At this moment, Li Tianlan encountered the same problem as Qin Weibai.
In other words, the problem Qin Weibai was considering just now is the problem Li Tianlan is encountering now.
Are the so-called dreams purely constructed by one's own consciousness, or do they really exist?
Li Tianlan has often dreamed since he was a child, but there has never been any dream like this.
When you wake up from the dream, everything should disappear.
He slowly turned his head and looked at Qin Weibai, who was a little nervous.
The red dress on her body was torn, even torn into strips of cloth in some places, and her long silky hair was a little messy. As his eyes moved downward, Li Tianlan also saw her red knees...
All of this is evidence that he just committed the crime.
To be precise, it is the trace left by me in the last dream.
But he had clearly woken up just now.
Li Tianlan confirmed that it was not an illusion. He had really opened his eyes in the bedroom just now. The truth in his hands was distorted and changing, with a strange temperature. The sun was shining through the window with fine dust. The time seemed to be afternoon. He had gone from
One end of the bed was moved to the other end, and the pillow used to replace Qin Weibai was thrown under the bed.
He opened his eyes in bed at that time, and what flashed in his mind was the picture he gradually understood.
That was the image that was constantly fed into his mind when he had a headache.
Those pictures were originally messy, complicated, clear but incomprehensible. The large amount of incomprehensible information stimulated his headache, but all this became relieved after he bullied Qin Weibai. Countless pictures were rearranged.
It makes up a short story.
That's what started it all
Beginning is the beginning of everything.
Li Tianlan understood the meaning of the first picture.
In the picture, he and Qin Weibai were lying on the mountain...
This is the scene in my dream.
Li Tianlan only felt that everything was becoming more and more ridiculous.
His headache started when he left the East Palace, and the transmission of the picture also started from that time.
Those messy fragments barely made up the very beginning of the story.
But the story that I started to piece together when I left the Eastern Palace could actually be the dream I am having now?
What does this feel like?
It's as if there is a pair of big hands from the future, touching the entire story and transmitting information, allowing the present self to know what will happen in the future, and what will happen in the future in dreams.
This is ridiculous.
And Li Tianlan doesn’t think there’s anything difficult to understand about this so-called first scene.
But it turns out that understanding one's dreams also comes with a price.
Because he had just woken up and only understood the meaning of the first picture, his whole energy was quickly drained again, and then he dreamed again and returned to this dream.
This dream persists.
It will not disappear because of its own awakening.
It will continue forever. Even if I am not here, this dream will continue. Or maybe I have to be away, so I will quickly consume energy and come back here after I wake up?
Or maybe my memory remembered the last dream, and then when I dreamed again, I copied the scene from the previous dream here. It looks the same, but it is actually two dreams?
It's like opening the software on your computer and writing
Document, paste and copy into another document, although the content is the same, they are already two documents.
But Qin Weibai just...
She asked where she had been...
Li Tianlan looked at Qin Weibai, who was a little nervous, with doubts in his heart, and tentatively said: "Call daddy."
Qin Weibai, who had a nervous look on her face, was obviously stunned for a moment, and her already blushing face became even redder, but she did not refuse, she just bit her lips and whispered: "Then you call me sister first.
"
"elder sister."
Li Tianlan shouted without hesitation, just wanting to verify an answer in his heart.
Qin Weibai became even more nervous and even took a step back subconsciously.
"calls me."
Li Tianlan licked his lips subconsciously.
Qin Weibai pursed his lips and called out softly.
Li Tianlan heard clearly. After hearing clearly, he did not pretend not to hear clearly. He just corrected: "That's not what you called me just now."
"Don't go too far."
Qin Weibai raised his head and glared at Li Tianlan.
The smoke looks charming, the charming eyes are like silk, graceful and graceful, the eyes are cut like water, the grace is graceful...
There are no words that can describe the charming look in Qin Weibai's eyes.
Li Tianlan's breath was stagnant. At this moment, he really didn't want to do anything serious.
"If you think the scene is wrong, I can cooperate."
