the room was slightly distorted, Wang Yue Xiange, who was doing daily meditation on the large and soft bed, suddenly opened her eyes.

Her eyes instantly became clear and calm, and the sword energy from the Peak Invincible Realm, which she had just broken through and was not very stable, spread out in wisps.

Her sword energy is not enough to cover the entire East Palace, let alone control all the disturbances in the East Palace anytime and anywhere, but the sword energy she spreads is enough to cover the entire castle in the shortest time.

It was quiet inside the castle, nothing unusual.

Wangyue Xiange breathed a sigh of relief, and the sword energy that spread out began to shrink, and he retreated to his room, spinning around her and slowly spreading again.

The air in front of her was still slightly distorted without being affected by herself, but all this seemed to have no source of power.

The room in front of me seemed to suddenly become very large, and the lights dimmed a bit. There was a somewhat illusory sound of water flowing next to my ears. A faint force seemed to slowly enter the room like running water, wrapping it up and isolating it.

other people’s perception of this place.

This kind of power...

Wangyue Xiange frowned, took a few steps forward, opened the bedroom door, and entered the living room.

Without any pause in her footsteps, she came directly to the door and opened it.

Qin Weibai, wearing loose home clothes, was standing in the corridor, with a look of haggard and paleness that could not be concealed.

The two looked at each other with calm eyes.

"Won't you let me in?"

After being silent for nearly half a minute, Qin Weibai forced a smile and took the initiative to speak.

Wangyue Xiange stepped aside in silence and closed the door.

Qin Weibai's spiritual power intertwined with her sword energy, and the room suddenly became a blank area in Li Tianlan's perception.

Qin Weibai sat down on the sofa and was in a daze.

"What to drink?"

Wangyue Xiange asked in a cold voice.

Qin Weibai glanced at him, with a tone that was very familiar to Wang Yue Xiange but also extremely angry: "Have you forgotten my habit?"

Wangyue Xiange's eyes were dazed for a moment, then he gritted his teeth, snorted, turned around and took a bottle of purified water from the refrigerator.

Her eyes scanned the fruits stored in the refrigerator, hesitating, and then she became lost in thought.

She once stayed with the boss who discovered her, saved her life, taught her martial arts, and helped her break through the invincible realm for several years, guarding her almost every step of the way.

She had collected specific dew for her at a specific time, and had taken care of her diet meticulously. She knew all the habits of her boss very well.

For breakfast, the boss usually eats some fruit with a balanced nutritional profile, a glass of milk, and occasionally an egg.

Lunch is relatively casual, usually light and with very little food.

Most of the dinner is vegetables, with some fish and shrimp at most. Basically, the boss doesn't eat at this time.

Boss, boss...

Wangyue Xiange bit her lips and put back the water she had just taken out.

She walked up to Qin Weibai empty-handed and sat down opposite her.

Qin Weibai's sitting posture was a little lazy, a little peaceful. Seeing Ranhuo walking over empty-handed, she raised her eyebrows slightly and hummed slightly, questioningly.

"I don't have heavily filtered dew flown here, nor do I have the vegetables that you like to eat, boss. I'm afraid the food here is not worthy of your status, so you might as well endure it."

Wangyue Xiange said in a sarcastic tone.

Qin Weibai was silent for two seconds and suddenly smiled, but the smile was very forced.

"You hate me, right?"

Qin Weibai spoke softly. She used questions, but her tone was very sure.

Wangyue Xiange sat motionless and said in an indifferent tone: "No, I just hate you."

"I thought so for a while, but then I realized I was wrong, Ranhuo, you either hate me or you just hate me."

Qin Weibai said softly: "In your heart, I... no, your boss should be unique and no one can replace him.

You are dissatisfied with my appearance. You feel that my presence has taken away the grace of your boss. You feel that I am not worthy of being like her. You hate that I enjoy the same treatment as her, and hate that I enjoy the same things as her.

Power, and even more resentful that I silently replaced her after her and took possession of her man."

Qin Weibai pursed his lips and said softly: "Is that so?"

Ranhuo stared at her, her breathing became a little rapid, and her eyes became a little confused.

"She sacrificed herself to fulfill me, and gave me all her honor, praise, power, and even the man she loved most."

Qin Weibai continued: "You think this is unfair, unfair to her. She died in the snow country, in the light of the eternal sword, silently, no one knows, and no one will remember.

People will only see Tianlan and I living happily together, and no one will remember her efforts and sacrifices. So you think that Tianlan and I are a couple, and I am even more a fake of Magpie Nest Jiuzhan, so you

Unconvinced and unwilling, you not only hate me, you also hate Tianlan and everyone who knows or does not know..."

"so what?"

Wangyue Xiange's voice was cold: "Isn't this right? If you don't have a boss, who are you now? Maybe you are still hidden in Kunlun City, or..."

"Why don't you think about it from another angle?"

Qin Weibai laughed, very elegant, but with a kind of broken sadness: "The decision to let her sacrifice was made by me. I wanted her to die. I asked her to fulfill Tianlan and me. I asked

She left all this to us. This is my decision. Does this make you hate me even more?"

The layers of sword energy in the room became extremely violent in an instant, but in the next second, all the sword energy disappeared.

Wangyue Xiange fell on the sofa, looking gloomy.

"you understood?"

Qin Weibai said softly: "Yes, you have understood for a long time that your unwillingness is just because you can't convince yourself.

But the facts are the facts.

No one can force me to die, and no one can force me to fulfill anyone.

We are one person from beginning to end, and our thinking is completely consistent, which means that when she chooses to die, I can only choose this way.

She didn’t even need to convince me. She considered everything, every train of thought, every hesitation and hesitation, and finally made up her mind... This change in my heart was also a change in my heart. We have the same way of thinking, so naturally will make the same decision, which means that when she decided to sacrifice, I couldn't refuse at all, and even the thought of refusal would not occur. I even thought it was right, because she felt that it was Right."

Wang Yuexiange looked at her coldly.

Similar conversations have actually happened more than once. Such conversations also happened when she left Youzhou to join the Dark Knights.

It was difficult for her to understand the logic Qin Weibai said and she couldn't refute it.

But she just couldn't accept it.

"You are not her."

After a long time, Wang Yuexiange finally said calmly: "No need to pretend to be pitiful with me, I will never forgive you, never."

"What a coincidence."

Qin Weibai said softly: "Just like me, I will never forgive her, never.

She doesn’t need my forgiveness, and I don’t need your forgiveness.”

"ha."

Wang Yuexiange sneered in an exaggerated manner: "Forgive? What qualifications do you have to forgive her? Don't you think she has given you enough? If it weren't for the boss, you could only be a commodity of Phoenix Pavilion, and there would be no one. any changes.

Now you are Mr. Qin, the contemporary leader of the Lin clan. Your man is the Eastern Emperor. Your status in the dark world is comparable to that of a queen. How many women in the world are more noble than you? Forgive me? How much do you have? How shameless can you say that you won't forgive the person who gave you everything?"

"Distinguished status..."

Qin Weibai bit his lip hard: "Do you think I would care about this status? For me, from the very beginning, she has been a close person, a close person in my life. I also want to say We are two people. I thought so at first, but how can I resist? Tell me, how can I resist?

Do you think I am willing to be Qin Weibai? What does Gu Xianyan's matter have to do with me? What do you want to say? Do you want to say that I will become Gu Xianyan sooner or later? Ha, it's ridiculous, it's really ridiculous.

You don't admit that I am her, and you don't admit that I am her, then why do you think that I will experience everything she went through? Isn't this funny?

She invaded my life and changed my life trajectory beyond recognition. She took me into the Palace of Reincarnation and even arranged a man for me.

What can I do? Tell me, what can I do?

I can't even think of rejecting it, do you understand? Her memory began to be completely synchronized with my memory. As much as she loves Tianlan, I love Tianlan. From all aspects, this feeling is It's always been there, and I can't refuse it.

I went to bed with him, I did all kinds of shameful things to please him, and I was willing to give birth to his child. I was very happy doing all of this, but I didn't know if this was what I was thinking.

In fact, I have no ideas at all, because my ideas are hers, and her ideas are mine. We are each other's puppets and have only one thought.

I have accepted all this, do you think I am happy? Can you see the anxiety I feel every day?"

"Now..."

Qin Weibai suddenly bent down, covered his face and cried: "It's too late now, it's too late. You all feel that she and I are not the same person, you all feel that I am not worthy, you feel the same, and so does Tianlan so..."

She cried softly, very depressed, but with an almost desperate helplessness: "But I love him, even if there is no other myself, I still love him very much. What I love is not Dongcheng Huangtu, but Now Li Tianlan is my man, but how do I explain it to Tianlan? He doesn’t believe it at all, he doesn’t believe it at all..."

The atmosphere suddenly became dead silent.

All the anger and even hatred in Wangyue Xiange disappeared in an instant.

The only sound in the room was Qin Weibai's suppressed cry.

"He...he knows?"

Wangyue Xiange slowly spoke.

Her voice suddenly became extremely hoarse: "Why would she know...are you a waste?"

"yes."

Qin Weibai's voice still contained a cry: "I'm a waste, what should I do...Tianlan, he doesn't want me anymore."

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