Li Tianlan reached out and pressed Qin Weibai's shoulder, pressing it down slightly.
"don't want."
Qin Weibai shook his head, looking a little pitiful: "You have a rest."
"Then you call me."
Li Tianlan was very persistent.
Qin Weibai bit his lower lip again and whispered: "Big...big...I won't scream."
She had been keenly aware that something was wrong, but she didn't know where it was.
Something's wrong inside.
Some titles can be a little fun between husband and wife, and on this basis, adding certain specific words is purely to satisfy the man's bad taste and desire to conquer.
Li Tianlan never concealed this. He even told Qin Weibai about the feeling when he saw her for the first time. Perhaps because that feeling was so profound, he liked to watch it every time.
When Qin Weibai let go of his scruples and even shame, he felt as if he had desecrated something sacred and violated a taboo.
Qin Weibai could satisfy most of Li Tianlan's requirements, but he couldn't even speak of a certain title to death. No matter how hard Li Tianlan pushed him, he would not obey.
But what Li Tianlan had been looking forward to for a long time was just fulfilled in his dream.
Because Qin Weibai felt that she was dreaming, and Li Tianlan in the dream was her own consciousness. She secretly acted recklessly, and Li Tianlan wouldn't know about it anyway.
But Li Tianlan's sudden disappearance just now made her instinctively feel that something was wrong.
She is in the transcendent realm of the spiritual realm. She has a sensitivity and understanding of dreams and consciousness that ordinary people do not have. Although she does not know what the situation is, she has realized that something is wrong.
"If you keep doing this, I will be angry."
Qin Weibai stretched out his hand and pinched Li Tianlan's arm.
Li Tianlan retracted his arm and said nothing.
Although Qin Weibai only said one word, he was able to explain the problem.
The current dream is not a document copied by myself.
His brief awakening before was meaningless. Two dreams, no, two dreams, he had the same dream.
my own
Waking up and falling asleep will not make this dream collapse. The dream already exists. You are just a passer-by. Even if you leave, it will still continue to exist.
And the second time I dreamed, I still dreamed here. In a sense, this can only mean that I am lucky?
Li Tianlan suddenly felt a strong pain in his heart.
Any luck...
He looked at Qin Weibai in front of him.
Qin Weibai was also looking at him. Her eyes were gentle, but a little ashamed, and then seemed to gradually turn into anger.
Li Tianlan was thinking about a question.
The Qin Weibai in my dream, if she is not my consciousness but exists with this dream, then is she Qin Weibai?
Her existence, her attitude, and her meekness all seemed to prove one thing.
That is this dream, indeed my dream.
The foundation of its existence lies in its own thoughts.
Li Tianlan took a deep breath and reorganized his thoughts.
First of all, it was his thinking that created this dream. Qin Weibai appeared in this dream, and this Qin Weibai, her attitude and feelings were based on external perceptions.
This Qin Weibai is the Qin Weibai in Li Tianlan's own impression who appeared in the dream, so all her actions are in line with Li Tianlan's cognition and logic.
But this is a dream after all.
Dreams can wake up.
Li Tianlan will disappear, so in this dream, he will disappear forever.
But when he wakes up, he completely disappears into the dream, not that the dream will completely disappear.
It will continue to exist.
There is also Qin Weibai here.
But only Qin Weibai.
Unless Li Tianlan can continue
Encountered this dream.
Li Tianlan suddenly felt extremely cold all over. The Qin Weibai in front of him was so real and agile. He didn't dare to imagine that after he woke up completely and was no longer in this dream, as the dream continued to exist, Qin Weibai here would meet alone.
What cruel torture and suffering.
He also thought of his own childhood.
I thought about my time of more than 20 years from childhood to adulthood.
Li Tianlan is a man with dreams.
And I often dream.
When he was a child, he didn't know what hatred was or what responsibility was. In that extremely difficult camp, his biggest wish was to eat meat.
Later, he started to practice swordsmanship. He held the wooden sword and swung it again and again, stabbing forward, thousands, thousands, or even tens of thousands of times a day. When his tired arms were completely swollen and exhausted, his biggest wish was
Just can rest.
Later, when he grew older and learned about the outside world, his biggest wish was to go out and have a look, because many people said that the outside world was different from where he lived. There were high-rise buildings, busy traffic, and crowds of people.
Such as weaving, red lights and feasting, these were all scenes he had never seen before, and even in fantasy, they seemed very abstract.
Later, he gradually understood the Li family and his own situation. His greatest wish was to gain strength and return to the outside world with the entire Li family.
Li Tianlan has always had dreams for more than 20 years in his life.
He has always felt that dreaming is the best way to relax.
Ever since he was a child, every time he desired something but couldn't get it, those things would appear in his dreams, allowing him to possess them briefly.
Lost quickly, with strong regret, and then turned into a stronger motivation in reality.
A person will have countless dreams in his life.
What does it mean if every dream never goes away?
This means that everyone will create countless worlds while dreaming, and such worlds will not disappear when they wake up. On the contrary, they will only disappear, and the dream will always exist.
Everything in the dream will always exist.
Countless dreams, more and more worlds exist in a certain corner.
If you are lucky enough to enter a recurring dream, the dream will continue.
But most of the time, what most people do is a new dream.
What about the people and things in the old dream?
They will continue to exist, continue to live, continue to experience, and continue to encounter.
Everything in the dream starts from yourself, so what appears will be the person closest to you.
They do all kinds of things in their dreams.
But once I leave...
So for the people in the dream, what they face next is the sudden loss of their lives.
Parents, relatives, lovers, children...
They will all appear, and then they are destined to suddenly experience their own disappearance, in one dream world after another.
And when you wake up, you will not realize this at all, but continue to live heartlessly in the so-called reality, continue to dream, continue to destroy the people in the dream, and cause them harm again and again.
This kind of destruction and harm is filled with extremely cold evil and sin, and with strong malice.
Li Tianlan wanted to convince himself.
He wanted to say that everything in the dream was false.
He wanted to say that even if the dream continues, it will still be with him
Doesn't matter.
But when he saw Qin Weibai in front of him, he couldn't say a word.
He stretched out his hand and hugged Qin Weibai.
Qin Weibai leaned in his arms and hugged him, very docile and quiet.
That body temperature, that smell, everything is so real and clear.
If she leaves, she will continue to exist alone in this empty world.
Li Tianlan recalled her nervous expression.
She will be searching like crazy, she will be at a loss, she will be irrational, she will be tired, she will be weak. She may survive for a long time, or she may starve to death...
He hugged Qin Weibai tightly. At this moment, he really couldn't tell that all of this had nothing to do with him after he woke up.
If all this has nothing to do with you, it cannot appear in your dream.
And when all this appears here, my awakening is a kind of abandonment.
Is it really so easy to distinguish between real and fake?
Why must the dream that continues to exist be false?
Why is the reality that has always existed true?
If all of this has always existed, after the dream self disappears, does the so-called awakening mean that he has actually died in a dream, and the one who wakes up...
You still think it's you, but in fact it's not you anymore?
Or is it another possibility that the so-called reality you experience is just a dream of others?
Over the years, the most beautiful and easiest dream that Li Tianlan has ever had is about Qin Weibai.
Li Tianlan never told anyone about this matter.
When he left Li's camp and came to Huating, he saw
When Qin Weibai came to pick him up.
At first glance...
At the first sight, he felt an extremely strong desire and admiration in his heart.
At that time, Qin Weibai was imprinted in his heart with an extremely fixed image.
Just like the snow on the horizon and the moon in the clouds, they are out of reach and like a dream.
That desire seemed to materialize in an instant.
He wants this woman and wants her to be by his side forever.
This dream comes true the fastest.
Li Tianlan was so fast that he couldn't react. Before he had time to accumulate information and constantly strive to catch up with the gap between himself and Qin Weibai, Qin Weibai had already become his own woman.
The process was dreamlike and easy, like a dream that happened in reality.
Li Tianlan did not cherish it because it was too easy to obtain. On the contrary, he felt that it was a gift given to him by fate, so he cherished it even more.
In the end, the facts gave him the loudest slap in the face, telling him that there was no destiny at all. He got Qin Weibai too easily, and even got the East Palace. It was not a gift from fate at all. He was just living in
In the dream, in another person's dream, that person's name is Dongcheng Huangtu.
Dreams and reality are intertwined.
True and false.
The moment Li Tianlan learned the truth, he immediately lost his place in the world.
So, there is already evidence, right?
Is the reality I experience outside just the dream of Dongcheng Huangtu?
If I sleep here and continue to dream, will I in the dream think that the dream state I am in now is the real reality?
But where is the reality?
?
Is everything I experience in dreams and reality real?
Reality is a dream, dreams are dreams, everything is false. In this wonderful world, everything is covered layer by layer by illusory dreams. You can never find the truth, and you can never see the illusion clearly.
Why is this happening?
Li Tianlan suddenly felt extremely sick.
If you are dreaming here, and you think everything is insignificant in the dream, then from your current perspective, what do the relatives you dream about in your dream mean to you?
Li Tianlan hugged Qin Weibai with one hand and held his head firmly with the other hand.
The headache started to surge again, but this time there was no picture of any transmission.
There is only an extremely strong and extremely disgusting emotion.
This kind of dream is really disgusting...
Really, so disgusting...
Wisps of light slowly released from his body.
"Tianlan?"
Qin Weibai looked at Li Tianlan and subconsciously took a step back.
A large number of rays of light continuously surrounded Li Tianlan, slowly pushing Qin Weibai away.
Qin Weibai stared at all this in confusion.
The light in front of her eyes should be blue, but it seemed to be mixed with countless colors.
But far from being dazzling, this color has an ultimate purity that makes people identify with it from the heart.
That kind of light covered Li Tianlan bit by bit, his eyes lit up, and the light became brighter and brighter. As the light surged, the pain on his face began to gradually disappear.
Qin Weibai suddenly panicked.
She didn't know why, but she instinctively felt that the light around Li Tianlan
Mang is extremely close to her, but she also feels that Li Tianlan's current state makes her extremely resistant.
The light continued to gather on Li Tianlan, more and more, and his whole body was almost completely surrounded by pure light.
Li Tianlan didn't feel the slightest bit about all this.
He was still thinking, feeling the nausea that was constantly rising, and the feelings of disgust and hatred in his heart were getting stronger and stronger.
Dreams are such a thing...
How could something so disgusting exist?
No...
How can humans...dream?
Being hurt again and again hurts everything, leaving you in a state of confusion but without knowing it...
Dreams shouldn't happen at all...
If people can't dream, why should they dream?
Every time you dream, you are committing a crime. Such a big sin...
How can you dream?
Do humans deserve to dream?
Is it really... worthy?
He thought hard, and then heard his inner voice, which was extremely firm, calm, and kind: "Humans cannot dream..."
Youzhou.
Before the building was empty.
Xuanyuan Wushang, who was still playing games and drinking Coke, suddenly stood up, turned around and stared at the wooden building behind him.
Huangfu Qiushui on the side looked at him in surprise.
In her mind, this was the first time in the past few days that the fat man who called her sister-in-law stood up.
Are you going to the toilet?
It must be, right?
Does he still want to move Coke?
Subconsciously thinking about various thoughts in his heart, Huangfu Qiushui said: "What's wrong?"
Xuanyuan Wushang did not respond.
He stared intently at the wooden building in front of him.
Everything in the wooden building was quiet, but in his sight, there were rays of light after another.
Slowly emitting light, the light looked like blue, but it had a far purer color than blue.
That is the purest brilliance in the world.
Xuanyuan Wushang breathed rapidly and opened his eyes wide.
His eyes looked like he was seeing the end of the world.